I let him hold me, and I couldn't help but think of those old days. Like a fairy tale, when you wake up from a dream, there is only a pale and weak embrace. From the beginning, I shouldn't have allowed myself to step into that fantasy. Now, hurt others and hurt yourself.

I was silent for a long time before Charanwen let me go. I wiped the tears from my eyes again and whispered, "Go back, I have to go to work tomorrow." ”

"No!" Charanwen stubbornly grabbed my hand.

"Charanwen. I pulled out my hand, "What the hell are you going to do? Why don't you understand, there are so many problems between us." Your family disagrees, and my family disagrees as well. If we continue to be together, what will happen next? Your grandmother is gone, and Zeng Wenxi is still in front of you. What if something happens to my family?"

"No, no, I'll take care of it. He pale and limply assured me.

I brushed my long wind-blown hair on my cheeks, "Okay, then we'll talk about it when you're done." ”

After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked to the parking place, and stood by the car for a while, and he walked slowly.

Charanwen sent me back to Nanshan, and insisted on sending me to the eighth floor. I entered the door, and when I was about to close it, I looked at his sad expression. After looking at it for a few seconds, I slammed the door shut.

Better a finger off than always aching.

This night, there was no sleep, and my eyes were almost open until dawn.

The next morning, I was busy contacting new travel agencies and choosing a few that were more suitable for the price. Call Sister Ke, she's busy over there, let me watch it.

So, I decided to check out a few travel agencies for myself. After saying hello to the clerk, I grabbed my bag and got ready to go out. As soon as I walked to the door of the store, my phone rang.

Liu Tonggao asked me to have dinner at noon, and I was a little upset, so I said, "I'm not free at noon, can I get off work at night?"

"I have a party in the evening. "He was a little embarrassed.

"Then tomorrow. I said again.

"I'm going to pick up my daughter tomorrow. He laughed, "Well, let's make an appointment when I get back." ”

"Okay, then I'll hang up first......"

"Wait a minute. He called out to me, "Xiao Ke said that your company is going to Qingyuan to play in the next few days, and I want to take my daughter with me, do you agree?"

I thought about it, there are so many people in the company, and they don't get along with me alone. And he is still so familiar with Sister Ke, maybe Sister Ke invited him, relieved his nerves, I said, "Yes." ”

Liu Tonggao hung up the phone.

After walking a few steps, the mobile phone rang again, and this time it was Charanwen who called. Although I deleted his number, I remember the Arabic numerals too clearly. I grabbed my phone and walked forward, letting it ring until I hung up. Then he sent me a text message: "Are you busy?"

I looked at the words on the screen, and after reading them for a while, I deleted the text message.

Several travel agencies came down, and after a comprehensive comparison, I settled on one of them. After leaving the travel agency, I called Sister Ke.

Sister Ke gave instructions and decided to leave for Qingyuan in three days, and asked me to inform the store managers to get ready.

After hanging up the phone, I looked at the time and saw that it was already past one o'clock in the afternoon. Thinking of finding a fast food restaurant to eat casually, Charanvin's phone called again.

This time I answered the phone, "Hey!"

"Busy morning?" he asked me.

"It's fine. "I answer him.

He was silent for a moment, "Have you eaten?"

"I've eaten it. I looked at the Changsha rice noodle shop across the road and walked towards the zebra crossing.

"I haven't eaten yet. He whispered.

"Then you go to dinner, I have something to go out now, and we'll talk about it later." I said softly.

"Well, well. He sighed.

I hung up the phone, grabbed my phone and walked quickly to the rice noodle shop.

Charanman began to call me every day, as before. When I'm not busy, I try to answer his calls. If he asks, I will answer. But we really can't get along as well as we used to.

The night before our company left for a trip to Qingyuan, he called me again.

"I'm downstairs from you. He said.

"I'm already asleep, what's the matter?" I sat up with the head of the bed.

"What do you think I'm going to do to restore the relationship between us to what it used to be?" he asked me eagerly.

"If the dead could be resurrected, broken hearts could be pieced together. I looked at the light coming through the curtains, "Why do you bother yourself, you don't owe me anything." So, you don't have to make it up to me. Feelings are what you and I want. My choice to be with you means that I can bear all the consequences of my choice. I promised you not to give up under any circumstances. After these six months, I think we all understand that in the face of reality, oaths are used to break. ”

Charanwen didn't speak, and in the earpiece, only his breathing could be heard. I waited patiently, and after a long time, he spoke, "Xu Weilan, then you promise me one thing." ”

"You say. I whispered.

"Don't marry a man easily, that's what I want. He spoke slowly, as if he was afraid I wouldn't understand.

"Okay, I promise you. "I felt a thousand feelings in my heart, and I wanted to say something, but I felt a sore throat, and I just swallowed back what I wanted to say.

"You know what? I think the umpteenth time, we met this day. Maybe like you said, I'm too emotional, too naïve. I am so convinced that if we meet again, if I explain things to you well, we will still be the same as before. His voice choked slightly, "I'll admit now that reality is too heavy. My grandmother died of a heart attack, and I was desperate to go out that day. My mother was crying and fussing, and I would say no to it. My grandmother just fell down slowly, and by the time she was taken to the hospital, she was no longer dead. She took my hand, just shed tears, and left without leaving a word. ”

"My grandmother's death hit me so hard that I was really a little disheartened. Before I could recover from the blow of my grandmother's death, my sister eloped with her boyfriend, and there has been no news yet. Later, Zeng Wenxi's situation was not very good, and I had to go to Japan. ”

"Xu Weilan, did I tell you that this is the first time I have used all my passion to devote myself to a woman. However, this feeling will be lost to reality. ”

My tears flowed silently.

"I also promise you that I will try not to interfere with your life in the future. When he said this, his voice trembled, "There is a sentence that I have always wanted to wait until the full moon is spent to say it, and I think that maybe I will not have such a chance." So, I'll tell you now: Xu Weilan, I love you!"

The voice fell, and the phone hung up.