The air has begun to emit a faint scent of lavender, Jiang Nuan lay on the bamboo chair, feeling the warm wind, she held on to the side of the chair and slowly stood up, she had been away from the city for three months, to be precise, she and An An left together.

They live in a small town in the UK, called Xiyousuo Village, a tourist resort, An An's stubbornness wants to come here, Jiang Nuan asked her why, she didn't say, or she wouldn't have said it, but she yearned to bring Jiang Nuan here, although Jiang Nuan couldn't see it, but she could feel that An An was happy here.

Jiang Nuan fumbled the shawl on the bamboo chair and took it off, she sensed the length in her hand for a while, and then put one end on the back of her neck, and the other hand to pull, she pulled the length on both sides the same length, the shawl heads on both sides just covered her somewhat abrupt little belly, Jiang Nuan's hand pressed gently on her lower abdomen, she tried to sense this little life.

She complained about this little life, she even wanted to knock it out, and in fact she did.

When she first came here, there was only An An who couldn't speak, and her life was too peaceful, which made her think about the past, at that time, she thought, is it worth having a child for a man who doesn't love her? She thought about it for a long time, but it turned out that it was not worth it, and she asked An An to lead the way to the hospital.

An An began to squirm reluctantly, and under her request, An An still took her to the hospital, but the test results came out.

The doctor only said one sentence, which translates into Chinese to roughly say, "If you insist on having an abortion, then your chances of conceiving in the future will be very small." ”

The doctor told her to think about it before making a decision.

Jiang Nuan roared that day to have a miscarriage, the atmosphere in her heart was to the extreme, Xiao He and her feelings were gone, why did she use a child to bind her!

An An had been holding her that day, and she even felt that when An An hugged her from behind, her entire back was wet, she stopped making noise, and after a while, a voice similar to a robot came out: "If you want to beat him, it will hurt your body, but you insist on doing this, it can only show that you still can't forget Xiao He!"

That sentence was read out through the intelligence of the mobile phone, which was placed by An An, which was An An's real conversation with her in the voice, but An An said a fatal fact, she was so obsessed with this child, it could only mean that she couldn't let go of Xiao He, that day she gave up the fetus, and said to herself repeatedly: What she cares about is not Xiao He, this child has nothing to do with Xiao He.

Jiang Nuan's footsteps tentatively stretched out her feet to reach forward, based on her experience in the past three months, she knew that there was a small staircase here, and in terms of the touch of her feet, it was still wooden.

When she was about to take the next step, she heard the sound of running on the plank, which was An An's footsteps, very impatient footsteps.

Jiang Nuan's head turned to the direction of the voice and said, "It's okay, I know it in my heart." ”

After Jiang Nuan's words were finished, her hand was grabbed by An An, An An went down a step first, and then patted the back of her hand with her hand, and Jiang Nuan's feet also went down.

An An repeated the action a few times, Jiang Nuan stepped on the pliable grass this time, she knew that the stairs were finished, and her and An An's actions were a bit similar to guide dogs, because guide dogs can't speak, they can only express by physical sense.

An An was originally a disabled person, and now she still takes care of her, she is a little grateful: "An An, thank you." ”

Jiang Nuan felt that when she just finished saying this, An An's hand squeezed her hard, and Jiang Nuan was a little understanding. Haha, but I'm out of sight, why are we a family. ”

After Jiang Nuan finished speaking, she was about to walk forward, but her hand became stiff, Jiang Nuan was a little strange, An An's hand was cold and scary, she also held An An's hand with her other hand, and asked, "An An, are you sick?"

An An patted the back of her hand twice almost instantly, Jiang Nuan understood, and An An expressed that she didn't.

An An continued to pull her in front, Jiang Nuan thought that it was probably what she said just now that scared An An, so An An reacted so coldly, she and An An have known each other for a long time, but it is limited to text message communication, and her enthusiasm is a little too much.

Today I went to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, and when I arrived at the hospital, An An was a crutch, and it was Jiang Nuan who communicated with the doctor throughout the whole process, according to what the doctor said, the little life is very healthy, so don't worry too much.

When he came out of the doctor's office, Jiang Nuan keenly heard "Boom.... Rumble...", An An stopped moving forward.

Jiang Nuan's head tilted towards An An and asked, "Thunder?" An An clapped her hand.

Jiang Nuan felt a little unlucky, and encountered a thunderstorm when she went out, Jiang Nuan sat on the chair and waited for a while, and An An went and returned.

When Jiang Nuan was lying on the soft big bed, she wondered how An An communicated with the doctor to go to such a lounge, did An An use it? So An An could write French? She was a little puzzled, but she didn't plan to ask, because the communication was too difficult.

Jiang Nuan fell asleep on the bed in a daze, she dreamed of the moon season full of yards, Xiao He held her hand, walked among the moon flowers, walked and became a red carpet all over the ground, the red carpet of Milan Fashion Week, she smiled, Xiao He petted, the picture gradually changed to the season when the ginkgo leaves were flying, Xiao He gently touched her head and said: "Nuan Nuan, wait for me, come back immediately." ”

Jiang Nuan's dream woke up, she woke up with a smile, she was so happy in the dream, even when she woke up, she seemed to smell the cold fragrance on Xiao He's body, her hands reached forward with some expectations, but there was nothing, she tried hard to breathe in the air, the air was full of dripping smell, and it seemed to be mixed with the cold fragrance of her attachment.

She yelled, "Who?

Her scream made An An hurriedly push open the door, paused for a few seconds, and then walked to her bed.

When Jiang Nuan went to smell the air again, there was nothing left, she thought that her nerves must be too nervous, so she would associate everything with Xiao He, she touched her lower abdomen a little self-deprecatingly, and deceived herself into thinking that the child in her belly missed her father, and dreaming was not her consciousness.

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When Zhou Ziyang started, he would ask Jian Yue, where did Jiang Nuan go, and what was Jiang Nuan's new phone number?

But Jian Yue didn't know, at first, Zhou Ziyang thought that Jian Yue was unwilling to tell him, until one day he overheard Jian Jian calling and said: "No matter what, please find Jiang Nuan, her identity has been exposed, I don't know if it's safe outside." ”

Zhou Ziyang is not obsessed with finding Jiang Nuan, he has to study hard, maybe Jiang Nuan will come back one day, it just so happens that he is admitted to a good university, or finds a decent job, but he can show off with Jiang Nuan: Sister Jiang, look, I have lived up to your expectations.