"How can you think that?" said Charanvan, looking astonished, "I've been busy from the afternoon to the evening, and I'm too tired. I'm going to see you right away. Now that you've finished eating with me, I'm thinking about going back to rest early. You left me a message on QQ in the morning saying that your brother is here too. Your family is here, and I think you're going home. We can't just live a two-person world and leave your family behind, right?"

I was speechless.

In seven minutes, the car stopped downstairs, and Charanwen pressed his forehead. Leaning on the steering wheel and saying to me, "Go up, good night!"

I pushed the door open and got out of the car, and then turned the corner with Charanmin's car. He, this is ...... What exactly does he mean?

After standing for a while. I came back to my senses and hurriedly took out my phone and unplugged Charanvin's number.

"What's wrong?" he said in a faint tone.

"Charanwen, you're definitely not very tired. It's hard to go back to China, and it's not easy to see each other once, what do you mean by being so cold and indifferent?" I tried my best to suppress my excitement.

"Go to bed early, okay? I'll come to you tomorrow morning, my dear." "Relative to my excitement. He's so calm and calm.

"You ......," I took a deep breath, "Okay, goodbye!"

I took a breath and went home, and before entering, I took several deep breaths before taking the key to open the door. As soon as I entered the door, I found my mother and Qian Lei leaning against the sofa watching TV.

"How is it?Sister, is Boss Lu going for a walk with you?" Qian Lei almost pounced.

My mother didn't speak, but she stared at me with a pair of eyes in her eyes.

"No, I went for a cup of coffee and talked about something. I forced a smile.

"Mom, this Boss Lu looks. Pretty down-to-earth, right?" Qian Lei smiled and pushed my mother.

"Weilan, go take a shower and go to bed early. Lei Lei. You go to sleep too, I'll take Nannan to sleep in the cot in your sister's room tonight. "My mom got up.

I didn't get much sleep all night, and from time to time I picked up my phone to look at it, thinking that Charanwen would say something to me. waited until after three o'clock in the morning to squint his eyes for a while. At five o'clock in the morning, I had a nightmare and woke up again.

The phone was silent, and I leaned sideways to cover Xiaobao's stomach with a quilt. Turning over, I faced the wall, tears streaming down my face.

Once upon a time, when he stuck to me without being able to beat me, I thought he was childish. Now, he is as calm and rational as an adult, and I don't think I can accept it.

What the hell is wrong with me, what do I want him to be like?

Early the next morning, my brother said he was going to play. After giving them the car keys under the pretext that there was something wrong at the counter, I went downstairs and took a taxi to SEG.

From eight in the morning, I waited until eleven at noon. During this time, I was impatient to wait, so I called him twice. On the phone, Charanwen told him that he was with his fourth brother. I asked him why he didn't call me to go, and he replied that he was in time. At the end of the day, he said he would have dinner with me at noon and then go to the airport.

I can only wait.

At half past eleven o'clock in the afternoon, Charanwen arrived at Saige, and he called me at the door and asked me to go out. I hurried to the gate with my bag in my hand, his car parked on the side of the road, and his driver sitting in the driver's seat.

I got into the back seat, and he reached out and took my bag and put it aside, "Hey, I didn't sleep well last night, and the dark circles under my eyes are all out." ”

I looked at his concerned eyes and didn't know what to say.

The car drove all the way to Bao'an Airport, and after getting out of the car, he shouted to the driver to go to dinner together. Looking for a restaurant with a small family, the three of us walked in.

During the whole meal, Charanwen was very busy and kept answering the phone. There are Chinese speakers, some Cantonese speakers, and some English speakers. I was amazed that he had only been abroad for more than three months, and he could practice his spoken English so well. Come to think of it, the girl named Di has a lot to do.

When I put down my job, Charanman's driver also put down my job, and then said that he was waiting for me in the parking space at the airport gate and left first.

Charanwen raised his hand and looked at his watch, "There is still an hour, let's go, let's find a place to sit." ”

I got up.

We walked to Starbucks, I got a seat and sat down, and he went to buy coffee. After waiting for a while, he came with two cups, handed me a cup of coffee, and dragged a chair to sit next to me.

"What's wrong?

"How dare I have an opinion about you. I forced a smile, "It's you, it seems to have an opinion about me." ”

"You, where do you want to go? He clapped my hand, "I came back in too much of a hurry this time, and now I'm in a hurry to go back." The thought of this long flight gives me a headache. ”

"Charanwen, do you have something to tell me?" I withdrew my hand and looked at him calmly.

He was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yes, take care of yourself." I'm so far away from you that all concern can only stay in words. Although I understand your feelings, I don't have enough energy. ”

"It's not you, you're not like that. Don't tell me that your personality has changed dramatically after more than three months abroad, I don't believe it. Charanthin, if you really have a better choice, you can tell me. When I said this, I felt my heart tremble so much, and I clenched my palms tightly, but I still forced myself to smile. Stay around and throw the row.

Xia Langwen was silent for a long time, I waited quietly, and the time for boarding was getting closer and closer before he held my hand again, "Xu Weilan, I have no better choice." But if you have a better option. I accept. ”

Feeling my heart crack inch by inch, I smiled, "It's almost time, you go and board the plane." ”

I escorted him to the security checkpoint like I did last time, watched him clear the checkpoint, watched him turn around and wave at me, and watched him disappear into the crowd. And I, without crying.

What are you crying about? As I said earlier, you love me when it comes to feelings. If he doesn't want to, I won't force it. I, Xu Weilan, even if I really want to live alone for the rest of my life, I will never beg for a man's love.

Charanman's driver took me back to Nanshan, and on the way, Charangwen called me once.

"Xu Weilan, do you love me?" After the phone was answered, he asked me directly.

I looked out the window, thinking about his abnormality, and I realized that he was likely struggling with some kind of choice, and I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled into the air, "Why do you ask this, how can two people not love each other for so many years." ”

"Or maybe you're just used to my love for you, to my initiative, to my presence. He sighed, "I'm going to turn off my phone." ”

"Okay!" I took off my phone and clicked the hang button. ♂ Mobile^machine^ users log in to better reading mode.

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