I walked aimlessly, and before I knew it, I had come to my mother's grave.

Because Ruan Ming had no relatives, after the execution, the eldest sister still took back his ashes and buried them next to his mother.

The sun was scorching, which made me feel flustered and stuffy, and the more I walked, the more I couldn't breathe. There was a bouquet of wildflowers in front of my mother's grave, it seemed that the eldest sister had come not long ago, and Ruan Ming's tomb next to her was empty. I worshiped my mother, and finally couldn't support kneeling in front of the tombstone, there is the only photo of my mother on the tomb, she smiled brightly, my mother has always been very optimistic, when I was a child, the family was supported by my mother alone, although poor, but in order to let us go to school, my mother would spin and weave all night, and work in the field during the day. My mother always said: "What's wrong with the girl, my grandfather is right: the more girls are, the more ink they have in their stomachs, and if they can't do it, they still have their heads and melon seeds." "My eldest sister is seven years older than me, and my second sister is five years older than me, so very early on the eldest sister and the second sister were able to help my mother with some farm work. I am probably the most favored, and I rarely worry about things at home, so I put more of my mind on Ruan Ming.

"Mom, are you still in pain? It's my daughter's fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, what bullshit love, I'm really blind. I touched my mother's name, took a deep breath and said, "Don't worry, I will never fall in love again in my life, this family should not only be borne by my sister, I will also take responsibility, and I will protect their ...... if I do my best."

Suddenly there was a gust of wind, and the leaves rustled, I don't know if it was a coincidence or a manifestation, I only knew that the heart could not be restored to its original state once it died, and the mistakes made were caused by harm after all. I want to be strong and strong, my mother must not want me to be sad, the eldest sister is still waiting for me at home, and I came out without saying hello, the eldest sister should be anxious. I sat for a while before I got up.

"Mom, I'm leaving, I'll come to see you often. As for Ruan Ming, I will completely let it go, and I will remove Ruan Ming's tomb as soon as possible. ”

I knelt down to say goodbye to my mother, turned around and left. Although there is Ruan Ming's tomb next to it, I don't look at it anymore, like a stranger, I know that I will never have a person named Ruan Ming in my heart again.

I never thought at that time that this oath was a reason to prevent me from being with Cheng Muhui, and I didn't expect that I would be able to move again. As the saying goes: the earth is round, the people who should meet will eventually meet, and the things that should be faced will eventually come.

The eldest sister was looking at the gate, and when she saw me coming back, she quickly ran over and said, "Did you see Mom?"

"Well, eldest sister, I know everything. ”

"This year, I see that you have been silent, and I am afraid that you will not be able to stand it even more after you know this, so I will hide it as much as possible. Now the eldest sister hopes that you can be stronger, and stop being sad and tormenting yourself, and my mother doesn't want you to be like this......"

"I know, I will, I'll go back to school in the afternoon, and I still have books to read. ”

The eldest sister hesitated for a moment, nodded and said, "It's okay, it's over, it's good if you can cheer up, sisters, you don't have to worry about it, just study hard, and tell me if the cost is not enough." ”

I couldn't help but hug my eldest sister, choked up and said, "Sister, you don't have to work so hard, I'm older too...... After so many years, I've worked hard for you, and about Lin Xiao, I'm sorry for you. ”

The eldest sister patted me on the back, just like my mother did before, and said softly: "My stupid sister, what is my sister's hard work, it's a big deal to buy me more clothes when you have money, besides, Lin Xiao's matter is not to blame you, you are safe, don't want to know?"

"Hmm. I wiped my tears and nodded vigorously.

The eldest sister held my face and said with a smile: "Hey, our family has grown up and become beautiful, don't lose yourself when you go to school, now you are a student, and there is no big burden on the family." Alright, let's eat. ”

I was very sad to hold my sister's rough hand, I used to think that the eldest sister was not good to Ruan Ming, and always complained to her, but now I know that the person closest to me is often the person I am most likely to ignore, and the eldest sister has paid too much for this family.