"It's pretty bad," I don't know why, but I just wanted to laugh, and then I said, "But that's what you said before, you said you were going to be alone for the rest of your life." "I'll take out Xia's words before and see how Xia is round.

"I'm me, you're you, and it's different. ”

"What's different?" I asked, turning my head to Natsu.

Xia got up from the floor, squatted on the sofa, looked at me seriously, and said, "Brother, let me tell you, you are such a good person, of course you have to get married and marry a beautiful daughter-in-law, otherwise you will be sorry for yourself." ”

I was amused by Xia, I was sorry for myself if I couldn't get married, Xia squatted in front of me and said, "Really, if it weren't for the fact that the people I know are too bad, I will introduce you, your boss is not small, you must hurry." ”

Xia had a serious face, if it weren't for this face full of collagen, I really thought it was my seven aunts and eight aunts who were lecturing me.

My brain was spinning, my mind was racing, I was tentative on the edge, and I cautiously said, "I might have someone I like." ”

"Then go and tell her, maybe you have someone to talk to, and you won't be depressed at night." ”

I looked at Xia, watched her instigating me to confess, with a lively look on her face, and then tempted, "I'm afraid she thinks I'm not good." ”

Xia didn't wait for me to finish speaking, and interrupted me and said, "Who said that, brother, you must be confident in yourself." ”

Xia then asked me, "What do you look like, how do you look, what your character, how old is your personality?" ”

"Twenty. "I was on the verge of cardiac arrest, but luckily the chandelier above my head was not turned on, so I couldn't see my hot face.

Xia still had a gossipy look on his face, but his body quietly retreated, and I continued to explain to myself what I just said, "The front desk of our company is very good-looking, and they greet me every day when they go to work, but it's too small." ”

Xia's expression relaxed, and he sat cross-legged in front of me, with the demeanor of a confidant eldest sister, "It's okay, what's too young?" Tell you, a man's eighteen likes eighteen, eighty still likes eighteen, it's normal for you to like her, it means that you are very young." ”

What Xia said was not a taste no matter how it sounded, it sounded like a mockery, but it was sincere. I quickly changed the subject and asked Xia, "Where did you hear all these words?"

"I don't know. Xia said. Xia often pops out a few words as she speaks, or doesn't sound like she knew at her age, Xia Du.

"Okay, you better go ahead and settle your scores, don't worry about it. "I was lying on the couch, my eyes closed, it was pitch black, the pen in Natsu's hand was rubbing on the paper, I was probably asleep.

In the morning, a little bit of the house from dark to bright, the light slowly shot in, I shouted summer to the balcony to watch the sunrise, this time, the sun suddenly jumped out of the high-rise building, bright and dazzling, these days are dog days, the sun is full of horsepower heat, people try to dissipate heat, the summer tutoring classes are closed, and then continue to go on when it is cool.

Xia sat on the bench and sat on the test papers, one after another, I received a phone call, the physical examination report had been put for several days and I didn't go to get it, and I had to take it today. Xia stood at the door and waited for me, saying, "I heard you're going to the hospital? ”

"On such a hot day, what are you going to do, what are you eating, and I will buy it back for you. "I thought Xia was going out for lunch, but Xia was going to go to the hospital with me, and the doctor had already sent me the results of the physical examination, just to sign it. To be honest, during the days when I was waiting for the results, it was indeed like sitting on pins and needles, but the results appeared on the phone without warning, and I saw the results before I was ready, and it was not so scary, just read a few pages mechanically.

Xia sat in the co-pilot, his expression was complicated, anxious, nervous, uneasy, and urgent all written on his face. Xia jumped out of the car at the entrance of the hospital, saying that he would go back by himself in a while, don't wait for her, I guess Xia refused to tell me about something big, grabbed Xia's wrist, and said, "I'll go with you." ”

"What are you doing, let go first. Xia wanted to break free, but I held Xia's wrist red, and still didn't let go.

Xia looked up at me and said, "Follow and follow, you let go first, don't let me get angry on such a hot day." Xia's wrists were red, and his face was red in a hurry, and I saw that Xia's anger burned to my ears and neck, so I hurriedly let go.

I followed Xia, Xia was going to see the child she saved a month ago, the little baby who delayed her college entrance examination, Xia said to me with a smile while walking, "When I meet him, I will beat him up first, which delays my life event." I didn't get into college. Natsu was happy, sweeping away the nervousness of sitting in the car.

Xia walked out quietly, looked at me, smiled, closed his lips, nodded, and said, "Very good, he's dead." ”

Xia straightened the pestle next to me, waiting for me to speak, I didn't know what to say, Xia said again, "Go back." ”

Xia didn't take the elevator, walked from the ninth floor to the first floor one by one, and when I went down the stairs, I thought about it for a long time, and after a thousand words in my mind, I said a sentence, "Don't be too sad." ”

When Xia rescued the little baby in the toilet, the baby was a sign of death, Xia still carried him to the hospital, Xia was blaming himself, he knew that he would die sooner or later, it was better not to save it, and he had suffered so many days in vain after saving him in the hospital. I comforted Xia and said don't be too sad, Xia asked me rhetorically, saying, this is a good thing, how can you be sad, such a weak child, living is also a crime, and in the future, a person may not be able to starve to death, and it is good to die.

After Xia finished speaking, he cried, his face was expressionless, tears were like water bursting the embankment, flowing out, Xia was not only crying for a child, but also crying for himself, he didn't take the college entrance examination, it was enough to make Xia uncomfortable, but there was a little baby, Xia missed it because he saved him, he saved someone's life, he said that he was his life-saving benefactor, and gave himself an excellent comfort, as a result, this comfort was gone, he was fed up with the sins of the world, he didn't receive Xia's love, and he left, Xia had nothing, there was no hope for college, the baby he saved was gone, and he had to study for a year, this year, Xia didn't even have money。

The floor of the hospital was cold to the bone, and the strangers in the stairwell went back and forth, looking at Xia who was sitting on the floor silently with strange eyes, Xia hiccuped, and cried out in a voice, I knew Xia was going to cry, but I didn't know that Xia had suppressed it for so long, and the cry was so sad.

Xia squatted by the wall, crying like a child who had just dropped a dime, Xia was holding back for too long, crying for himself through the tragedy of the baby, I squatted down, hugged Xia, gave her her shoulder, she did not refuse, leaned on my shoulder, kept twitching, I felt tears drop by drop on my shoulder, across my back, mixed with the sweat on my back, Xia's warm breath passed over my shoulder, and my arms clearly felt the ups and downs of the chest brought by Xia convulsions.

Xia only cried for a while, I felt that there were no tears on my back, the traces left by the tears, like a dry river, tight and uncomfortable, Xia controlled his emotions, frowned, gloomy face, reached out to wipe the tears from my shoulder, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Xia sat in the car, didn't say a word, and asked me to put her under the bus stop sign. I didn't let it go, and took Natsu to where she was going.

Xia is looking for a repeat school for the college entrance examination for himself, although the city is expanding, but family planning has obviously made the city have fewer children, the primary schools around the suburbs have been merged, and because there is only one child in the family, the child must be admitted to the university, these abandoned schools have been transformed into college entrance examination cram schools.

Xia went to several schools, all of which were standard 8,000 yuan grants before he could go in and repeat his studies, Xia emphasized how good he was at studying, and he could be admitted to that university next year, and the tutoring school still had to charge 8,000 yuan to enter.

Natsu stood at the school gate, glared at the school, muttered something, and continued to the next one. This is the most famous one, Xia didn't say anything, took advantage of the fact that there was no one at school, walked to the door of the toilet, and shouted, "There's no one inside, clean the toilet." ”