"Xixi, you must take care of yourself when you get there, if you don't have enough money, I'll mail it to you, and if you can't do it, you'll come back. The eldest sister took my hand with a worried expression.

I couldn't help but smile: "Sister, I'm not going on a trip, I'll come back if I can't do it, don't worry, I will definitely not treat myself badly." ”

"If you are not familiar with life, you won't let me send you, but I'm also a person who has been out, and I'm always more experienced than you. Besides, how many liars are out there, what if this ......"

"Bah, bah~ I said the second child, you actually said something boundless, what in case? In the third sister, there are only 10,000 in case. ”

"Eh, my two sisters, the more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes. Don't worry, I'm a big living person can still lose myself? Sister, don't be too tired, hurry up and find a brother-in-law to marry you. I raised my eyebrows and smiled evilly at the eldest sister, after so many years, I know that the eldest sister is slowly opening her heart, "Second sister, you also take good care of Chenchen, in addition, you and Chenchen said that when I come back from winter vacation, I will see his big red flower." ”

The eldest sister and the second sister both nodded one after another, and the appearance of tears in their eyes suddenly made me feel a little sad. Without parents, we are the closest people in the world.

"Eh, by the way, isn't Mu Hui coming to see you off today?" the eldest sister asked as she looked at the entrance of the station.

"Mu Hui, didn't he come to you yesterday, he should know that you were leaving today, right?"

To tell the truth, I don't know the bottom of my heart, yesterday I promised to come well, and said that I would surprise me, could it be that the surprise is "not sent"? Seeing that the time to board the train was approaching, but there was not even a figure, I was a little disappointed, and even a little angry: What, yesterday I was still talking sweetly, and today I will disappear? Sure enough, men are unreliable, and they will play some tricks.

Of course, these are just angry words, I know that Cheng Muhui is not such a person, my mind is full of his anxious appearance in traffic jams, or the appearance of running and sweating, in short, he will not forget, he will definitely come to me. But in the end, I didn't see Cheng Muhui even if I squeezed into the car when I was about to close the car door, and I realized that I might really be wrong.

The car moved, I waved goodbye to the eldest sister and the second sister, and the moment I turned my head, the tears couldn't stop flowing, I don't understand, why didn't Cheng Muhui come? Could it be that the previous concerns were all fake? But if it was fake, what good would it do him......

To say that a woman is a magical animal is not false at all, at that moment I have thought of countless possibilities, but in the end I came to the conclusion that Cheng Muhui has been lying to me all along, he is a big liar. However, I couldn't think of the reason, so I cried and thought about it, and I fell asleep with my luggage in my arms.

In the car, I had a terrible dream, a strange dream, one that I still can't explain but that haunts me for years:

The first thing I saw was my mother, who was standing on the white ground and smiling at me, her lips open and closed as if to say something, and I hurried over to hear her but suddenly she was gone.

I was anxious, I hadn't dreamed of my mother for a long time, I looked around and ran, but I saw Ruan Ming appear in front of me, he was still the same: fair face, a handsome and elegant temperament, I couldn't help but be a little angry, pointing at him and roaring: "What are you doing here......?"

He didn't move, and at last a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, and his red eyes dissipated my resentment, which he had never had except at my mother's funeral. When I was about to take his hand, he turned into a ghostly with blue faces and fangs, staring at me with vicious eyes, and said vaguely with blood spurting from his mouth: "You betrayed me, you hurt me, you ......"

Frightened, I covered my ears and ran backwards. After a few steps, I saw an old and ugly face close to me in front of me, I squatted on the ground at once, she looked at me directly, her face was full of folds, I looked carefully and found that it was the blind woman who told fortunes, how could she be here?

"Where are you going, self-denial, self-denial, you are a scourge, a scourg......e, a scourge," she kept repeating, her voice getting louder and louder, as if shouting in my ear, and I was so shocked that I broke out in a cold sweat and my hairs stood on end.

Then, more and more people appeared in front of me, and the unrecognizable Lin Xiao accused me: "You hurt me, it's you." ”

Ruan Ming also reappeared, and even Cheng Muhui came to accuse me with a hideous face, I asked him why he didn't come to see me, but he muttered as if he couldn't hear it: "Disaster Star, you are the Disaster Star, Disaster Star ......"

I was angry, scared, sad, and overwhelmed, and I cried and asked, "What's wrong with you, why? Why do you all say I'm a scourge, I'm not, I'm not!" But little by little the darkness spread towards me, and they gradually approached me, their faces became clearer and louder, and I closed my eyes and shook my head desperately.

Suddenly, I woke up and reached out and touched my cool face, which was full of tears. The people around me were surprised or strangely glancing at me, and I quickly lowered my head to wipe away my tears and looked out the window: What does this dream mean? Why did the people I wanted to see and those I didn't want to see appear in the dream, and they wanted to blame me together? Even Cheng Muhui even said that I was a disaster star, but what was Cheng Muhui doing at this time? Will he cry at the station and regret not seeing me? I really want to see him, tell him not to leave me, and stop saying that I am a disaster star.