I haven't cried in more than ten years, Xia stretched out ten fingers to emphasize.

"But you've cried a few times this year. ”

Xia didn't speak, looked at me with tears in her eyes, I pulled up my sheets, and said, "Come, I'll cover you with a sheet too, you cry for me." ”

Natsu glared at me and smiled. Xia definitely can't sleep, I can't sleep, two people, one sitting on the bed, the other sitting by the window, pulling everything, pulling all over the world, but I can't remember what we talked about that night, it will make me laugh all night.

The next day, before dawn, I sensed the smell of the sea and asked Xia if I wanted to go to the beach and see the sea.

I quietly dragged out the dusty bicycle from the basement, the paint on the bike was painted by me to school, and it was so colorful that it would definitely turn heads on the road. I rode my bike to take Natsu to the beach, this is the familiar smell of the sea, I opened my mouth and breathed heavily, Natsu sat on the saddle and kept asking me how long it would be before I arrived.

Xia saw the sea, the sea that only appears in books, but today is too calm, the air is filled with a fishy smell, I pointed to the island in front of me and said, when it is night, this place will be flooded by the sea.

Xia asked in surprise, really? Xia stood on the small pavilion waiting for the sunrise, her face full of anticipation, and said that she was the only one in the class who had never been to the sea, and this time, she finally saw the sea, or the sea in the south.

My mother called and said that she would go home for dinner, Xia shook her head, saying that she wanted to sit in the pavilion and watch the sea rise a little bit, Xia looked at my eyes, held back her emotions and said, "I'm afraid I'll cry." ”

I nodded, I went home alone, my home is too retro, it is full of all kinds of age home, I have been reluctant to change, until today, I walk to a retro home store, there will be an illusion of always coming home.

Mom sat on a table of seafood, all of which Dad went to the seafood market before dawn to carefully select, Dad was still sitting in the kitchen peeling garlic, Mom peeled shrimp for me, and stuffed it into my suitcase without a trace of space. I cried while eating, and I was away from home for more than ten years, and I didn't learn anything, so I fucking learned to be homesick and sentimental.

I lay on the couch, thinking about nothing, just lying quietly, in fact, I was scared in my heart, and soon, I was going to another strange city to fight with a group of strangers. Walking all over the rivers and mountains, it is still comfortable on the sofa at home.

I went to the beach to see Xia, Xia sat in the pavilion, watching the water slowly pass the island, the sun at noon is strong, strong as if it can tear people apart, Xia and I sit quietly like this, looking at the people who come and go on the beach, this is the peak season of tourism, the beach at noon, like a boiling dumpling in a pot, and then stuffing a pot will be silted.

The pavilion was also full of people, a little girl walked in, her mother followed behind, the two of them were like sisters, they couldn't see the difference, they were excited to chat with people from all over the world.

"Yes, we are also here to travel, my daughter and I went to a lot of basements, taking advantage of the holiday to go out to play. ”

"That's right, it's not just finished the college entrance examination, come out to relax and relax, how much did you take the test, it's not much, I went to Beijing, it's still a first-class university, ouch, we don't understand, just have a school, and we will enjoy our own happiness in the future, what blessings can we get, they are all old devils who spend money. ”

The woman showed off herself with a happy face, without asking them where they came from or what they were going to do, but a woman who chatted with others could lead the topic to herself, to her daughter's studies, to everything that satisfied her.

Xia didn't care, he looked into the distance vigorously, turned his head and asked me, is it the United States on the other side of the sea? Maybe, maybe it is Mexico all the way.

Have you ever been abroad?

Natsu asked me, but without waiting for me to answer, he looked at the misty sea and said that I would definitely go out in the future, to a place where no one knew me.

Yes, I'll play with you then.

Although surrounded by tourists from Wuyang and Wuyang, Xia is completely self by the sea, and the other side of the sea is a world that Xia has never been to, I know that Xia escaped from the alley, escaped from her miserable life, and I also hope that in the future she can live in a happy town where no one knows Xia.

When we arrived in another city, it was already one o'clock in the morning, the city was still very noisy, we were told by the hotel that there was only one room, or a business trip, Xia didn't believe it, looked at the front desk lady and said, "Beautiful sister, I can pay you more, pay you." ”

Xia's experience in the rivers and lakes told her that in the middle of the night, a man leading a girl to open is still open, and no matter how many rooms there are in the hotel, she will tell them that there is only one room left. But there's really only one room left.

Natsu stood at the door with her schoolbag on her back, always feeling like someone would check out of the other rooms at any time.

A bed, Xia will never sleep with peace of mind, I can't sleep either, Xia has thousands of excuses to leave, I don't want to listen to any of them, just sit together and chat. I sat on one side of the sofa, Xia sat on the other side of the sofa, I didn't want to talk, as soon as the night came, there was a sense of powerlessness that attacked my whole body, and the move was fatal, I lay lazily and listened to Xia talk.

The night passed in the blink of an eye.

During the day, after I came back from a meeting, I saw Xia sleeping on the sofa, and I thought to myself, it is better not to take her out for this trip, so that she is frightened, Xia heard me enter the door, and immediately woke up.

I sat by the window, stretched out my hand to play with the sunlight coming in, the sun at five o'clock in the afternoon was really beautiful, beautiful excessive, the warm sun shone on me, sleepiness hit immediately, this is the exclusive secret of sleeping these months, relying on the sleepiness brought by the sun to fall asleep.

But this kind of drowsiness always comes and goes quickly, I turned over in a daze, and fell on the floor, Xia quickly put down the book to help me, I lay on the floor, looking at the sunset outside the window, and in a few minutes it will sink to another world, damn, when I fall asleep, the day is about to end, and I wake up, the day has not passed, I hate the depressed feeling brought by the sunset, looking at the sunset that still has a little brightness, it always makes people feel that they are nothing more than that, like a dry lamp that runs out of oil and is still dying, leaving only a little gray light。

I subconsciously hugged Natsu, hugged tightly, this is the only person around me who is alive and vibrant, Natsu was obviously startled, but she understood me, and whispered in my ear, "There is still tomorrow." ”

I love this hug, it comforts me, and whenever I sink into an indescribable sinking inside of me, surrounded by darkness, it always brings me a yearning for tomorrow, the sense of calm that comes back on land after a storm at sea.

Xia and I walked under the hotel, there is a wedding tonight, it is a commemoration of the young man saying goodbye to singleness and walking towards the temple of God, Xia and I saw the name on the arch, what a nice name, Li Hao, easy.

Xia said that it must not be easy to call this girl easy. Whatever is in the name is not in the life. Xia said that he was named Xia Xun, Xia Xun Xia Xun, just blindly searching, and in the end he would definitely not find anything.