Is there a difference?

The separation of the two people is indeed no difference for Li Tianya.

It's just that for people who are in love for the first time, the difference is big.

Fang Qing never went to Li Tianya again,

Because that's the third time.

No matter how bad people are, they will know the answer again and again, not to mention that Fang Qing is not stupid in the first place, but she is blinded by love.

After that day, Fang Qing fell into a dead loop, she couldn't forget his goodness, and she couldn't forget his ruthlessness.

thereupon

Every night, she fell asleep in tears.

Every day of her life, she transitions in self-doubt.

Mental illness is always a long-term accumulation, and people who can't find an outlet accumulate over time, and depression is buried in the bottom of their hearts, planting demons.

It wasn't until she met a woman, a classmate who took her through the night, that the impact of that incident gradually disappeared into her life.

She was back to the young girl, full of energy.

But is the effect really gone?

She didn't know about it, but she enjoyed life at that time, and felt that life was so wonderful that even when she was lying on the leather chair, she didn't find out where the cause came from.

Because she didn't want to think of her, it was her most heart-wrenching and saddest years.

Sitting on the leather chair, Chen Zhiwen looked at Fang Qing, whose face was full of tears and his hands were unconsciously scratching, frowned lightly and recorded this time, and then stopped asking.

He had to wait for Fang Qing to come to his senses before asking, so that he could observe her emotional reaction and determine if this incident was the cause.

If not, he has to slowly guide her again, and then look for answers.

However, Chen Zhiwen, who had talked in detail with Fang Yue and Chu Nange, thought that the possibility of this matter was very high, because he had never heard Fang Qing say it, and she subconsciously avoided that person, this matter.

While Fang Qing was receiving treatment, Chu Nange stood at the exit of the building, just like that, watching the crowd of people coming and going, slowly exhaling the clouds and mist in his mouth, and the loneliness in his eyes became more and more intense.

"When Xiaoqing is well, let's take her to see the Northern Lights, I just don't know how long we can last this time?"

Smiling self-deprecatingly, Chu Nange knew that Fang Qing would leave him soon, she came back just because she had no support in her heart, and she just stretched out her hand at the right point.

But he was different from Fang Qing, he was not carried away by love again, so Chu Nange knew the result very well, and that was probably the doomed result.

Neither of them has changed, his character is still the same, and so is her.

Again, but again.

Even this time, if it weren't for Fang Qing's problem, Chu Nange would not be with her again, he knew himself best, and he knew himself best.

At the same time, I also know Fang Qing very well.

Prophet of oneself, then of others, and then of self-examination.

Leaning against the wall of the entrance of the building, he stroked his bare head, watching the blue sky and white clouds flying, sometimes Chu Nange didn't know what he was thinking, and his head was chaotic.

He Shuhuan said in the first half year of their relationship that he and Fang Qing did not get along, and they were two people who couldn't get along, at least for now.

He's too old, not age, it's mentality.

Fang Qing was too young, young and brave, young and not experienced many of the things he had experienced.

He and Fang Qing were doomed to have no good results together.

Under He Shuhuan's reminder, Chu Nange had considered ending this relationship as soon as possible, and he was very clear about those problems when he came to his senses in the third month, but in the end he insisted on going on.

Because Chu Nange at that time felt that he could change for her, and she could also change for herself, but unfortunately this was just his thought.

It wasn't until later, when the problem really happened, that Chu Nange woke up to the fact that it turned out that people would change well, but it was difficult for his personality to change much.

Bell bell bell bell....

A bell interrupted Chu Nange's musings, and his empty eyes focused again, re-reflecting the men and women passing in front of him.

"Master, what's wrong?"

"I heard Lao Su say that you want to resign, what happened?"

A vicissitudes of life came from a man's voice on the other end of the phone, asking about the text message that Chu Nange sent to Su Muzhi in the elevator.

Looking at the flow of people in confusion, Chu Nange said calmly: "It's nothing, I just want to take a break, and I will officially resign when I go back tomorrow, just inform him first, so that I can be mentally prepared." ”

"Lao Su asked me to persuade you, after all, he is more at ease when you do things, and suddenly go there to find someone to take your place?"

"Well, I know, I'll wait until he finds someone before leaving, and I'll talk about it after two years on the job. ”

The person on the other end of the line was silent for a moment and asked, "What's wrong? Did something happen? Retired so early?"

Chu Nange chuckled twice and said, "What can I do?" Master, you also know that I am alone, carefree, I just want to take a break for two years and go to relax." ”

"Hahaha, have you earned enough?

Listening to the master's ridicule, Chu Nange pulled a trace of ridicule at the corner of his mouth, and replied calmly: "Well, anyway, I can't make enough money, and you know that I don't have any hobbies, and the money I've earned with you over the years is enough to spend." ”

"Okay, it's good to take a break, I have time to take her out to eat, the master will take care of your eyes, Lao Su, I'll find someone to take your place, and I'll talk about it when you have enough rest." ”

Chu Nange didn't say anything, and the person on the other end of the phone continued: "By the way, I'll fly to Switzerland next month, you can see if you have time to go over together, I'll take you to meet some friends." ”

"Okay, then you need to find someone to take my place quickly, when is next month?"

"The plane on the morning of the 26th, don't talk about it, I'll call someone first, you book a ticket and go with me. ”

"Hmm. ”

After hanging up the phone, Chu Nange whispered, Switzerland?

He knew what the master was thinking, it was nothing more than that he wanted to keep his connections for himself, so that he could take care of his children more or less in the future, and only those who had a son and a daughter when they were old could be regarded as having worked hard for them.

After all, who knows if children will become successful in the future?

There is really a case, thinking of the old love, as long as he speaks, how can he not help.

The most difficult thing is the debt of favors, but Chu Nange owes a lot, it's not that he wants to, but he can't choose, in the city with high-rise buildings, many people can't choose many things, and he can't get out of this whirlpool.

On the pedestrian road where cars came and went, Chu Nange pressed his aching forehead and hurriedly walked to the pharmacy with a cross sign not far away, and the headache was committed again.

Chu Nange's sleep time has always been very small, so migraines have been haunting him, and most people have this problem in their busy lives.

What's more, Chu Nange when he was young was also a frequent visitor at midnight.

Because wine is the best way to reduce stress, like most drinkers, his body has not been healthy, and it can only be said that it is not lost.

It wasn't until later that he got tired of that midnight and tired of the bright lights that his body gradually recovered, but the disease that he couldn't solve when he was young couldn't be solved, and even more so when he got older.

In particular, migraine is an incurable disease.

This is the bitter fruit that all the people who have gone crazy in a busy city have to eat.