It's the same brightly lit operating room, but this time it seems to be even colder, not the temperature of the indoor and outdoor areas, but the temperature of the heart.

"Mr. Chu, start injecting anesthetics now, you can relax yourself, and we will take care of other things. ”

"Hmm. ”

In the operating room full of instruments, Chu Nange looked at the light shining from above and hummed softly, but he smiled bitterly in his heart.

Relax? I lost consciousness for a while, what was there to relax, and this comforting word was really unskillful.

Maybe it's the second time I've been in and out of the operating room, and I've adapted to it in the previous minor operation, Chu Nange is not as blank as last time, but thinks about something that I don't have.

But his ramblings didn't last long.

From the moment he was pushed into the operating room, after the anesthesiologist and the attending doctor confirmed that the patient was correct, in less than ten minutes, Chu Nange, who was trying to open his eyes, fell into a deep sleep and slept with an oxygen mask.

The moment the anesthetic was injected, Chu Nange, who felt the fever all over his body, seemed to see his life flashing.

I remembered clearly, and the things I couldn't remember came to his tired eyes one by one.

It's like a dream for a long time, until he loses consciousness, I don't know how much time has passed, and the picture of half of his life has flashed.

His surname is Chu and his name is Nange.

The name was given by his grandfather, and it is said that Nan means that he is a southerner, and the song is to hope that he is happy, and it is as simple as that.

His family is not very rich, but there will be some of them, and there is no shortage of money.

Therefore, Chu Nange's grandfather does not fantasize about Jackie Chan, he only hopes that he will be safe and happy in his life.

People who grew up with their grandfather don't actually see their parents a few times a year, they are always out running business.

So much so that he always felt a little strange to them.

Without him, people who have only seen it two or three times a year can be familiar with it.

Later, after the divorce, there were even fewer of them, and even my sister and sister had less contact, so there was only a faint blood relationship.

If it weren't for Grandpa forcibly holding it down, I'm afraid it wouldn't even be once, his temperament is as stubborn as an old man, and he will never bow his head.

At an age when others didn't know anything, Chu Nange learned to cook, wash clothes and other things.

It's not that life is so hard, it's just that people who have lived with their grandfather since they were children will inevitably have to do many things by themselves.

The old man with the mentality of a boy is never cared for.

The old man's temperament is not much different from Chu Nange's, stubborn, cold, does not like to be lively, and is a very quiet person.

That year,

Chu Nange, sixteen years old.

Chu Shiwen, 74 years old.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are the process of life and an inevitable thing.

learned from the doctor that his fate was on the verge of death, and Chu Shiwen's only request was to go home, and no one dared to disobey his meaning.

Lying on the terrace where there were no wind chimes hung, the old man, who was so thin that he was so thin that he was only left with bones, was not unhappy, there was nothing sad.

Life is rare for seventy years, and his age has also arrived, and the only thing that he can't rest assured about is Chu Nange.

He's too stubborn,

Just like when he was younger.

Waving his hand to let the people around him retreat, the old man looked at Chu Nange angrily, he still had a lot to say to him, but first, he had no strength, and second, he didn't know how to say it.

"Nange, in the future... With Dad... bar. ”

On the terrace, the scorching sun was very dazzling, and the young man who was half-squatting on the ground was silent for a long time when he heard the old man's words, and finally shook his head stubbornly and said, "I want to stay here." ”

"Yes. ”

In the weak voice, there was a sigh, so the old man didn't ask his mother how to talk about this, thought about it and said: "My things have all been transferred to your name, the guardian is your grandfather He, after the age of eighteen, it will be controlled by yourself, alone... Can you live?"

"Yes. ”

Turning his head sideways, he glanced at his grandson, who had followed him since he was a child, and the old man beckoned to the people standing not far away, letting them come closer, and said weakly: "After I leave, you must not force Nan Ge to do something, Lao He... I'll leave it to you. ”

Another old man with closed eyes who had been sitting all the time heard this, opened his eyes and looked at Chu Nange, who was half-squatting on the ground, and asked, "How do you plan to support yourself alone?"

"I dropped out of school to go to work. ”

"Aren't you reading?"

"Hmm. ”

He Qifang looked at the young man with red and swollen eyes, listened to his firm words, and finally didn't say anything, in his opinion, reading is the best, but it's okay not to read, there will always be a way.

"Grandpa.... ”

"Well, depending on you... If you wish, help me back to my room, I want to sleep for a while. ”

On the day of this exchange, Chu Nange sat in his room and cried silently, and the old man never woke up after he fell asleep.

There was no sadness at the funeral that followed, only endless silence, what should have been cried, what should have been said, the old man who died in his seventies was already considered a rare age in that era.

The only pity is that the sixteen-year-old boy still didn't listen to anyone's persuasion afterwards, and he didn't even say a word except for necessary words, even in the face of He Shuhuan and He Qifang.

In desperation, his parents, who had less than ten words to him, could only leave with worry.

Because the two of them didn't dare to force him, after the funeral, the young man only said one sentence softly, a word that chilled everyone's hearts.

I'm so scared that I've been crying with my mother's sister since I was a child.,Follow my father's sister.。

"I don't lack the courage to live or die. ”

They knew that his temperament was very violent, but they never expected him to be so violent, like his grandfather, and even better than his grandfather.

No one could convince him.

He has always been independent and strong.

In the passage of time, the fragments of memories before the operation flashed one by one, and until this moment, the original teenager still had no regrets.

It was useless to regret it, he never regretted anything.

That year, Chu Nange dropped out of school and officially entered society, as he himself said, he had reached an age where he didn't need anyone to live.

In the rush of time, his temperament made him suffer a lot of losses, fight a lot, and go to a lot of places.

Later, he met another middle-aged man who taught him cooking, his attitude towards life, and the person who taught him to learn well.

But in the blink of an eye, he spent fifteen years in the kitchen.

From the beginning of the flying to the quiet and introverted.

From being brave and ruthless to being light and light.

In his life, which is not a success, he has learned a lot, but he still has not forgiven his parents.

He understood why his parents wanted to divorce.

But why did the three siblings only take away their sister and sister at the beginning.

Why... Why... Why....

Many, many whys.

He didn't ask.

But with age I understood,

But there are still no regrets, no looking back.

He said to himself that Chu Nange never looked back.

Until that year.

He met her, and the ripples in his peaceful life were raised, and there was the first time in his life that he looked back, or the first doubt.