At ten o'clock in the evening, there was no one on the street, and I walked aimlessly down the street, feeling indescribably awkward.

This state is like my lost and decadent state after Luo Jinxuan and Li Zhenwen left together a few days ago.

Last time, Qin Zhiyun woke me up, but this time, who can help me untie the knot?

I can understand what Luo Jinxuan did, in order for the company to be on the right track as soon as possible, she really needs to smile at the investor Zheng Hong, but being able to understand does not mean that it is acceptable.

I thought that after going through so many things, I would be able to see a lot of things, but it turned out that I couldn't do it.

But now that I'm still sane, I just don't want to quarrel with Luo Jinxuan because of this matter, give both sides a blank buffer time, and think about it separately, which is good for us.

I bought a pack of cigarettes at a roadside cigarette shop, smoked one and lit it.

I don't have a smoking addiction, I just don't want to wander around the side of the road like a fool.

When was the last time you smoked? It must have been before I fell in love with Luo Jinxuan, right? She said she didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so I stopped smoking.

The smoke stars were on or off, the soot was scattered with the wind, and my mind was still a mess.

Maybe I should go looking for Qin Zhiyun again? Maybe she can convince me again.

Fortunately, I added her WeChat at that time, and I sent her a message: Do you have time?

After waiting for a few minutes, Qin Zhiyun replied: Now?

Me: Well, now.

Qin Zhiyun: No kidding, what time is it? (yawn)

Me: No kidding, I'm looking for you.

Qin Zhiyun: What's the matter?

Me: I found Luo Jinxuan, but now there is something wrong with the two of us, and I want to hear your opinion.

Qin Zhiyun: (wiping sweat) What does this have to do with me, the two of you.

Me: It's okay, if you hadn't woken me up last time, I wouldn't have found her. Help people to the end and send Buddha to the west, right?

Qin Zhiyun: No! The most taboo thing to talk about is deep, I said enough last time, this time you can figure it out yourself.

I was stunned for a moment, and I said something profound.

But seeing her say that strengthened my confidence that she could help me.

I didn't have enough friendship, so she couldn't talk to me more. Isn't that just a matter of making her think we're good enough?

Me: Aren't we friends? Is there anything that can't be said between friends? And I think what you said last time had a big impact on me, and it made me realize myself, so I asked you for help. Do you want to watch your friends get into trouble and not help them out?

Qin Zhiyun: (covering her face) Why do you think I'm not a good friend enough when you say that? So I decided that we should not be friends anymore.

I was stunned again, why didn't this Qin Zhiyun play according to the routine?

Me: No, I really want to hear your opinion.

Qin Zhiyun didn't move, I sighed, I still didn't say move Qin Zhiyun came out, it seems that I can only walk around slowly, when I figure it out, when I go back.

After walking a few hundred meters further, WeChat suddenly rang, and Qin Zhiyun sent me a voice call request!

I hurriedly answered: "Hey, Qin Zhiyun?"

Qin Zhiyun lowered her voice, "Well, it's me." What happened to you and your girlfriend?"

I asked, "It's not convenient for you to talk?"

"It's okay, I'm sharing a room with someone else, and I'm in the toilet now, well, it's only ten minutes, you say. ”

I sighed and told me what happened tonight, focusing on the fact that I would like to believe Luo Jinxuan, but I couldn't accept the fact that she and the investor Zheng Hong might have an affair.

Qin Zhiyun pondered for a few seconds, "Are you saying that Luo Jinxuan was socializing outside, and she had an unwarranted affair with a man when she was suffering, so you can't accept it?"

I said, "Sort of." ”

Qin Zhiyun was very simple, "Then I won't say it, I don't think it's worth it for your girlfriend." The two of you can break up quickly, saving you from torturing yourself, and your girlfriend will not have a good time. ”

"Don't, I just don't want to look for you like this, I really care about Luo Jinxuan, it took me so much effort to find her, I won't break up with her!"

Qin Zhiyun said: "But I can't see how much you care about her? Look at what you just said, it's all about what you want, how do you want to be, why don't you think about your girlfriend? From your performance last time and this time, I can only see that you care a lot about whether Luo Jinxuan is loyal to you, but I don't see how much you care about her and how nervous you are." Take the last time, you said that she slept with another man, or involuntarily, then did you care about how much trauma this incident caused her? Women are very concerned about their own bodies, she is willing to accompany another man for you, you don't even remember her good, but take it as a pimple, saying that she is sorry for you, she betrayed you, don't you think it was your incompetence that caused all this?"

Me: "......"

Qin Zhiyun paused for a few seconds, and then said: "This time, in order to attract investment for the company, she was reluctantly entertaining. In today's society, it is normal to socialize, and women will inevitably be taken advantage of when socializing at the wine table, all for work. Replaced by Luo Jinxuan here, isn't she trying to make more money, so that the two of you can live a little better? She took the initiative to bear the pressure that originally belonged to you, and you didn't remember her goodness, and even took out the attitude of last time to doubt her feelings for you! Why don't you ask her if she has been wronged or bullied when she is socializing? Don't you always emphasize whether you are good or not? Think about Luo Jinxuan. ”

As I listened on the other end of the phone, sweat ran down my head.

I didn't think about what Qin Zhiyun said at all, I kept saying that I cared about Luo Jinxuan, but I never thought about her from her point of view, I was just emphasizing my feelings.

Comparatively speaking, where is the torment in my heart comparable to one-tenth of the grievances Luo Jinxuan received?

"Hey, are you listening?"

I hurriedly said, "I'm listening, what you said makes a lot of sense, I really ignored Luo Jinxuan's feelings." ”

"Okay, I'm tired after all that, think for yourself. Seriously, I really don't feel worth it for Luo Jinxuan, if you can't get back to it, break up as soon as possible, don't delay others. ”

Qin Zhiyun hung up the phone after speaking, and I stood in place, maybe, I was really wrong?

After more than ten seconds, Qin Zhiyun sent a WeChat message: I'm sorry, what I said may be a bit excessive, don't take it too seriously.

I smiled self-deprecatingly and replied, "Thank you for telling me this."