Cheng Shun still carried the woman to the hospital, the woman wrapped around his arm, as firm as a steel wire tightening in the flesh, at that moment, Cheng Shun really felt the horror of the woman, that kind of panic, Cheng Shun said it several times on the phone.

Cheng Shun was on the phone, sighed and said, I want to die. I laughed, didn't say a word, and listened to him continue to tell on the other end of the phone, Cheng Shun scolded his mother, saying, after this divorce, I will not get married in this life, and when I go back, I want to tell me about my life perception of this half of my life.

Xia squatted beside me, looked at me with a sympathetic face, called a taxi back to the hotel, I leaned my head against the window of the taxi, looked at the dazzling lights outside the window, and suddenly saw a license plate number from home, at that moment, I suddenly felt homesick, wanted to go home, home is next door to this city, take the train for a while, maybe a train will pass by my home, once there is a little homesickness in the human mind, will be magnified by the things around ten million times, even if this thing and home do not have any connection, it will be far-fetched to be linked。

"Natsu, I want to go home. "I leaned my head against the window, and I was so homesick that I felt like my parents were waiting for me at the door of the car after I stopped the car for a while.

Xia was stunned by my sudden thought, but we still bought train tickets to go home, I sat on the train, although it was night, but I just felt that the road ahead was becoming more and more familiar, the lights were getting warmer and warmer, Xia sat aside, did not speak, his eyes were rolling, Xia whispered to me and said, "I thought I took the train for the first time to go to college." ”

The moment I got out of the car, the soles of my feet suddenly became weak, holding my suitcase, I wanted to laugh inexplicably, I sat in the car home, the ground underground was real, familiar, fragrant, my heart was pounding, Xia sat aside, silent, holding his schoolbag tightly, uneasy.

"Mom, Dad. "I stood at the door and knocked on it, my whole face was covered in flamboyance, and my T-shirt was soaked.

Mom's opened the door, after seeing me, I couldn't close my mouth excitedly, my hand trembled and patted my shoulder, tears instantly welled up, I was no longer restrained, hugged my mother tightly, this is something I have never done before, Dad stood behind Mom, although the surface was calm, but the arm was more trembling than Mom, I stretched out a hand and hugged Dad, he seemed to have become shorter and fatter.

After the surprise, they saw Xia behind me and were even more surprised, asking "This is, this is it." ”

"This is our company on a business trip with me, and I want to come back and have a look, and I'll leave tomorrow at noon. ”

Xia nodded politely, and after listening to what I said, the starlight in her eyes dimmed, but she still welcomed Xia warmly.

I thought there was a place to live in the house, but my father converted the study into a studio, and there was a smell of ink, and the other bedroom was also piled up with miscellaneous items by my mother, and only my room was still preserved, spotless.

Xia and my mother slept together, and my father and I lay on my young bed, and as soon as I turned over, the bed creaked, and my father asked me who that girl was.

It's just a colleague, we went on a business trip and came back to see you.

Do you think I believe it?

Really, I sighed when I said this, and said, I was homesick, I was supposed to sleep in the hotel, but I just wanted to come back, and I came back overnight.

Dad sensed what I was saying and asked me what was wrong.

"It's all right, but I feel that life is too difficult, obviously I don't have to suffer anything, but I live a groggy life, and I can't sleep at night, and it's uncomfortable. ”

I was talking about my physical and mental experience, and suddenly I wanted to know a question, and asked, "Dad, what are you doing at the age of 30, do you feel this way?" ”

Dad put his arms under his head, looked at the ceiling, and said, there have been, when it should be about the same age as you, that is called a difficulty.

Dad recalled that he was thirty years old, that year, I was born, he became a father, but that was the first time he was a father, he wanted to give me everything, but the family was called a poor, I could only run around, until the blood was exhausted, and I still couldn't earn a few dollars back, Dad said that he suddenly grew up that year, and he couldn't waste his time anymore, and there were still two mouths at home.

Dad recalled his experience of crying and saying, once, when it was almost the New Year, he took me out to hang out, went to someone's house to watch TV, and the TV was broadcasting a picture of a banana, I was too young at that time, I didn't know that the painting was fake, I reached out to touch the TV, I wanted to eat a banana, I was too small, wow wow crying, and my little head was stuck in my father's arms.

Dad immediately put me home, rode on the car and went to the fruit stall to buy bananas, at that time, the Chinese New Year, bananas were expensive, so I bought three, one for each person, and was told by my mother for several days. "At that moment, I was suddenly beaten all over my body with chicken blood, and I worked hard to make money after the New Year, and that year, I lost 20 pounds. With that, Dad reached out and touched my arm, saying, "But I'm not as thin as you." In that tone, it was all distress and helplessness that could not help.

I listened and listened, tears welled up in my eyes, but I couldn't cry, so I turned my head and shook off the tears, swallowed the saliva stuck in my throat, and said, "Maybe, I'll be fine in a few days." ”

After that, Dad didn't speak, I didn't know what to say, the air froze in every corner of the room, so let's go to sleep, I thought to myself, this is fine.

Mom came knocking on the door and said, "The little girl in your company is crying."

I was blinded by my mind, watching Xia follow behind my mother, crying helplessly, I pinched my temples, this time it was really unreasonable, my father looked at me, cast a disappointed gaze, and my mother also stared at me, not at all happy that I had just come home.

Fortunately, Xia had the vision to see the change in the attitude of his parents, so he hurriedly waved his hand and said in a crying voice, "I just miss my mother too much, I have been out for too long, and I want to go home." ”

"Release, release, I'll give you a holiday when I go back. I said, pushing Mom and Dad back to their room to sleep.

Why Xia is crying, I don't know, I handed over the tissue, Xia didn't want it, the arm wiped the tears, and the tears flowed down again.

Xia sat on my bed and said that she was just too homesick to cry. Xia was simply lying next to her mother to sleep, her mother was old and her legs hurt, and she rarely turned on the air conditioner, or turned on the air conditioner very low for Xia, covering herself with a small blanket, when Xia turned over, her mother saw that Xia's legs were bitten red by mosquitoes, and she tiptoed up and found anti-itching oil to apply to Xia slowly, Xia would not sleep at all in a strange place, and her mother's every move was perceived by Xia.

Just when her mother slowly applied anti-itching oil to Xia's legs, Xia said that at that moment, her heart was beating fast, it was a feeling of being given, as if God wanted to disperse the blessings, but she took a fancy to you, the moment Xia was given, tears came up, Xia was afraid of being discovered, biting his mouth, and slowly shed tears on the pillow.

But when my mother looked at Xia, she always felt that the air conditioner was too cold, and she would wake up in the middle of the night, so she slowly got up and found a thin sheet to cover Xia, and there was a faint smell on the sheet, which Xia had never smelled. At the moment when her mother gave Xia Gai the quilt, Xia's calf twitched, and her mother thought to herself, and said to herself, "Hey, now Xiao Nizi, just take care of yourself to be cool, and when you get older, your bones can't stand it." ”

Xia's tears became faster and faster, and finally, I couldn't hold it back, I hiccuped loudly, and then I cried with a whimper, this hiccup scared my mother, and I hurriedly asked, what's wrong. Then the brain made up for my mistake and pulled Xia to find me.

But my mother never expected that it was she who made Xia cry, and the tenderness and love she soaked in the stock touched this seemingly invulnerable child.

I patted Natsu's head and said, "Why are you crying so much, my mother has never been so kind to me." "From the moment I was an adolescent, my mother's voice was getting higher and higher day by day, and at home, whoever has the loudest voice is the boss, and my mother is always the king.