Jiang Nuan didn't know how she came back, she could be sad because of Xiao He's small action, and she would also feel that the whole world was her Jiang Nuan's because of one of his fingers. But when she heard Chen Yi so frankly say the reason why Xiao He was looking for her again, her whole heart seemed to be numb.

When she returned to the ward, she sat on the bed in the dark, her hair floating on her face, she knew that the window was open, she didn't think about why the wind was no longer strong, she tried to sense everything around her, listen to the sound of the drop, sense the direction of the wind.

Jiang Nuan heard the sound of footsteps, slow footsteps, she looked in the direction of the sound, "An An?" The footsteps approached again, walked to the edge of her bed and stopped, and lowered her face from the bed, she knew that it was An An who sat down.

Jiang Nuan stretched out her hand, and An An gently attached it to her hand and patted it three times. Jiang Nuan asked according to his own conjecture, "You mean sleeping?"

An An's hand was afraid to hit her hand again, proving that her conjecture was right.

Jiang Nuan and An An's communication only stayed on the trivial matters of life, An An knew her life, her age, and her work, but she didn't know anything about An An except that she knew that she was a woman.

Now that she has met An An, she has a lot of things she wants to ask An An, such as how An An found her, how old An An is, does she have any children, etc.?

When Jiang Nuan tried to ask An An how she found her, An An didn't respond for a long time, and she realized that An An had never been able to speak.

"An An, you can sleep with me. Jiang Nuan said as he went to pull An'an's hand.

I don't know if it's Jiang Nuan's illusion, when she finished speaking, she felt An An's hand tremble, but after a while, An An held her hand back, and the wire bed "branches, branches, branches" sounded twice, Jiang Nuan knew that An An had already gone to bed.

She moved to the side a little, but An An's hand quickly crossed the side she wanted to move, Jiang Nuan thought An An was afraid that she would fall off the bed, she explained: "It's okay, I can feel the edge of the bed." ”

Jiang Nuan didn't move, she just turned her head sideways in An An's direction, she had never been so close to Biren except for the time with Xiao He, but An An lying next to her made her extremely relieved.

"An An, I think we've known each other for a long time. Jiang Nuan turned his head closer to An An a few points. "No, we've known each other for a long time, how can you describe this feeling, as if you're always by my side, but I didn't notice it. ”

Jiang Nuan muttered to herself for a long time, An An has not moved, she wants to ask An An if she has slept, if she is asleep, she will wake people up, if she is not asleep, An An can't answer her anything, she still didn't ask after thinking about it for a long time.

Jiang Nuan habitually turned over, and now it suddenly quieted down, the quilt was very warm, and many pictures appeared in her mind, most of them were about Xiao He, Xiao He kissed her, there was a smell of blood, the smell of green onions, gentle, domineering, thinking about the style of painting had changed, Xiao He held the hand of the congratulatory message, and the dead baby taken out of the operating room.

Jiang Nuan's eyes widened violently, although there was no color in front of her, she was still staring, she breathed the saltwater-smelling air, and she couldn't calm down for a long time, Xiao He was no longer her Xiao He, Xiao He's purpose in coming to her was not pure.

She was still coveting the tenderness given by Xiao He, she sighed lightly, and slowly climbed her hand up to her lower abdomen, is there still a need for this child to exist?

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Jiang Nuan closed her eyes, thinking about the future, thinking about work, thinking about her children, she even wanted to call Mi Huaiyun and tell Mi Huaiyun the news that she was blind, if Mi Huaiyun knew, what kind of expression would it be, shocked? Or still indifferent.

She couldn't sleep all night, her eyes were open, she couldn't see tears, and her heart was full of remorse.

When An An moved her body to get out of bed, Jiang Nuan wondered if it was dawn? She couldn't even sense the strong sunlight, she got up with An An's movements, and the moment she got up, she felt the warmth on her face, she thought that the sunlight must have entered the ward.

Jiang Nuan heard the sound of leather shoes, she turned her face, who could it be?

"Uncle... Warm, are you awake?"

Hearing this voice, Jiang Nuan was relieved, it was simple. "Well, wake up, heh, I just don't know if it's dawn?"

"Warm, I'm not..."

"Haha, of course I know you're not trying to laugh at me for being a little blind," Jiang Nuan interrupted the simple explanation and patted the other side of the bed. "Come and sit. ”

Jian Jian sat down and recounted what happened that night? Jian Jian speculated the same as hers, they all agreed that that group of people came for the new research Chen Guo in her hands, and it should be Xiao He who called the police that night, Jian Jian was afraid that she would be sad and did not mention Xiao He's name, and the whole process was replaced by that person.

Jiang Nuan thought, did Xiao He happen to pass by? But is there really such a coincidence in the world?

She looked at the other side of the bed, that was where An An was sitting, it was An An who she called that day, which explained why she could see An An as soon as she woke up, Xiao He was An An who notified her to save her? But An An didn't know Xiao He's phone number at all?!

She had doubts in her heart, but she didn't ask An An, An An's inconvenient language was one thing, and she didn't want to mention Xiao He's related people and things now.

"Yi, is this An An?" Jiang Nuan pointed to the side of the bed and gave a brief introduction.

Jiang Nuan didn't hear Jian speak for a long time after asking, she couldn't see Jian Jian's expression, she thought that what she said was not clear enough, and said again: "Yi, she is An An, and she has been encouraging my An An with text messages." ”

"Hello, I'm Easy. ”

Jiang Nuan finished speaking, reached out to pull An An's hand and said, "An An, it's inconvenient for her to speak." ”

Everyone didn't say anything, as if the air was still again, An An couldn't speak, Jiang Nuan could understand, but Jian Jian's words today were too short, and they seemed a little distant, this estrangement was not for her, it seemed to be for An An, Jiang Nuan understood it as a stranger's politeness.

Jiang Nuan told him about Zhou Ziyang when he was leaving, and she asked Jian Jian to help take care of Zhou Ziyang, so that Zhou Ziyang could go to college safely, and if she had spare energy, she would also help visit Zhou Ziqing next time.

But she didn't tell Jian Jian that she was about to leave the city, she wanted to get away from everything related to Xiao He, and go to a place where Xiao He's name could not be heard.

Whether she is cowardly or cowardly, she just wants to spend the rest of her life quietly in the dark, and does not think about the rights and wrongs of love.