I was driving alone, there was no laughter and laughter in the car, I recalled the scene where Xia cut the fool's clothes just now, and just when I almost agreed with Wenhao's words, what is the meaning of this fool's life, Xia's words suddenly stopped me, 'You are too ruthless to say this, right?' Xia yelled to defend the old man, of course there is a reason to live if it is not good, it turns out that I think I am quite kind, and my blood is cold to the bone.

I drove to catch up with Xia, Xia was pedaling the car hard, there were few cars on the road, Xia rode fast, the wind was whistling into Xia's clothes, I opened the car window, shouted Xia, Xia saw it, turned his face and smiled at me, this time, Xia smiled purely, not cutting corners at all, "Brother, see who gets home first." Xia said and ran away all of a sudden.

Of course, Xia went back first, I went to buy a lot of drinks and snacks, the supermarket is not big, only I am choosing items, two people came in one after another, hurriedly picked up the emergency condom next to the cash register, took out the money in a hurry, took something and ran out, this is the normal state of coming to the supermarket to buy things at night, I am really a magical existence.

Xia was still washing his hands, washing his arms with soap, sniffing while washing, "Who is that man, the one you cut your clothes with scissors." I asked Natsu.

"A fool, he was there when I beat him up. ”

"Then what do you think about cutting his clothes. ”

"It's not like he was a child, he still wears a big cotton jacket in the summer, he can't take it off, he dies of heat, he can't go to the hospital, he lives big, he comes back to life, and then I cut his clothes every year. ”

"Cut every year?"

"Well, cut every year, this person is also strange, he doesn't know how to take off his clothes, but he will pick up clothes in the trash can to wear, I'm afraid that tomorrow I will pick up a jacket and put it on. Natsu picked up a bottle of perfume and asked me, "Can you use it at all?"

"Yes. ”

Natsu took the perfume and sprayed it on her arm like toilet water, but I always felt a strange smell in the house.

I still couldn't sleep, sitting under the sofa cross-legged, eating the canned peaches brought by Wenhao and his brother in the evening, watching TV, spending this restless and annoying night, I shouted that summer was over, and sat down to eat together.

"It was meant to be for me, okay. ”

"Don't you want to eat? It's too hot to stay. ”

Natsu didn't eat either, just stayed with me and watched TV with me.

There is a food program on TV, it is a snack in the south, I forgot the name, a thin pancake rolled with vegetables, a few can be eaten in a bowl and mixed together, an old man is the inheritor of this craft, saying that every day he walks the streets and alleys to sell snacks.

In the program, the old man carried the burden and walked on the road, a group of people under the tree enthusiastically shouted to the old man, and then one person and one bowl, eating in full swing, and praised the old man's good craftsmanship, I was hungry when I watched it, Xia watched TV, dismissively, and said, "Cut, maybe these people are his second uncle, third uncle or his uncle, all of whom are arranged." ”

"What if people are just waiting to eat this bowl of delicious food, he has been selling it for ten years. ”

"It's been ten years, maybe it's just on TV, who believes it. ”

Xia Yi frowned and said the words, so I couldn't pick it up, I didn't speak, I watched TV quietly, I wanted to say something to Xia, for example, you can't think about others like this, but Xia must have said yes verbally, deal with the past, and still figure it out in my heart.

I tuned to the movie channel, and I was playing a love movie, the handsome male protagonist was under the dazzling gold, his eyes were staring at the female protagonist warmly, and the gentle eyes were about to overflow, and the music in the background told me that the male protagonist fell in love with the female protagonist, I felt that this was a good movie, I wanted to watch it, and turned my head and asked, "Is it okay to watch this station?"

"Ahh Natsumoto was watching TV, heard my words, turned his head to look at me, "It's all right, it's all right." ”

"What are you thinking?" I asked Natsu.

"It's nothing, watching a movie. ”

Xia sat next to me watching a movie, I always disconnected from talking to Xia after a few words, sitting and not saying anything, Xia was afraid of being embarrassed and cold, usually always giggling and talking about things, in short, I wouldn't let the words that were said suddenly can't find words, and it was cold, but recently, after Xia and I became more and more familiar, Xia didn't keep talking, if I didn't want to answer, I wouldn't force myself to speak again, the strange thing is that even if I don't speak, just sit like this, I don't feel awkward, and there is no embarrassment of silence when we first met.

"What do you think of the movie?" I asked Natsu.

"It's okay, it's too fake. ”

"Fake? ”

"Isn't that obvious? The man saw the woman riding in the sun, and he took a fancy to it, and this trick was also rotten, and the director still used it. ”

"It's called love at first sight, okay?"

"Yes, yes, love at first sight, love at first sight. Xia's perfunctory tone, I've seen a lot in the bar.

"And what do you think?"

"I don't know, but if you think about it, how can anyone see another person doing something and fall in love with him. ”

"Yes. "I gave Xia an example, but I was afraid that the example I gave scared Xia, so I closed my mouth, almost a month ago, I walked into a bar, met a living painful person, but still alive, laughing, laughing, seemingly heartless, and living true people, she sat on the roof, waiting for a rain, both hands wanted to hold the wind, at that moment, I suppressed the mood for a few months drifted with the wind, my heartbeat was a little irregular, the clouds above my head were joy, the wind in my ears was also joy, but I don't know if I was really moved, I kept convincing myself that I just missed myself too much when I was twenty years younger, and Xia also happened to be twenty。

"For example?" Xia was waiting for me to give an example, gossipy.

"No example, you don't believe this, what example can I have. ”

Of course Xia won't believe in love at first sight, Xia, who has lived in a chaotic alley since he was a child, saw a group of men hugging women with his own eyes when he was a child, and the sweet words in his mouth were a hundred times sweeter than the TV series, and he didn't dare to write his lines like this, but in a blink of an eye, he got out of bed, and it was another face, Xia said to me, the woman there is standing on the street, if you are in a hurry, you can get on without taking off your pants, regardless of whether there is anyone next to him.

"You've lived so long, you can't be without an example. ”

"Nope. ”

When Xia heard my words, she obviously refused, and she didn't speak, and we were silent again. Before, when Xia sat in my room and talked to me, her eyes were fixed on the half-bottle of condoms on the bedside table for a long time, and her vigilance told her that I was definitely not a good person, but I just didn't say it.

How should I explain it, I wanted to explain, but there was silence between us, and my heart thought and thought, assuming a thousand thoughts in Xia's heart.

The movie is over, Xia is going to sleep, I am still sitting under the sofa, my heart is still lingering, but I can't express the depressed feelings, I have become accustomed to the silence of the night. "Good night. "When Xia got up, I said to Xia.

"Ahh Xia still had the same expression that didn't react, and stammered slightly, "Ann, Ann." ”

I sat under the sofa, the TV was on, there was no sound, I wanted to sit when there was a picture moving, so that there was a bright light, I lay on the sofa, closed my eyes, just couldn't sleep, I felt that the eyelids were already covered with glue, almost able to close the eyes, but it was almost that, I tried to recall the sea when I was a child, I wanted to fill my mind with the sound of the sea, listening to the familiar sound to fall asleep, but the sea did not help me sleep, but aroused my homesickness。

I lay on the sofa, thinking that after a while, my mother would set off before dawn, go to the beach to buy fish that fishermen have just come out to sea, sit on the balcony, slowly touch the salt, dry into small dried fish, wait for the wind to blow, and then wait for the wind to blow, I will receive a big package, which is full of the smell of my mother, the smell of the sea.

Thinking about it, the melancholy in my heart was blown away by the sea breeze in my memory, and I slowly fell asleep, and the next day, when I woke up, my whole body was sore, my neck was squeaking, and the TV had already been turned off.

Xia went to school, I sat at home, thinking that I couldn't go on like this, clenched my hands hard, forced myself to fight chicken blood, thinking about working hard, but as soon as I sat in the study, looking at the computer, my mind began to dizzy, my body collapsed instantly, I couldn't use any strength, holding the mouse was shaking unconsciously, I gave up, walked into the bedroom with heavy steps, turned on the air conditioner and fell asleep, this sleep consumed most of my energy, and I was tired like a dog in a dream.