【Ershilu: Bamboo Window Smells the Wind】
I woke up early the next morning, cleaned myself up, taught Yun'er some elegant snacks, and waited for her to come. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Ylang and I don't really have a deep friendship, but we feel familiar with each other, and we have the illusion of being familiar at first sight. But after all, I hadn't talked, and I didn't know if it would be awkward to be around her.
I've never been a talker, and she's a little talker. But in the dark, I have the illusion that although her world is rarely entered, she may not be a cold person. Thinking like this, I took a book to read, and happened to see Li Yi's "Bamboo Window Smelling the Wind and Sending Seedlings to Sikong Shu": "The breeze sits in the twilight, and the thoughts are leisurely." Open the door and move the bamboo, suspected to be the old man. When the branches are dewed, slightly stained with moss. When he entered the pretense, he was a green piano. "Although it is not a slim bamboo outside the window now, it still teaches me the illusion that I suspect that it is from the past.
I looked out the window, and there was silence in the apricot grove in early autumn. The sunlight is shining through the shade of the trees among the leaves, forming silhouettes in the house, which is very beautiful.
It was late in the evening that Ylan came. It is no longer the amazing and complicated dress on the day of the garden festival, with snow-white short sleeves on the upper body, a sky-blue tight long skirt, a high skirt, and a sky-blue orchid sleeve shawl, coiled between the arms. Walking and dancing from time to time, it is very beautiful. The hair accessories are also simple, just comb the ordinary hanging hair into a small bun, divide the hair into strands, knot on the top, do not need to support, so that it hangs down naturally, and tie the tail and hang on the shoulder. I am also an ordinary dress, wearing a pear blossom color embroidered begonia top, with a Tianshui blue skirt below, the color of the skirt is still light at first, although there are ornaments, but it is not obvious. Even if the embroidery pattern is embroidered, only one or two inches below the skirt is decorated with a lace as a presser foot. The hair was only loosely pulled twice.
She looked at me with a fleeting surprise in her eyes, and said in a moment, "Are you still alive?" She came over and took my hand and looked up and down: "Is it really okay?" I looked at her with some flattery, and pulled her to sit down next to me, and said, "I was brought here, but I forgot to tell you, are you all right over there?" As soon as the words came out, I felt that we were not like people who had not talked to each other, but like little sisters who had just gathered together. "Everything is fine. I just suddenly heard that Mrs. said that you died, and I was sad for a long time. I was speechless for a moment, but I thought in my heart that Yilan didn't seem to be easy to approach, but she had a childlike nature in her heart. Although I didn't say much to her, she was willing to see me as a confidant. Just because of the piano once. It seems that everyone says that Ylang Aegean is true.
"Ylang. I called her, and her voice was softer, "You are outstanding and talented, why did you go to Yifang Pavilion?" Her expression suddenly darkened, and she smiled helplessly, "Ling Ling", she called my full name, and said: "Do you know what it feels like to love someone? As soon as she said this, a person broke into my heart, which made me myself slightly surprised.
Su Ziheng. The first thing I thought of was Su Ziheng. But I've never been a person who can do whatever I want. When the apricot blossoms first bloomed in March, he saved me, he said: You are born so good, you should live well; in the Rouge Pavilion, he saved me, he said: Now you are in my arms, I can't help but want to do it; in the pear blossom tent, he gave me medicine, he said: The mountains and rivers are the witness, the stars and the moon are the matchmaker, I Su Ziheng is willing to be with Ling Ling, this life and this life, eternal life and eternal life, forever and ever, forever married, and the white head will not be separated.
It's early autumn now, and it's no longer the season for apricot blossoms and begonias to bloom. I looked at the woman in front of me and nodded slightly. "But not all feelings can be smooth sailing, can they?" she smiled helplessly, and did not speak. Just took the juanzi in his hand, the juanzi was embroidered with pear blossoms, blooming like cotton-white light clouds, deep and shallow flowers sparsely clustered on the branches, the posture was thousands of graces, lined with the sky blue skirt on her body, complementing each other.
If my guess is right, there must be someone in her heart, she is a dedicated person, ordinary people can't go in, and she can't let go when she gets close. I looked at her appearance, sighed, and said, "Yun'er, go get a pot of wine." ”
Yun'er smelled my words and went. After a while, I brought "pear blossom dew". Said very enthusiastically: "Sister Lan, this is Sister Ling picked this year's begonias and pear blossoms, and gathered the dew of the early summer morning, buried in the blue and white Weng for three months now, it is very fragrant, sister taste it." ”
Yilan didn't speak to the clear and lightly fragrant pear blossom dew, but just raised his glass and drank it all. Wine is a good thing, you can drink it when you are happy, and you can relieve it when you are worried. But it's only a little bit, and you can take it out in front of your friends, whether it's a drink, or a hearty drink, it's all because there is no mustard. The pavilion was silent, and the lotus flowers faintly revealed some fragrance. Watching her drink a few glasses down, I also accompanyed, "Ten years", she put the wine glass down, and don't have a cold look, "I have loved him for ten years, but I don't know what I can do for him." There was a sad look on her face, but it was still beautiful, and when she spoke of him, it seemed like she was happy, and she seemed to have tears in her eyes.
I looked distressed and walked over to sit beside her, "But Yilan", I took her hand, "Everything starts with a failure, but the end may not be a failure." I remembered what Linglong said to me when I leaned on Fangge in the past, and repeated it to her: "Sometimes, people still have to fight for themselves. She looked up at me, "Your piano sound," and after a pause, she said, "Much like him." "I realized that the fate of the two of us really started with the sound of the piano. But I'm still happy, there are many kinds of fate in the world, as long as you can meet them, it's good no matter what.
"Actually, I'm not necessarily unwilling to fight, but sometimes the reality is too cruel, and two people who are separated by the end of the world, what way can they fight. She paused and said, "Sometimes, it is wrong to fight, and it is wrong not to fight." "I looked at her like an ordinary daughter's demeanor, and my compassion overflowed, she was really not the cold-hearted person in the legend. It's just that I have someone in my heart, and I don't want others to come over and disturb me too much, so I have a thin look. Don't you know that she is also a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.
"Buddhism says: The four are empty. That's a ruthless, desireless, wantless, hateless person, and only with an empty state of mind can we do it, but we are just ordinary daughters, we don't have to have so much, since we have love, why not let it sprout and take root. "I told her that I was sincere, and I didn't care about many things outside of my body, but I didn't want to lose my feelings. "When I read "The Peony Pavilion" when I was a child, I didn't know what to do, and I went deep, the living can die, and the dead can live. Therefore, we must do our best first, and then listen to the destiny of heaven. When she heard me say this, she looked up and saw a light in her eyes.
"I always felt that this love should be hidden in my heart forever, and I never mentioned it again, but now when I hear you say this, I feel that there is suddenly a light in my heart. She looked at me with a smile on her face in the candlelight. I knew I was talking to her, and she probably knew what I said, but she didn't have the courage. At this time, the twilight was getting darker, and the bright moon was silently touching the apricots, and some light was sprinkled in my room.
I filled the glass for her and said, "If there's anything I can do to help, tell me." She had a smile on her face, like the first flower that melted away from the snow in spring. White and crystalline, fresh and fresh. "I was greedy to talk to you for a while, but I forgot to ask, if you say that you have something to do with me, but what?"
I went to the small case and brought the poems to her, "I want to compose and sing these words, but I am not good at it, I heard Yun'er say that you are the best at music and rhythm, can you help me?" She said softer, I couldn't hear clearly, and asked, "What?" She shook her head, "It's nothing, I'll just go back and help you make the tune." Ling'er, you must always remember what you said today. Don't forget. Her eyes regained their indifference, and there was a faint hint of compassion, "You must remember that everything is done in advance, and then you look at the destiny of heaven." ”
I nodded, smiling brightly. She sat quietly across from me and looked at me, and said to herself, "The first time I listened to your piano, I was reminded of my encounter with him, the pear blossoms were pale white and the willows were deep green," I looked at the light in her eyes, and fell silent for a moment, just listening to her. But she stopped, and said, "It's okay, the past is over." He grabbed my hand again and told me again: "Ling'er, your piano has charm and is also smart, but remember what you said to me today." ”