Xia Chenggong found countless topics to chat with me, I sat next to her and listened to her quietly, very quiet, that feeling was great, there were people around, telling countless strange stories, humorous and interesting, but Xia was very tired, she told me afterwards that she thought I wanted to seek death, so she kept talking, saying funny things, she felt that she had a glorious mission to save mankind.

Xia was very tired, and fell asleep on the side of the bed in a daze, I found out the clothes to cover her, she felt something, got up, barefoot, patted me on the shoulder, and said in a daze: "Don't think about uselessness, there is tomorrow." Then he walked back to his room with the only remaining sobriety in his confusion, locked the door, and went to sleep.

I sat on the balcony and watched the sunrise, there was no sunrise today, and it was just like that. When the morning dawned, I felt like I was alive again, stretching my waist, twisting my neck, I didn't sleep all night, I didn't feel sleepy, my body functions were completely confused.

Xia got up and saw me sitting on the sofa drawing, my kitchen was empty, the dining room was clean, and Xia was leaving with his schoolbag.

"Why are you going?" I asked Natsu.

"Go to tutorial class. ”

"I'll send you, just go down for breakfast. ”

I sat on the side of the street for breakfast, and Xia insisted on inviting me, afraid that I would order less, so I asked for two drawers of steamed buns, but I really ate very little, and I was full with a bowl of rice and one bun.

"Brother, you eat. "Xia let me eat it vigorously.

"I'm really full, I can't eat. "I drank the second bowl of porridge that Xia brought me with great difficulty.

"How is it possible, the boys in our school eat a drawer and drink several bowls of rice, you don't have to worry about me, I have money. Xia served a small stack of pickles, and ate the buns with relish, and I felt uncomfortable listening to Xia's words.

You don't look at how old the boys who don't go to school are, half the size, eat Lao Tzu, they are the age when they can eat, when I was twenty, I can eat more than them, and I eat more when I am hungry, not to mention that I can eat two more drawers in this drawer, but now it is different I eat too much and feel uncomfortable, and I can't digest it.

Xia drank two bowls of porridge, ate the remaining buns, took a few with the bag, and I said to send Xia to school and go to the supermarket to buy something.

"No, I'll be there myself. ”

"You leave your car at my house, you go on foot. I said and shouted to Xia to get in the car.

"Brother, don't stop at the door for a while, just stop from the back of the road. ”

"Why?"

"I flipped in. ”

"What?"

"I don't have a badge, just flip in. Stop it, park it. Xia said and beckoned me to park, this yard is very dilapidated, but only this kind of yard will not be checked by the Education Bureau, close the door, and think it is a deserted house, there is no sign.

Xia quickly climbed over the wall to enter, and I was afraid that if she used a little more force, the wall would collapse.

In the evening, I came to the bar, Xia had not yet arrived, and after I packed all my things, Xia came in panting with his bag on his back, sweating profusely, and rushed directly to the faucet to wash his face.

"I didn't ride, it was too far. ”

"You came. ”

"Running, the bus is off. ”

Xia leaned next to the freezer, the flip-flops on his feet were thrown directly on the ground, pulling through the fan and blowing on his back.

"Sister, I let the gatekeeper check it, otherwise it would have come early. I'm. Natsu tugged at her clothes to keep it from sticking to her back, and I asked her what was wrong.

"This afternoon, I took advantage of the crowds to come out, and I happened to meet the person who was looking at the door to check the class card, and I saw me from the people who went out at a glance, and I was also a little back. ”

"And what do you do?"

"Run, run, run, he's so fat, he can't catch up with me. ”

"Tomorrow, don't recognize you again. ”

"Damn, I'm stupid, I'll go back tomorrow and change it. ”

I wanted to reach out and get a bottle of water for Natsu, but on second thought, let her take it herself. There are so many people in the bar today, back and forth, with the air conditioner on, we are still sweating at the door, I asked Xia with ice cream in my mouth, "Why is it so hot?" ”

"It's almost dog days, and the heat is normal. Xia also shouted the old popsicle in his mouth, but the popsicle was not strong, and he softened first.

Until the door closed, Xia and I never stopped, it really worked to keep busy, I didn't have time to think about messy things, and yesterday's depression didn't come as promised.

"Brother, I inquired today, there are still vacancies in their cram school, and I plan to move in until the end of the cram school. ”

"You won't even be able to listen to the class tomorrow, and you're moving in. ”

"I inquired, they just study tightly, and they live in the accommodation casually, and they don't know anyone, just fish in troubled waters and live in it. ”

"You still have air conditioning in my house now, and you live in Datongpu to death from the heat, and now you don't look at how many degrees. "I was driving, and Xia sat next to me and kept thinking about the loosest dormitory in that tutorial class, and it seemed that he had stepped on a lot of places.

"It doesn't matter, I haven't seen anyone who died of heat, don't worry, besides, you are kind enough to see that I have no place to live, let me live for a few days, I can't live without a little eyesight." Xia sat in the co-pilot and said seriously.

I didn't know what to say, I was concentrating on driving the car, and Xia's mobile phone rang.

"Hey. ”

"Where are you, I'll be here. Xia hung up the phone after a few words and asked me to pull aside, and before I could reflect it, Xia ran back.

I hurriedly reversed and followed Xia, "Xia, you get in the car, I'll take you there." ”

"Back to the bar. ”

Xia's tone was very anxious, and he called back, "What about your brother, if you come out now, I'll be there." Xia hung up the phone, frowned, and scolded, "What the is this, why is it not dead." ”

Xia ran into the alley crazy and fast, and ran to a house, which was already on the edge, I looked at a vacant land walking south, I don't know how long I ran, Xia almost fell when I knocked on the door, my legs were no longer my legs, I couldn't lift them, the tendons on my calves trembled and trembled, and the rhythm of the beating heart was more regular.

A little boy opened the door, and Natsu picked him up and asked, "Where's my brother?" ”

"Inside the house. ”

The family's yard was in tatters, and there was a dog that was tied up and barked like crazy when he saw us, causing the dogs elsewhere to bark together. Xia kicked open the door of the house, and there was an older child watching TV, and the TV was the scene of a tomb robbery at night.

"Where's your mother? Natsu asked, putting the child down.

The boy stretched out his hand and pointed to the house next to him, Xia walked over, there were people in the house, pleading and talking about something, what kind of sound is this, crying, pleading, abusive, I can't hear it, there are people fighting inside, to be precise, domestic violence.

Xia stretched out his foot and kicked the door open, one foot did not kick away, the second foot did not kick away, Xia stood unsteadily and retreated, I reached out to support Xia and helped her kick open the door, I did not kick away, the rebound made my feet numb, and I did not stand firm.

"Get up. Xia angrily pulled me away and kicked me violently.

The door opened, and there was no woman in sight, only a man standing at the door with a pimp, and asked Xia, "You are paralyzed to death." ”

Xia didn't speak, her feet were definitely injured, the little boy dragged me, I picked him up, he resisted me very much, I was afraid that he would see it, covered his eyes, and carried him to the house where my brother was, my brother was watching TV, he was not wearing clothes on his upper body, full of red marks one by one, I felt the burning pain when I looked at it, he didn't feel it at all, he just watched the TV intently, the TV didn't make a sound, and a few people were talking with their babies.

I put the little one next to my brother and went back to another room, "I'll teach my to mind your." The man asked, pointing at Natsu.

"I don't know. Xia roared, walked to the side of the bed, and pulled the woman out from under the bed, the woman was not dressed, her body was red one by one, and her face was also, and her hair was scattered to cover half of her face.

"You can fight, you can't make money tomorrow after you fight, you feel good. Xia dragged the woman out, found a random dress to cover, and pointed to the man.