The wind is very cold in winter, but the colder the weather, the more suitable it is for barbecue activities.

When three or five friends sit around the fire, no matter how unhappy they are, no matter how worried they are, they will forget all about it.

At least at this moment, this was the case for the five of Chu Nange, only Chu Nange secretly sighed in his heart that it was a pity that Fang Qing was not there, but then he left it behind.

What's the use of wanting to do it?

But it only adds to the sorrow.

It's still the most important thing to live the moment.

In the past, the barbecue managed by Chu Nange has not changed until today, in He Shuhuan's words, you are lame, your hands are fine, and you can't use your legs for barbecue.

In the laughter, the four people who hadn't gotten together for a long time didn't talk about those sad things, they were more discussing names, discussing the names of Shi Da's children, Shi Da, Shi Zhongjian's name.

Even the children of the boys and girls who didn't know were discussing what to buy for him, which made Shi Da and Chu Nange both cry and laugh.

"If you do this again, I don't think the pebble will be any better in the future. ”

Ye Nan glared at Chu Nange, who was speaking, and said dissatisfiedly: "How can you talk like this, it will definitely be good with our teaching." ”

"Mother, let me see... Two loving mothers, one is romantic, what do you want, what do you want, can you tell me?"

Chu Nange pointed at the three of them with his finger as he spoke, pretending to be thoughtful, and saw a light laugh from several people.

"It's true that you can't let Shuhuan get too close, I'll take my child, hahaha... ”

"Hey.... ”

Surrounded by the laughter of the barbecue crowd, time passed gradually.

Time is too fast, happiness is too short, and sadness is the most haunting.

Except for the occasional interjection, Chu Nange smiled at them indifferently most of the time, not because he didn't want to speak, but because he didn't have many words.

He doesn't really understand a lot of things when he sees them, and this idea is more deeply imprinted in his mind after the failure of his first love.

Fang Qing, Chu Nange said a lot, he thought he understood her, but unfortunately he still didn't understand in the end.

Because some things are unclear and unclear, only personal comprehension can really understand.

The once arrogant person has gradually become silent after more than 30 years, he doesn't want to say it to outsiders, or he is too lazy to say it to outsiders, as long as Ye Nan and the three of them understand, the silent person doesn't care about others.

Because he tried, and failed.

Even yellow leaves are rare in winter, and the world has long been indistinguishable from spring, summer, autumn and winter, especially in southern cities, where the four seasons are not obvious.

When Chu Nange forgot here, Fang Qing also seemed to have stepped out of his shadow, although the case was not yet over, but she had a new acquaintance with a boy, who was a very better person than Chu Nange, at least for now.

She didn't accept his pursuit, and just kept a distance not far away.

She said she didn't want to be in love for the time being,

He said he was willing to wait,

Wait until the day she thinks.

Under the same sky where the sun was shining, Chu Nange didn't care about her life, or didn't have time to care.

Standing in front of the hospital, looking at the road where cars came and went, and the endless crowd, Chu Nange took the cigarette from He Shuhuan's hand and didn't say anything, with a little smile on his calm face.

It's just that the uneasiness in his eyes is hidden, and no matter how much he hides it, the other four people also see it.

Huang Lihua and Shi Da sat on the benches in the hospital, blowing a slightly cold winter breeze, and couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "There is no risk in this operation, right?"

Shi Da sighed lightly, Huang Lihua had asked this question twice, but even he wanted to find someone to ask.

"It's hard to say the risks of surgery, especially for brain surgery, most of which are not risky, but the saddest thing is the complications, which are the most fatal factors. ”

Shi Da looked at Chu Nange's emaciated back, clenched his fists and said softly: "Nange's body has never been good, and this time his illness is even weaker, so once there are complications, it will be difficult for him to survive, even if he doesn't die, I'm afraid..." ”

Shi Da's mood Huang Lihua knows very well, he has been raised by a single mother since he was a child, and he can get to this day, and Chu Nange and the three of them have a lot of credit.

"Don't worry, husband, Nange will be fine, besides, there is really something, isn't there still a few of us?"

"You're wrong, something really happened, he can't live. ”

"You mean.... ”

"Well, he doesn't lack any courage, if it's not serious, it's okay to say, if it's serious, he won't drag us down, the person who hurts others and hurts himself is the most ruthless, Xiaohua. ”

“......。 ”

Shi Da was the last person to join, he was Ye Nan's classmate in medical school, and he was a few years older than Chu Nange's three others, so he took care of them like a big brother.

Therefore, he can also be regarded as understanding Chu Nange's temperament, if he has the opportunity to struggle, he will never retreat, but if Lu dies, he will never look back, he is such a person.

Others will make a detour if they hit the wall, but Chu Nange will tear down the wall, even if it will take more effort.

Stubborn, no retreat.

Standing next to the round trash can, Chu Nange extinguished the cigarette in his hand, paused with a cane and chuckled: "Let's go." ”

"What would you like to have tomorrow for breakfast?"

Ye Nan, who was half-supporting Chu Nange, couldn't help but roll his eyes when he heard this: "Xiao Hezi, you don't have any common sense? If you do a general anesthesia operation at noon, no matter how fast you are, you will have to eat some food at noon tomorrow, and what can you eat?"

"I'm kind of craving spicy crab, but it's a pity that you can get it, and the leaves won't let me eat it. ”

"Don't dream, wait until you've completed all the operations, Shizi, Xiaohua. ”

Shi Da saw Chu Nange walk in, helped Huang Lihua up and nodded: "Yes, although you have to absorb nutrients after the operation, the food that is too strong is not good, so be lighter." ”

In the soft words, no one said that Chu Nange was suddenly going to smoke a cigarette, and He Shuhuan and the four of them knew that he had a sense of proportion in his heart.

Again, the impact of a half-stick of smoke is almost negligible.

The room was still the same room, and with the assistance of He Shuhuan, Chu Nange did not change into a patient gown, but directly put on a pure white surgical gown that could cover the whole body.

Putting on the white robe with a strap on his back, Chu Nange just walked out of the changing room, and even though he was in the hospital where the temperature was just right, he couldn't help but shudder.

Chu Nange dragged his right leg and quickly climbed onto the hospital bed, and couldn't help but say under Ye Nan's help under the quilt: "It's so cold..." ”

"Of course it's cold, it's only thirteen degrees today, can you wear such a dress without getting cold? ”

In the company of the four of them, Chu Nange shrank down again, and said with a wry smile: "Also, I knew that I chose to have surgery after winter, a gust of wind blew, my heart was cold, and what was even worse was that my stomach was empty." ”

In the winter wind in spring, summer, autumn and winter, Chu Nange's operation on this day had no impact on the world.

Everyone follows their own pace.

Because everyone is just the protagonist in their own world, and it can't be someone else's protagonist.

People who think they are the protagonists of others are fools.