Chapter Twenty-Six: Bad Fate
On the long street illuminated by the dim lights, the rain fell gently.
In the darkness where the vehicles were parked in twos and threes, two people with umbrellas walked together, and finally before he could speak, she took the lead in breaking that sentence.
Holding the umbrella handed back by Chu Nange, looking at the people in the rain, Fang Qing felt that there was nothing to say between them, since the words were over, let's break up.
"Let's break up. ”
Looking at Chu Nange, who was silent, Fang Qing's heart was on fire again, and she couldn't help but shout again.
"Chu Nange, I said let's break up!"
"Hmm. ”
After the roar, Fang Qing got a calm response, as calm as a gossip, not like a couple who broke up.
Then, the calm man slowly left, leaving the cold long street without looking back, and disappeared around the corner, leaving only a figure standing in the drizzle in the dim light.
Just like the man back then, ruthless.
Even if the scene was different, Fang Qing saw that kind of desperation again.
Throwing down the umbrella in his hand and looking at the back that disappeared from his eyes, Fang Qing couldn't help but squat on the pavement to cover his face and cry in a low voice.
The rain fell silently.
Fang Qing didn't want to go home, she was afraid of disturbing her mother at home, so she chose to cry on the street and cry thoroughly before going back, and more importantly, no one could see tears in the rain.
She knew, she knew that their end had already been decided, and she had tried to save this love, but the difference in the personalities of the two of them was too big to imagine.
"Woooooooooo ”
In a low cry, Fang Qing once again buried her wish with her own hands.
Again, once again, his wish was buried.
"Fang Qing, apart from Chu Nange and those two loves, have there been any good things, such as parents, or when they were studying, or their first love?"
Under the soft lamp and the wide warm room, Chen Zhiwen looked at the woman lying on the leather chair, and guided her into the black box of memories with an almost whispering voice.
Continuing the story of Chu Nange last time, and pushing it forward a little bit.
Chen Zhiwen heard Chu Nange's story twice, but he never found out the reason.
"The end of the world.... ”
Maybe it has been many times, but this time in a light sleep, Chen Zhiwen heard a name he wanted to know, a name she had been avoiding.
"Who is Tianya?"
"The end of the world.... ”
With a whispered voice, another youthful past came softly, only this time, it was also impossible to get out of the cage of sadness.
That year, Fang Qing was eighteen years old.
Li Tianya, 19 years old.
He was a former classmate of hers, and at a party, the two who had not seen each other since middle school were reconnected, and the two lines of people intertwined.
He was attracted to her figure, countenance and innocence.
She was attracted by his dashing, wind-like life.
Fang Qing has followed the route set by her mother since she was a child, she has never seen the city after sunset, and she has never felt that kind of drunken gold.
Li Tianya is different from her, people who have stopped studying since middle school have always wandered in the dark night, in that world full of lights and wine.
As his name suggests, he was a prodigal son, living his life in a dark bar every day, which was his profession and he enjoyed the world very much.
Life has been rushing for decades, and he is happy and happy, and he is not sad or sad, which is his motto.
Wine in his left hand and beauty in his right hand are his attitude to life.
He was the prodigal son of that world.
Prodigal sons have a characteristic, or a trait, changing a woman is like changing clothes, come and go, as long as you are tired of it, let it go, and leave.
The storm of love, the two of them at that time also had it, but it came and went quickly.
"Tianya, you say, what do you say is wrong with me? ”
In front of the dimly lit bar table, a girl in civilian clothes asked the teenager standing in the bar with a crying voice.
The boy is very handsome, and under the changing lights, he keeps mixing up a glass of cocktail, he is the ideal object in the hearts of most women, especially when he is working, and exudes a chic charm.
That's a serious charm.
Gently pushing out a cocktail to another woman, Li Tianya said expressionlessly: "Xiaoqing, don't you understand? We broke up, don't come to me again, this is the third time, and the result will not change if you ask again." ”
"Yo, what's the matter with my little sister coming to my boyfriend?"
The woman who took the cocktail took a sip slightly, looked at Fang Qing and chuckled.
Li Tianya shrugged and said, "Xiaoqing, did you hear that? She's my current girlfriend, um... It's also called Xiaoqing, so don't bother me anymore and go home. ”
In the noisy vocals that even the music couldn't suppress, with the help of colorful lights, Fang Qing looked at the woman with heavy makeup, her innocent eyes full of disbelief.
"Impossible, impossible... Tianya, you lied to me, right? It's like those TV series. ”
Li Tianya, who was dressed in a suit, patted his forehead, supported the bar with both hands, and leaned out half of his body to look at Fang Qing, who was dazed and full of tears.
"Half a year is long enough, you obviously can't get used to this kind of place but insist on coming to accompany me, but you can't drink wine, you can't guess boxing, you can't do anything, just like I said that day, go back, we broke up. ”
"I can get used to it, Tianya, I can get used to it. ”
"Accustomed to me singing every night, sleeping at night is a different woman?
The shrill voice reminded Fang Qing of what was in her heart, she had long known that he was often with different women, but she always thought that Li Tianya would change for her.
"Little sister, you still have to go to school tomorrow, right? Go home, love can't be begged. ”
In the dark, Fang Qing turned to look at the woman sitting on the high chair, watching her mockingly shake the wine glass on the table, she couldn't help but burst into flames, and reached out to slap her.
It's a pity that the palm of his hand stretched out, and he was stopped.
Li Tianya grabbed Fang Qing's hand and said impatiently: "Xiaoqing, you can't afford the consequences of the fight, believe me, go back." ”
When Fang Qing heard Li Tianya's words, she turned her head with teary eyes and asked, "You still love me, right?"
"I don't love it, it's just a show, you're happy, I'm happy, isn't it enough? I knew you were so troublesome, I wouldn't have chased you in the first place. ”
Retracting his hand across the bar counter, Li Tianya looked impatient, because this was a game for him, a game of love between men and women.
You and I are willing on both sides, what's wrong with coming and going? Do you have to make it like this?
It's just that it's different from his thoughts, Fang Qing is in love for the first time, and the first time she meets the prince charming in her heart, she has given everything to him.
But a prodigal son who is in love is already very rare to stop for half a year, so her first love finally turned into a bitter fruit.
"Go back, don't watch those boring TV series, that kind of ghost thing is a lie, this is the reality, the reality is that I don't love you anymore, don't bother me anymore, of course, if you want to be a friend, I'm willing. ”
The woman in front of the bar took a sip of her cocktail, looked at Fang Qing who was crying and running away, and chuckled: "Is it really good for you to say this? ”
Li Tianya smiled, fiddled with the new wine list again, and replied in a light voice: "What's wrong? I'm just begging her not to come to me anymore, it's really troublesome." ”
"Hehe, will you think I'm troublesome one day?"
"You think I'm troublesome, don't you? Say, come to my temporary boyfriend, is it to quarrel with your boyfriend, or do you just want to spring breeze for a while?"
"Is there a difference?"
"It doesn't make a difference. ”
"Huh... ”
Indeed, as Li Tianya said, there is no difference in their world, because they only seek a happy night and a happy night.
Everyone has their own way of decompressing, they have their own life, and that's their life.
No one can tell whether this kind of thing is right or wrong, and the blame can only be blamed on fate for making people and meeting people who shouldn't be met.