Man is a very strange animal, when he gets into the tip of the horns, he has to die or live, and no one can pull it back, but once he comes out, he does not need anyone's persuasion, he will find the steps himself, and give up all his previous efforts.

That's how I am.

It seems that I have never felt so relaxed, I don't have to take on extra pressure, I don't need to think about others everywhere, living my life alone, eating well, drinking well, and playing well is the greatest affirmation of myself.

It doesn't matter if you don't have money now, it doesn't matter if you earn a little less, because I'm alone now.

The 50,000 yuan that Sun Feiyan "lent" Luo Jinxuan a few days ago doesn't matter, it should be regarded as the only and last thing I did for Luo Jinxuan, which can be regarded as an explanation of the feelings between us.

A musical bell sounded, and a text message came: Your salary of a certain bank card with a tail number of xxx has received 3500.00 yuan, and the current balance is 3516.21 yuan.

Wages are paid.

first used WeChat to transfer 3,000 to Chen Lei, and left a message: There are still 800 left, and I will pay you back next month.

Chen Lei quickly replied: Don't worry, are you still coming to work? If you don't come, the supermarket will fire you directly.

Me: Not going.

Luo Jinxuan's matter has passed, it's not that I didn't want to explain things clearly to the supermarket, but after thinking about it again, the supermarket will definitely call the police after this kind of thing is explained clearly, and the debt collector is likely to be unfavorable to Luo Jinxuan because of this matter, so don't say it.

And this kind of supermarket that indiscriminately fires employees, what's the point of keeping it?

Chen Lei replied again: If you don't want to come, forget it, are you free at night?

Me: Thanks, no need. That's fine.

The colleagues in the supermarket have no particularly good relationship, even if they agree to eat together, they are looking at Chen Lei's face, not mine, why not just be a little more chic and chic?

Chen Lei: Okay, have you thought about what to do in the future? What kind of job do you want to find?

Me: I'll talk about that later.

Chen Lei probably saw the impatience in my heart, and replied: Okay, if you need help, just speak, and we are still friends after resigning.

I didn't reply, but my attitude towards Chen Lei has slowly changed in my heart.

Nothing happened to me and her, and it was very embarrassing for a while, but she didn't care at all, and she was always very enthusiastic to help me, if it wasn't for Luo Jinxuan, the two of us would ......

Wait a minute!

She's married!

Shake your head and drive these inexplicable thoughts out, let's think about what job to find first, or what to eat next month?

Yesterday, I sent several resumes on the Internet and didn't receive a reply, and nine times out of ten I was out of play, so I had to open the webpage and continue to look for a job that suits me.

Because I have been working in a supermarket, the suitable job is a salesperson or something, or a salesman. Sift through a few resumes that look good and just wander the streets.

Looking for a job can not only be online resume, but also outside more around, many stores will post a recruitment notice at the door, feel suitable to go in and ask, than to submit a resume is much faster, more importantly, you can intuitively see your working environment and work content, the reference is very high.

Anyway, it's okay now, so let's take a walk.

Soon I found a store that was recruiting, selling jewelry, went in to consult, and found that the salary was very good, much higher than in the supermarket, and not as tired as the supermarket, the only thing needed was to be sharp-tongued, to be able to fool the customer, so that the customer obediently paid for it.

You must know that jewelry is very expensive, tens of thousands at every turn, and it is not a simple matter to want to make a deal. However, there are not only jewelry in the store, but also gold and silver jewelry, which are relatively easy to sell.

Overall, the work was good, and it was still two shifts, so I had a lot of free time after work, so I decided to give it a try.

The store manager in charge of recruitment is also a woman, surnamed Shi, about early thirties, spoke very politely, after a brief chat, she asked me to leave my contact information and go back to wait for the notice, I knew in my heart that it was probably no play.

When I left my contact information to leave, I suddenly found a situation and said, "Store Manager Shi, I found that we don't seem to have any male employees here, what if there is an emergency? ”

Store Manager Shi's eyes lit up, "Then what do you mean?"

I smiled, "I feel like I can fill the gap." ”

To be honest, my external conditions are still good, one meter seven or eight tall, one hundred and sixty pounds, because I often do manual work in the supermarket, there is no fat on my body, I belong to the strong guy type, and a stop at the door of the jewelry store can really bring some sense of security.

Store Manager Shi muttered, "Okay, you come again in the afternoon, and we'll talk about it in detail." ”

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Shi. ”

Having said that, there is basically a lot of hope to stay, so after leaving the jewelry store, I went back, I didn't sleep last night, and I took advantage of noon to make up for a good night's sleep, and I could have a good performance in the afternoon.

At noon, Sun Feiyan also called, and her concern was undisguised in her tone, but when it fell on my ears, it became that she came to me on the commission of Luo Jinxuan, just like she found me near the Hunan restaurant last night.

But now that Luo Jinxuan has left me, she doesn't mean anything to me anymore, so I act relatively calm.

After saying a few words, she seemed to feel my coldness, so she ended the topic and said: "Your salary card is still with me, and when I get off work and send it to you, Jinxuan is gone, and it is not appropriate for me to put the card here." ”

I mumbled, "Then it's night, by the way, the money I borrowed from you yesterday may not be paid back until next month." ”

"It's okay, you can use it first. ”

Hanging up the phone, I calculated how much money I still had in my hand.

Yesterday I borrowed 1,002 from Sun Feiyan, of which 200 were given to Qin Zhiyun, and there are 1,000 left, and I just paid my salary today, and I have 3,000 left, and there are 500 left, that is, there are still 1,500 yuan, and what about my foreign debts? I owe Chen Lei 800, I owe Sun Feiyan 1,020, a total of 2,000.

In this way, I have entered the negative class, and I owe five hundred.

Not much, but the point is that my salary next month will be very pitiful, estimated to be only a few hundred.

By the way, there is also rent, and I have to pay 15,000 rent next month.

It's not that I don't know, but when I do the math, I realize that I'm really about to lose my mix.

For Luo Jinxuan, I really paid a big price.

Forget it, it's all over, let's start again.