【Ershiqi: Tender Stamen Incense】

On this day, the morning light is faint, and the air is faintly fragrant with lotus flowers and fresh water vapor. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

It rained last night, and in the middle of the night thunder and lightning rolled in, and the window lattices rumbled. I slept lightly during the day, and I was woken up by the wind and rain in the middle of the night, only to see lightning streak across the sky, and the night was as bright as day. He couldn't come to accompany me these days, and such a thunderstorm taught me to be afraid, so I had to hold the quilt tightly. Later, I couldn't sleep with my eyes closed, so I simply sat up and hugged myself in the corner of the bed.

Through the tulle beside the bed, I saw Xiruo come into the house, put down the wooden frame on the window, tightened the door, lit candles, and lit benzoin in the stove, and then walked to my bed and lifted the curtain, and saw that I didn't sleep and said: "Childe said that the girl can't sleep well on such days, teach me to look more, the girl really didn't sleep, I just lit benzoin for the girl, which is the most sleep-aiding, can the girl sleep well?"

I didn't want her to worry about me too much, and I was afraid that he would be worried if he knew, so I just raised my eyes and looked at her, smiled slightly, and said yes and went to sleep. Xi Ruo saw me lift the begonia flower Su embroidered cool quilt, and also helped me sort it out next to me, saw me lying in, and tucked the quilt up for me, and said: "I'm guarding outside, if the girl has something, call me." I nodded, closed my eyes, and waited for her footsteps to fade away before turning inside.

I don't like this kind of weather, but I don't want to teach people to watch, so I worry about it in vain, so I can only look inside and see no one inside, and watch the mandarin ducks playing in the water on the pillow. I think that he was with me most of the time before, but now that he is out, I am alone. Thinking of the things in Liyin Pavilion in the past, my heart was not very good for a while.

Once upon a time, it was also on such a night of lightning and thunder that I was hugged by Aunt Lan, saying that I wanted to pay off my debts. At that time, I was ignorant, I just thought that I was going to someone's house as a guest, and my parents would come to take me after a while, so at first she gave me beautiful clothes to wear, and braided my hair for me, and I was very happy, and in their admiration, I thought that I wanted my father to see such a beautiful appearance. But after a long time, I didn't see my father come back, so I went to ask Aunt Lan when they would come and take me. At first, Aunt Lan was still looking for words to prevaricate me, but then I gradually came to understand things, and she said that my father was dead. And he took me to his tomb, and gave him incense, saying that he was drunk.

It's not that he didn't have a good time, but after the death of his mother, he began to gamble and drink, owed a lot of debts, and couldn't afford to pay them back, so he was so depressed that he wanted to take me to pay off his debts. After he died, I had no more relatives in this world. Aunt Lan was also kind to me, she found a master to teach me piano, dance, calligraphy, painting, lyrics, songs, tea, and always added me new clothes, but everything was just for the end.

I don't know why I thought so much about it tonight, and for a moment I couldn't calm down, and tears warmly filled my eyes, and then fell down my cheeks to the pillow. I couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning inside, and when I heard someone's footsteps in the night, I went back inside and pretended to sleep. The footsteps were getting closer and closer, someone sat gently on the edge of the bed, pulled the silk quilt on my body up, and raised his hand to touch my hair, I listened to his breathing, and felt more and more wronged, calling his name and throwing myself into his arms.

He had a distressed look on his face, and hugged me tighter, "I originally thought that there would be no thunderstorms in the next few days before I went out, but who knows that I still encountered it." I was still sad in my heart, and my words came out in fits and starts: "Didn't you say that it would be a few days before I came back?"

He stretched out his hand to brush away the tears on my face, stroked my back and said, "The matter is done, I looked bad in the afternoon, so I hurried back." Only then did I see that there were still traces of rain on the corners of his clothes, and the color was darker. I was worried that he was cold, so I hurriedly got out of bed and went to the cupboard to get him a change of clothes. He stopped me, and his voice was as warm as jade: "I'll get it myself, your clothes are thin, don't come down." ”

At that time, I felt that if he cared for me like this, it would be that in the future, when we really encounter great things, I would not give up on him and give up on us easily.

He was with me this night, and the thunder and lightning outside the window were not so scary, and I looked at his sleeping eyebrows and eyes beside me, and I had a good night's sleep.

The summer rain is fierce and goes quickly. The next day, he had breakfast with me and went out.

When he was gone, I took my dance dress and wore a pear blossom-colored dress embroidered with begonia flowers, just to the ankles, and I embroidered a few delicate lotus flowers with apricot silk thread on the cuffs in my spare time, and chose a blue ribbon as a girdle. I don't like to wear too many ornaments in my life, but I just parted my sideburns in the middle and picked a white band to loosen the back of my hair.

Because of the heavy rain, the air on this day was very good, and the lotus wind blew from the lake, carrying the fragrance of lotus leaves after the rain. The sky was clear like a fine blue silk, and the white clouds were like a light dream.

Summer is over, and there is only a trace of aftertaste. The hot and restless summer has faded, although it is shallow, but it is still beautiful.

Thinking that now is not the time to leave the dry lotus to listen to the sound of the rain, I must hurry up and rehearse the dance. So that the lotus leaves are lined next to it, and some people dance in the blue water. I asked her to play the song when Yilan handed it to me, and I played it myself for a long time in private, and I memorized the rhythms and rhythms by heart, just to prepare for today's dance practice.

I hummed Yilan's song in my heart, thinking carefully about how to step on each step on the lotus platform, where to step on it, and how to make the dance clothes fit my body just right. The silence around me taught me to be fearless. After thinking about it for a long time, I began to set foot on the road.

The snow-white sleeves floated up with the wind when dancing, soft and graceful like flying pear blossoms, I pondered carefully on the lotus platform, sometimes raising my wrist and lowering my eyebrows, sometimes holding the orchid. The ribbon on the head also flew up when turning around and changing steps, there seemed to be music in the ears, the shawl in the hand was like a dragon painting Danqing, and the footsteps were like silk strings, turning, throwing, opening, closing, sitting, rounding, bending, flowing water and clouds.

It is said that Yang Guifei's "Dance of Neon Clothes and Feathers" was made for Li Longji, so she was shocked, thinking of her beloved, and the dance was naturally beautiful, and I also tasted it today.