Chapter 41: Let go
My greatest strength as a person is that I can listen to criticism.
Qin Zhiyun's words were indeed a bit blunt, and her tone was not very good, but I could tell that she was still very reasonable.
For so long, the mode of getting along with Luo Jinxuan has been how I want to be, how I want to be, how my mood is, rarely think about what Luo Jinxuan wants, ask her what she thinks, and take it for granted that as long as I am good for her, she must accept it.
For example, when she owed foreign debts, I had to take out all my savings, 50,000 yuan to her, and she didn't accept it; for example, after we reconciled, Xiao Biesheng was newly married, and the two of them must have passion, but I refused because of Li Zhenwen's matter, and I didn't care about her feelings;
In this way, I really need to reflect on it.
Look at the time, it's almost eleven o'clock, I turned around and walked back, since I realized my mistake, then hurry up to Luo Jinxuan to admit my mistake, I can't drag it anymore.
When I got home, Luo Jinxuan hadn't slept yet, and immediately greeted me when she saw me, "Fang Yue, listen to me......"
Before she could finish speaking, I reached out and took her into my arms, "Don't say it, I trust you." I was too impulsive just now. ”
Luo Jinxuan looked at me, "Do you really think so?"
I nodded vigorously, "I didn't think about your feelings before. We've been together for so long, I know you, even if it's for entertainment, you can't take the initiative to talk to investors, I not only blame you, but also ignore your feelings. Don't worry, I'll definitely change it in the future. ”
This time I really figured it out, if two people want to be together for a long time, at least one person must always think about each other and bear more grievances and misunderstandings, how can I, as a man, let Luo Jinxuan bear these pains?
Luo Jinxuan buried her head in my chest, "Fang Yue, you don't have to be like this, you have already done a good job." ”
I held her head in my hand, "It could be better in the future." ”
After saying that, I lowered my head to her delicate lips, and the next second she pushed me away, "You smoked? Don't smoke in the future, it's not good for your health." Hand over the rest of the cigarettes, and if you really want to smoke, I'll buy you quit candy. ”
I pulled out the cigarette I had just smoked, "Well, listen to you, stop smoking." ”
"Go brush your teeth, I'll wait for you. ”
Luo Jinxuan's face was slightly red, I hurriedly rushed into the bathroom, came out two minutes later, picked up Luo Jinxuan and walked into the bedroom.
There is no psychological burden, everything seems so natural, with a soft hum, the sound of the wooden bed creaking finally stopped, and I held Luo Jinxuan in my arms and enjoyed the warmth of this moment.
A few minutes later, Luo Jinxuan blew in my ear, "I still have to ......"
I was a little surprised, I took the initiative when I first lived with Luo Jinxuan, but no matter what I said, every time I did something, I went to bed after the end of the errand, and there was absolutely no second time, but today, she actually took the initiative to make this kind of request?
Roll over and go again.
This time I found more differences, Luo Jinxuan was more open than before.
I can pose in all kinds of poses, which brings me a strange kind of stimulation.
Two plum blossoms, full of style.
After two times, I was so tired that I didn't want to move, so Luo Jinxuan hugged my arm and slept contentedly.
I didn't wake up naturally in the morning, but was woken up by a strange stimulus.
Warm, moist, soft, all kinds of stimulation I can't help but let out a soft hum.
Most men have an evil idea in their hearts to let their women use their mouths to serve themselves, which is a complete sense of conquest.
And now, without any warning, Luo Jinxuan actually did it.
She has always been conservative, why is she so open at this time?
I looked at her with wide eyes, she whined, and all I had to do was enjoy.
With a low roar and a continuous trembling, Luo Jinxuan showed a look of pain, but it did not affect my comfort and pleasure at all.
……
"Get up and wash up. ”
"Well, Jinxuan, why are you ...... today?"
"Don't ask, hurry up and wash up and eat, or you'll be late." ”
I looked at the time, probably because I was so tired last night that I slept until half past seven.
Hurry up and get out of bed, or you're going to be really late.
The breakfast was very simple, two finger cakes, made by Luo Jinxuan herself, and the taste was quite good.
During the meal, she asked me, "Why did you suddenly figure it out yesterday?"
I took a bite of the finger cake, "It's not that I suddenly figured it out, it was a friend who lectured me, I thought it made sense, so I hurried back." ”
Luo Jinxuan became interested, "Really, who is that friend of yours?" Take me to see and see. ”
I didn't hide it, and said, "Do you remember the front desk of the Hunan restaurant? It was you who asked her to deliberately tell me a wrong direction, so I couldn't find you." ”
Luo Jinxuan recalled, "Well, it's a bit impressive. Don't you tell me that it was her preaching that made you change your mind?"
"It's her, and the last time I found you, it's also due to her. The two of us were able to be together, and I really want to thank her. ”
"Really, I'm going to see her even more, what's her name?"
"Qin Zhiyun. ”
"It's a nice name. Otherwise, if we go to that Hunan restaurant for dinner tonight, I will thank her too, otherwise we will really be separated. ”
I nodded repeatedly, "Okay! ”
After breakfast, Luo Jinxuan went to the company, and I went to the jewelry store.
As soon as I met Liu Yueran, she asked me, "Did you tell your girlfriend what you told you last time?"
I patted my head and said, "Oh, I forgot! ”
I was angry last night, and then I was busy with errands, and I wasn't idle even in the morning, so I really forgot about Liu Yueran.
Liu Yueran sighed, "Okay, don't forget this time." ”
"Absolutely not!"
It opens at nine o'clock, and I stand at the door as usual to greet guests, and as long as there are customers coming in, I will be responsible for guiding them, and then Liu Yueran and them will take over, and I will stand by and watch how they introduce them when I have free time.
But today is a little different, the first customer to come is Wang Hongxiu, I hurried to catch up, "Sister, come so early?"
"Why, aren't you welcome?" Wang Hongxiu looked at me with a smile.
"Welcome, of course, welcome! Sister, are you thirsty? I'll pour you water. ”
At this time, I suddenly felt like a dog's leg.
There is no way, for the sake of work, for the sake of life, most people can only live like dogs.
"No need. Wang Hongxiu stopped me, "The necklace I bought yesterday doesn't match much with my other jewelry, you can recommend me an earring or ring or something." ”