Chapter Eighty-Four: Cats and Dogs
Gu Ming Jijue laughed.
"Youkai aren't as fragile as you think, Natsume, even if they're half-demons. Look at Mr. Mori, isn't he alive and well?"
"It's not about half-demons, it's just that I, as a father, want to provide a beautiful home for my children. When I have seen the sun, moon and stars on the earth's surface, the sky and the night, when I have touched the birds and beasts, flowers and trees in the world, when I know that there should be mountains, rivers, canyons and seas in the world, I will not allow my child to imagine all this beauty only through the description in books, and I will not allow him to spend the rest of his life in a cage made of scorched earth. I will create a world for him, I will create a world for him, but most of all, for you. ”
Natsume turned his head to look at Gu Ming Jijue, his face was as expressionless as ever, but the gaze cast in those black eyes was as tender as water, sincere and clear.
"Taking away the ghost clan is taking away the responsibility of the Earth Spirit Temple, and without responsibility, there is no need to live on the scorched earth. You are still young, we are still young, our lives should not be wasted on this group of losers who have lost their courage, I want to see with you all kinds of magnificent scenery in the world, many brilliant and beautiful things, for this I need to create all kinds of beauty, at least not this barren scene. ”
"What you say is much stronger than a year ago, and it's progressing so fast. ”
Komei Jisatoru smiled and rested his head on Natsume's shoulder, taking the comb in his hand to comb the flame cat.
"I'm serious. ”
Natsume said flatly.
Indeed, Natsume never talks about love, he only explains the facts and the truth, this is the case when he proposed to Komei Jijue a year ago, and now a year later, he wants to change the whole old hell. He knows what he has to do, and he is determined to do it, not rhetoric.
He thought for a moment and added:
"Besides, Mori Jinlin's suke is by no means an ordinary half-demon, he should be...... Forget it, there is no point in these speculations. ”
"I know, I know you're serious. But Natsume, a lot of times you look at things too extremely, you only have to do and not do in your eyes, black and white, there is never a compromise option, you have to do it as soon as possible, you have to do it as soon as possible, you have to do it your best, but many things don't need to be so urgent. For example, if you want to renovate the old hell, you're doing it for us, right?"
Natsume nodded: "That's nature. ”
"But to me, it doesn't really matter. I'm used to the scenery of the old hell, and I value you more than the old hell, and I'm more worried about whether you will overdraw your mana and cause any damage that is difficult to recover by transforming the old hell. I don't care about the old hell, I only care about you, you are my happiness. ”
Gu Ming Jijue also reached out and scratched the chin of the flame cat, and the whole black cat was soft into a puddle, and it meowed comfortably.
"It's not impossible to renovate the old hell, but at least you have to wait until you're strong enough to be 100 percent sure. I can wait, everyone can wait, even if we do have a child, it doesn't matter, the child can wait, let him witness the scene of his father's transformation of the old hell maybe it will make him worship you even more, don't rush it, don't push yourself too much, Natsume, our life is already very complete, the icing on the cake is not in a hurry. ”
Natsume was silent for a moment and nodded.
"Actually, we have more things to worry about than the environment of the old hell...... How's the other one doing?"
Gu Ming Dijue was obviously also very worried about this matter, she frowned lightly, and the hand that was scratching the chin of the flame cat also stopped, but the black cat took the initiative to twist her chin and scratch it happily.
"He's been very stable lately, he hasn't moved much, and he doesn't seem to be threatening. ”
"Natsume, don't take it lightly. I also know a little bit about that man, he is quite cold and cunning, and I am afraid that he will deceive you, that he will not be good for you. ”
Komei Jijue grabbed Natsume's arm, in her opinion, although Natsume was honest and excellent, he really didn't have any intrigues, and there was no intrigue in his environment. But that person is different, the other Natsume climbed up from the bottom of Gensokyo, countless times more despicable than Natsume, Natsume can easily be deceived by him.
"I think he must have cheated on me, I just don't know. ”
Natsume is also self-aware, he is indeed not good at twisting and turning, but he is not the little white flower that Gu Ming Jijue imagined. He was sure that he must have been deceived many times by him in the process of dealing with his other self, but he could not keep the memory of his dreams every time, and he did not know how he did it. As for helping the other self get out of the seal, Natsume is really trying to do it, after all, discovering the problem means that there is a possibility of ending the problem, and it is much better than always avoiding the problem and deceiving himself. But the point is that he doesn't know where the seal is, so he is naturally helpless, and he can only hope that he has actually helped another self when he doesn't know, for example, in his dreams.
"Then you ......"
Gu Mingdijue's worry was palpable.
"It's okay, at least for the time being. I didn't feel a threat to me, probably because he knew he couldn't do anything right now. Don't worry too much, Straight. He must have promised me that he would not ruin my life, and although I don't think he would keep his word, I have my own backhand, and you have to remember that no matter how unlikely it may seem, I will never die, at least not completely. ”
"As long as there is no complete extinction, there is still the possibility of resurrection. Then I may have to trouble you to resurrect me. ”
"Don't be discouraged, you're not going to die that easily. ”
Gu Ming Dijue pulled out a smile with difficulty to cheer him on.
However, what happened was clear to Natsume himself. In fact, he also collected a lot of information about Wang Hao, knowing what kind of character his former other self was, he was not timid, but he was inferred by probability, and finally failed...... Probably it will be yourself.
But he didn't say these words, and he felt that he was already very worried about him, and he didn't want her to worry more. Over the past year, Natsume has also mastered the knack of the unconscious, and he can block out some of his thoughts and not be heard by the ancient senses.
"Natsume, do you like cats a lot? I can always see you teasing Arin. ”
"I guess I like cats a lot. ”
The young man was thoughtful, and recently his indifferent and ethereal temperament has become more and more obvious, making people worry about whether he will suddenly disappear.
"But I think I prefer dogs. ”