The hallway was dark, and I sat down on the couch again, and Natsu pulled my hair back and forth, saying, "No." I followed this and asked, "What about the roots, is there any white?" ”

"No, I don't. Xia looked back and forth and said no.

I looked at the white hair in my hand, shockingly white, and I doubted Natsu's words, "You tell the truth, there really isn't." ”

"Not really. ”

Xia stood in front of me, with a faint scent of shower gel on her body, her waist was facing me, this is the body of a young man, through the clothes, with this sleepiness, can't hide this joyful vitality, Xia intently picked at my hair, and said, "There really isn't." ”

Xia stood in front of me, her slender waist was facing my face, she was seriously looking for gray hair for me, I held my hand hard, Xia is a person who is very wary of people, I can let her let go of this vigilance, thinking that I am a harmless person, it is not easy. I took a deep breath, the aroma hit my nose, I held my breath, closed my eyes, and imagined that there was no one in front of me.

I didn't move until Xia confirmed that I didn't have gray hair, "Brother, you're too worried, not at all." ”

I asked Xia to go back to sleep, I went into my own room, collapsed on the bed, suppressed my restless heart, my back was sweating, this was the first time I had a reaction since I was depressed, I got into the quilt, turned on the air conditioner to the coldest, suppressed my thoughts, and forced myself to sleep.

But how did I sleep, I tossed and turned, cranky, my sleeping pills were gone a few days ago, I stuffed myself into the quilt, self-convinced, I was sleepy, I wanted to sleep.

I didn't fall asleep, I was going to breathe fire, I was going to explode, my little brother was like being held by someone's hands on the mottled concrete floor, rubbing back and forth vigorously, and making abrasive sounds, I couldn't stand it.

I wrapped my clothes around my waist, knocked on Xia's door, clenched my hands, and said to Xia, "I'll go out, you close the door." ”

I was dressed and restless, and the night wind was so cool that my hairs stood on end, and my heart was like a cat's claw scratching back and forth on glass.

I climbed into the playground of the school next door, and at three o'clock in the morning, there was a man who had just arrived and was only three hours old, running frantically on the playground of the elementary school, lap after lap, I couldn't breathe, my back was like washing, my clothes were all sweaty, I couldn't run, I fell on the track, and fell asleep.

The morning sun was good and shone on my face, and I got up from the runway, and what I didn't do when I was younger, now made up for it. I am thirty years old, and I secretly swear to the rising sun that I must survive this difficult time, full of vitality, and live every day happily.

I sat quietly on the runway, my head was empty, there was no reason to disturb, my whole body was empty, the wrinkles at the corners of my eyes were faint, and I was completely present, my eyes were not yellow, there were still little stars, my face was not greasy, slightly cleaned up, and there was a juvenile look. When I was twenty years old, I tried to mature and wanted to live like a man, but now I am thirty, but I want to work hard to be young, live like a teenager, and want to be close to a twenty-year-old heart.

Xia has gone to the bar to clean up, it is still a place of yellow mud, full of dirt, I hurriedly walked over to help, Xia looked at me, greeted me with a smile, this time, this smile, no cutting corners, brilliant very, Xia and I dragged the ground for a day, when I sat on the counter at noon to rest, Wenhao walked in, holding a can of canned food, and said that he cooked it and gave it to Xia to eat.

I sat on the bench and looked at Wenhao, as if nothing had happened, the only difference was that the bruise on his neck had disappeared without a trace, and in the future, no one would beat him again, and his body could grow healthy and unscrupulous. I sat next to the writer, my body was a little frightened, looking at these hands with some scars, but white and slender hands, goosebumps could not fade for a long time.

After I waited for the writer to leave, I hugged the can and asked Xia, "This kid is very forbearing, very scary." ”

"It's all fate. Natsu snatched the can, sat cross-legged on the counter, looked down at me, and said, "If you're so curious, it's next." ”

Governor Xia never cares about things, but I'm bored and want to know something new. In the evening, my tired waist couldn't straighten up, and finally it was almost cleaned, Natsu threw down the broom and said, "I didn't even have classes today, this damn mud." ”

"You're scared to study, it's better not to go. ”

"Damn, brother, I'll tell you, a few days ago I asked the head teacher of their tutoring class to check, let me show the receipt, I said I didn't bring it, he said to show the attendance card, I said go back to the classroom to get it, and then when I went back to the classroom, I rode out, and was checked by the uncle who watched the door, his uncle, detained my car directly, I was sitting on the ground, crying to the people who came and went, they thought that my crying voice attracted people, so they let me go. It's hot outside, my tears didn't fall, but sweat flowed into my bag. ”

I looked at Xia calmly and asked, "When is it?" ”

"It's been days, you just said, I just remembered. ”

"It's good that you didn't have an accident, and you didn't have to do anything. "I'm worried about Xia when I hear it, if I'm beaten up, who will I talk to.

"It's okay, the tutoring classes they run privately, the Education Bureau investigates strictly, and no one will make a big deal out of it. It's just to scare me and make me go. Xia had already figured out the countermeasures after being caught, and he didn't care.

"Okay, don't scare me, will you carry my phone number?"

"No, it won't. ”

"Then you memorize it, and call me in case something happens. ”

"How many are your calls?110?"

Xia said and smiled and pulled down the curtain door, the bar of the bar still can't be opened tonight, Xia and I walked in the sunset, the shadow was pulled like a giant, Xia pretended to be strong, raised his arms like a popeye, my shadow was much longer than Xia, Xia ran in front of me, the shadow must be as long as me, I took a step, the shadow was much longer than Xia, Xia took two quick steps and shadowed together.

My car was also damaged by the flood, I rode with Xia, walking on the way back, the evening sunset was beautiful, the clouds in the sky were blown by the wind and drifted over the sunset, beauty should not be expressed, as long as I looked up, it was there, this incomparable beauty, reminded me that the day passed again.

Xia sat behind me, the saddle was very small, Xia must have been very uncomfortable sitting on it, but her hands were still hanging in the air, refusing to hold on to the seat, I was still riding the downhill road, Xia did not sit firmly, held my waist with both hands, and shouted "You brake." ”

I braked the car, Xia hit my body, it hurt a little, but Xia's face should be more painful, I turned around, Xia looked at me in confusion, "This is the road, not Huangquan Road, can you take it easy?"

I rode the bike, Xia was very frightened, grabbed the side of my clothes, the probe helped me look at the road, Xia's breathing was very strong, bursts of warm current across my back, this feeling was extremely strong, the warmth spread all over the body, through every pore of the fingers emanated. Fortunately, I was very tired from riding, and the sweat covered my hot body, and my hot face did not look obtrusive in the sunset.

After returning home, Xia drank a sip of water and sat under the coffee table to do the test papers, Xia's notebook was densely packed with small characters, and the pasted wrong questions made the wrong question set several times fatter. Xia received the news that he had a good score in a single subject, especially mathematics, and that the Education Bureau commended this year's outstanding students, and Xia wanted to accept the award on behalf of the department.

Xia sat at the coffee table, dragging his chin, holding a pen, pointing and poking at the test papers, and asked me what I borrowed the computer to look up for. Xia entered the sponsor of this scholarship, a big pharmaceutical company, and I said to Xia, "I have seen this person, he has a lot of money, and we have also designed the office building of a pharmaceutical factory for him." ”

"It's the tallest building in the suburbs. ”

I nodded and said, "He likes to do charity to promote himself, it was his free hair plate in the winter, and our company still has several boxes." ”

Xia listened to my words, suddenly stopped the movement of his hand, and smiled. Xia's ideas, one after another, I can't guess.

Because of the flood, the building began to cut off electricity, this room is very stuffy, I opened all the windows and could not feel a trace of wind, the people in the community are sitting in the garden cool, a long row of pavilions are wrapped with green leaves, not to mention whether there is wind, it looks cool.

I took Xia down to cool off, and the people downstairs saw me and greeted me and asked, "Who is this beautiful little girl?"