Charanwen returned to the U.S., and I was busy registering the company. It took almost three weeks for me to finally register the company.

Things are pretty much the same for the company. Summer vacation is also over. Originally, I was going to go back with my mother and Xiaobao, but there were so many things that I couldn't do anything, so I had to send them to the train station.

When I started to check in the tickets, Xiaobao held my hand tightly, squeezing in the bustling crowd, she pulled me, "Mom, I have something to say to you." ”

I bent down and picked her up hard. "The girl has grown so tall that her mother can't hold it. ”

"Mom, I don't really like that chubby Uncle Lu, how handsome Uncle Xia is. She leaned on my ear, "Mom, try your best to marry Uncle Xia, okay?"

This kid ...... I learned the words of so many adults. I struggled to lift her up, and then smiled and said, "Mom is working hard." ”

"Come on, Mom, you're the best. She squinted and smiled at me.

"Xiaobao is also the best. "I kissed her on the cheek.

I'm still in touch with Charanthin. On the surface, we didn't break up. But I know there's a bit of a gap between us. When he has time, he tries to talk to me as much as he can. When I have time, I try to leave him a message. We seem to be trying hard to prove that we are still good.

Later, I remembered the words that Charanwen said to me before boarding the plane that day, he said that I was just used to his love, his initiative and his presence. I took myself seriously, and his words made me very sad. But I have to admit that there is some truth in what he said.

Looking back on my more than 30 years of life, I have had a marriage that made me tremble, and Cao Shoulian destroyed my expectations of humanity, love and marriage like a cobra. So much so that later I became a man. In fact, there is a deep wariness.

The winter of my dad's death became a memory blind spot that I didn't want to face. I never dared to tell anyone, but after my dad passed away, I went crazy and asked about the real cause of my dad's fall.

I asked and asked, and finally someone told me that before my dad fell, there was a puddle of rotten fish intestines in front of his stall. However, after he fell, the rotten fish intestines disappeared. And before my dad fell, Cobra called me and said that he had stepped on a rotten intestine.

I can almost 100% conclude that the rotten intestines were brought to my father's stall by Cao Shoulian, but I have no evidence. There is no surveillance at the market, and I don't have any certificates.

I couldn't do anything but cry heartbreakingly.

After my dad passed away, I subconsciously stopped believing in any man.

Today, I work so hard to earn money, gritted my teeth and tears in my eyes, and is strong and independent. Because I deeply believe that everything I want, only if I have it, I don't have to reach out to others. Only if I am strong enough to be my family's supporter, I don't have to be afraid of losing, and I don't have to be afraid that I won't be able to protect my family.

I remember that about 20 days after Charanwen went to the United States, he had a severe cold. On that occasion, he called me across the ocean for more than three hours, and he told me very aggrieved that he wanted to come back.

I educated him very seriously, until he begged me for mercy and said that he would never bring it back casually.

Now, I understand that the most important thing I should have done at that time was to get my passport and book a plane ticket to the United States. I just need to be in front of him and then he will understand that in my heart, he is so important.

But I didn't go. Because, I'm so sane and calm.

Because I have so much to do, I desperately want to make myself stronger while waiting for him.

A cold or flu is such a trivial thing, like when we accidentally break our foot while walking, it only takes a little time and a little medicine to heal. I couldn't let myself fly madly to the other side of the ocean for such a reason, just to catch a look at him and comfort his wounded heart. Dumb Ping-Pong.

I thought, he's right, I probably don't really love him that much. Or, I love him, but before I love him, I'm used to putting my daughter and myself first.

I can't, and I don't dare to ignore it, just for love.

That's my sorrow!

Xia Langwen knew that I had registered my own company, that I had won the general agency right of Lu Xiangling's company in South China, that I had rented my own office building in Nanshan, that my company already had more than 20 employees, and that I had opened a few new mobile phone stores. He knew that I had moved out of the house he had bought for me, that I had deposited the money he had given me on a card, and that I had replaced it with a new one and that I had replaced it with a new one.

The time has passed in December of that year, and Charanwen has been abroad for more than nine months. He hasn't been back since he returned to China for more than three months.

In the name of lovers, we still maintain a relationship like friends.

He doesn't mention the breakup, and I don't mention either.

It's as if we're choking, or rather, we're all holding on.

It's winter in Shenzhen again, and I'm sitting in my big office. Outside, in the cubicle, my staff is hard at work.

There was a knock at the office door, I shouted to come in, and Kobayashi pushed the door in.

"Sister Xu, you want the report. She walked up to my desk, handed me a folder, pulled up a chair and sat down, and then she reached out and played with the succulents I had in front of my computer.

"What's going on with the Longgang Pinghu store this month? Sales have dropped too much. I pressed the folder and propped my head and looked at her gently, this girl has become my most effective assistant.

"The main problem is also the store staff, two old employees have resigned one after another, and the new employees are a bit lazy. Sister Xu, why don't I stay for a while?" Xiao Lin volunteered.

I laughed, and once again, I also said this to Sister Ke.

"It's good for you to make a few more trips to find out if the clerks have any difficulties in life, and the company can solve them as much as possible. "I lowered my head and opened the folder, and the report showed the purchase volume of the major wholesalers in South China this month. Judging from the situation on the report, the company's performance is booming.

"Sister Xu. Xiao Lin spoke again, "Sister Ke will get married next month, are you ready for the red envelope?"

"What? you're going to help me out?" I looked up, teasing her.

"I'll help you eat it. Xiao Lin smiled, "I went out first, and I have to go to Longhua today to collect the bills." ”

"Good. I answered.

I looked at it for a moment, and the phone on my desk rang. I took it carelessly, and the number on the screen was not in my address book. I slid down the answer button, "Hello!"

"Xiao Xu, hello. Huo Chaobang's voice came.