Chapter 18: Transformation

Time is the best medicine in the world, it can heal all wounds, both physical and spiritual.

In just one night, I have already accepted the reality that Luo Jinxuan left me.

Today is payroll day, but I don't have to go to the supermarket, which will naturally transfer the money to my card, so I suddenly find that I have nothing to do.

It's as if a person suddenly loses his goal, and the original sufficient motivation disappears in an instant.

Go out for a walk, and let your mind go.

Walking aimlessly down the street, looking at the hurried appearance of passers-by on the road, I suddenly felt funny.

What is the reason for being in such a hurry?

Are you working for a woman or a man like I do? But have you ever thought that everything you do is a joke?

Maybe it's not a joke, but it doesn't matter, the important thing is that most of you, like me, have been mediocre all your life, struggling all your life, and you have given everything and you don't get what you want in return.

Like me, you are ordinary people, and you are all little people who are struggling at the bottom. Our struggles are no better than a word from some!

Just like the gap between me and Li Zhenwen, it can't be bridged, and it can't be bridged.

Hehe!

There are many other people who are as poor as me, but they don't even notice it.

"Hey, wait a minute!"

Someone suddenly shouted at me from behind, I stopped where I was, and when I turned around, a girl walked towards me, looking a little familiar.

"You called me?"

The girl nodded, "Well, you didn't pay for your meal at the restaurant yesterday, or I put it on the mat, I thought the money would not come back, but I didn't expect to meet you here." Pay it back!"

I stared at her for a few seconds, and then I remembered that she was the front desk beauty of the Hunan restaurant. And I patronized Luo Jinxuan yesterday and forgot to check out.

"I'm sorry, I was in a bit of a hurry yesterday, so I'll give you money. ”

As I spoke, I put my hand in my pocket, but found that there were only a few dozen changes left in my pocket, which was not enough for the minimum consumption in the private room, so I said, "Why don't I use WeChat to give it to you." ”

"WeChat?"

The girl smiled and asked me, "You don't want to use this trick to ask for my WeChat, right?"

Me: "......"

Although you look okay, but you can't be so narcissistic, right?

"Well, just kidding. Scan WeChat. ”

The girl took out her mobile phone and asked me to scan the QR code, I transferred two hundred to her, and at the same time noticed that her WeChat nickname was Qin Zhiyun, probably her name.

After transferring the money, I found that before I knew it, I had walked near the Hunan restaurant, and Qin Zhiyun was probably going to work, and she happened to run into me.

As for why I came here, it may be that I can't let go of Luo Jinxuan in my heart, and I can't help but want to come here.

"Two hundred?"

Qin Zhiyun looked at me, "Yesterday you spent one hundred and eighteen, you gave twenty more, and I will transfer it back for you." ”

"No, just thank you for telling me yesterday which way those two people came from. I said.

"That ......" Qin Zhiyun's face was a little unnatural, "I'll tell you the truth, in fact, the direction I pointed you out yesterday was wrong." ”

"What? Wrong?"

I couldn't help but raise my voice, "You lied to me?"

You can't blame me for reacting too much, but the direction she pointed in was directly related to whether I could find Luo Jinxuan.

"Well, I'm sorry, but you can't blame me, that woman made me do this. ”

I stood on the spot, and Luo Jinxuan asked her to point me in the wrong direction?

Qin Zhiyun saw that my expression was wrong, and carefully explained: "That woman should be your girlfriend, right?" I don't know what's going on, but she said that she doesn't want to bother you, please I must point you in the wrong direction." I saw that she spoke very sincerely, and it didn't look like a lie, so I did as she said. I'm sorry. ”

I laughed meaninglessly, I didn't want to laugh, but I laughed again.

It turned out that it was the most unsuspecting person who set me a trap and made me completely lose her news.

Luo Jinxuan, don't you want me to find you so much?

But I'm really not afraid of being affected by you, I want to face all this with you, but why do you still do this?

Is it because you agreed to Li Zhenwen's conditions yesterday?

It doesn't matter, although I will have a pimple in my heart, I will not have any opinion of you because of this.

But why don't you believe me, why do you do this!!

Hehehe!

"Eh, are you alright? What are you laughing at?"

Qin Zhiyun shook her hand in front of me, interrupting my thoughts.

"Nothing, thank you for telling me this. ”

At this moment, I seem to have put down everything, what if I do more? Luo Jinxuan doesn't agree, what's the use?

Since you're determined to leave, I really can't stop you.

Give up, even the people you care about the most don't understand you, what else do you insist on?

Forget about it, it's all in the past, and start a new life.

Shouldn't you be a little happier? Finally, you don't have to bear the pressure that doesn't belong to you.

yes, I really should be happy, because from now on, I live for myself.

Looking at Qin Zhiyun, she was still a little worried, and I said, "Beauty, add a WeChat." ”

"Huh?"

Qin Zhiyun was surprised why I changed so quickly, I was still immersed in the sadness of my girlfriend's departure just now, and the next second I actually accosted other girls?

I repeated, "Let's add a WeChat." ”

Qin Zhiyun looked at me, "You're not looking for your girlfriend?"

"Don't look for it, she's leaving, I can't stop it. ”

"But ......"

"It's nothing, if you don't add me, I'll leave. "I'm leaving.

"Wait a minute!"

Qin Zhiyun hurriedly stopped me and took out her mobile phone, "You can sweep me." ”

I scanned the QR code again and applied to be added as a friend, and she passed.

"Your name is Fang Yue?"

I nodded, "Well, Qin Zhiyun is also your name, right?" ”

Qin Zhiyun's face was slightly red, "Thank you." ”

I smiled and waved at her, "Okay, that's it, thank you, I'm leaving." ”

In fact, I didn't add her friend to be interesting to her, I just wanted to use this method to dilute Luo Jinxuan's influence on me.

Maybe I'll flirt with her, maybe not, none of this matters, the important thing is the change of my mentality, I am no longer obsessed with Luo Jinxuan alone.