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My mind immediately came up with the impression of the only time I was exposed to sulfuric acid when I was in high school, a spoonful of sugar was added to sulfuric acid, and it grew into a black bread, I didn't dare to think about the scene when Grandpa Seven was in pain, but my sensitivity gave me the greatest imagination, and the greatest empathy for anything, and I was very distressed.
"Did you go to the doctor?"
"You don't need to look at it, just take some iodine and anti-inflammatory drugs. Grandpa Seventh put the gauze on his hand again, and when he took it out just now, he didn't know how many bacteria he encountered.
Xia didn't speak, took out a few hundred pieces of money from his pocket, and said, This was dropped from someone in the bar a few days ago after getting drunk, and no one came to take it, so he gave it to Grandpa Seven to use first.
"Don't, don't, if someone comes back, you can stay and go to school. "Grandpa Seventh pushed over.
"It's okay, I'm starting school early, I'm saying that if I go out in the next few days, that person will definitely not come, if you come back to ask the writer for money, you will give it to him, if not, you will keep your hands. ”
Xia threw the money in the car and left, and I asked Xia "Your own money?"
"No, I picked it up at the bar. ”
"Pick up your own money and give it to others, and don't let people know if you're too tiger. I asked Natsu.
Natsu paused for a moment and said, "He knows." ”
All the way I walked, I was thinking about the hands of Seventh Grandpa, lingering. Xia stared at my hand for a long time, I shook it and asked Xia, "What are you looking at?" ”
"You've got so beautiful hands. White, slender and slender, like the hands in the TV watch commercials. "I also looked at my hands, these hands, except for touching pencils, colored pencils, and all kinds of paintbrushes since I was a child, I have never touched anything else, except for the callus left by writing on the middle finger of my right hand, and the others are indeed the same as what Xia said.
"Do you know how to play the piano?" Natsu asked me, looking up.
I shook my head and said, "I can play the violin." ”
"That's good. Xia said, raised his hand and looked at his hand, Xia's hand is also very white, but it has deep lines, especially in the palm of the hand, it is estimated that the fortune teller does not know the numerology. These hands, since I saw Xia, have not been idle.
"That's good," Natsu said with a twinkle in his eyes, "and when I grow up and have money, I'll learn a musical instrument too." ”
"I can teach you how to play the violin. ”
"No, I'm going to learn a simple instrument that I can take with me and play when I go out. ”
"It's not for anyone else. ”
"I just learned it for others, and when people in my class go out, they don't know taekwondo or dance, and I snap my fingers and blow the hooligan whistle. Xia said, very unwilling, and snapped his fingers very hard.
Xia and I walked to the bar, Xia asked me to rest in it and do something by myself, I still went with Xia, I always felt that Xia walked into this alley by himself, and there was a feeling that he would never come out again.
Xia and I walked back to the street, walked to a street police station, after Xia entered, walked to a bungalow, stood at the door, knocked on the door, attracted everyone's attention, and then put his hands behind his back, shouted loudly, the whole room was filled with Xia's voice, and Xia, standing at the door, was like a funny clown.
"I, Xia Xun, came to report, it was supposed to come three days later, August 1, but because I was going to City A, I reported three days in advance, this month is very good and very safe. Goodbye" After Xia finished speaking in the broadcasting voice of the last century, he bowed and left, and the arrival of Xia, who was very familiar to the rest of the people, bowed his head again after listening to it.
After Xia went out, he left for the airport with me, and I asked, "Why do you still go to the police station to report, and I won't abduct you." ”
"No, it's every month. This time it hit the clock. ”
Xia said that he would go to the police station every month, in front of everyone, like a funny actor, with a very weird emphasis to attract everyone's attention, let them leave an impression, and broadcast whether he was safe this month.
"Why. I asked.
For no reason, when I was a child, someone said the wrong thing and never appeared again the next day, and I, in this area, was always out of step with them. Every time I go, I make the police a little impressed, in case I think of myself that day, I can also have someone to collect the body and take revenge.
"Have you encountered one then?"
Xia shook his head, he really met it, and he really didn't dare to call the police, Xia said that he once forgot the time because of school, and only remembered it the next day, and after remembering it, he ran to the police station, for fear that they would find out that they had not come, and dispatched the police to search and rescue him throughout the city. After Xia finished speaking, he was silent.
"And then. ”
And then, and then they forgot, no one remembered me at all, no one called the police.
"Then why are you going?"
However, I found that the people in the alley knew that I was mentally ill and went to the police station once a month to report it, so few people asked me for trouble, and it was still necessary to go once a month.
I wanted to touch Natsu's head, but I just wanted to touch it, even if it could only bring a trace of comfort, but I didn't stretch out my hand, Natsu was always able to convince himself and comfort himself.
In the evening, we arrived at City A, Xia and I lived in a room and waited for the rest of the company to come from other cities, I went to knock on Xia's door, Xia was very excited, lying on the window to look at the city outside, the lights were bright, people came and went, this was Xia's first time going out, she was very careful, always paying attention to my changes, waiting for the moment to play a role.
I told Xia that after talking about business tomorrow night, I could go out to have fun and let Xia stay in the room for a day, Xia nodded honestly, took out a book and said, "I brought my homework, I won't go out." ”
When night fell, the other party put the negotiation time into the evening, and my partner did not come, which is not good at it, they sat next to me, and said it vigorously, as if it had never stopped, I may not have opened my mouth from beginning to end, and the inexplicable heart surged up again, so that I had no strength at all, I forgot how the time passed, only that my head was getting heavier and heavier, and the other party's words were getting heavier and heavier, plus millions of mouths were flying in my mind, I seemed to surrender without any resistance, just like the army in the anti-Japanese war drama, the enemy army has not yet come, I will first hang the white flag to welcome you。
I accepted the other party's conditions and signed according to their contract template, and the moment I signed, I knew that I couldn't write my name, but I signed it smoothly. Immediately after, I sent my colleague out of the hotel, her child had an accident in the summer camp, and was sent directly to the hospital for surgery, when she heard the news, she lost her mobile phone, and knelt directly on the ground and cried, Xia supported her, and all the rest was for me to help her call to solve it, until she was sent on the plane and hurried home.
When I sent her on the plane, I felt that I was stepping on the cotton, soft and couldn't stand at all, Xia stuffed a lot of paper into her bag, said all the comforting words, and when she got on the plane, I squatted on the railing, my head was cracked, and if I ran it again, it would die permanently, I sat on the ground, took out my mobile phone, and called my partner Cheng Shun.
"I didn't negotiate and signed according to their contract. ”
I thought there would be a stinking scolding that would split my head and cover my face, but no, Cheng Shun said softly, it's okay, just come back after a business trip in two days.
Cheng Shun is not smooth, he has spent several days at home, but he can't get married, the woman smashed the glass bottle to the ground, knelt directly on it, and swore that she would never cheat again in her life, but this was just the fuse that made Cheng Shun divorce, he exhausted his strength in two marriages, and he really didn't have any yearning for home, no matter what, he would get divorced, the woman disagreed, let herself kneel on the glass slag, watched the blood slowly seep out, and said with a smile" Cheng Shun, if you love me, send me to the hospital, if you don't love me, watch me bleed to death in front of you. ”