(Stop scolding, I'll write it back.) ）

Why have you been avoiding Lin Weiwei and Xiaoshuai all these days?

Even though he didn't want to admit it very much, the truth was in his heart, because since Lin Weiwei appeared, the sudden resurgence of his eighteen-year-old love for her made his heart painful.

Before coming to this world, eighteen-year-old Chen Yang and Lin Weiwei were in love, and the sudden loss and recovery made him a little confused, and even found that he was still crazy about Lin Weiwei.

Twenty-eight-year-old self, although he is afraid of Lin Weiwei and has hatred, it is undeniable that the person he loves most in his heart is still Lin Weiwei. Even if he fell in love with Gao Yue in the day and night, the love for Lin Weiwei in his heart did not decrease in the slightest.

With the memory of being twenty-eight years old, those deep love and his love for Lin Weiwei made him extremely frightened, afraid that he would not be able to control himself and do something sorry for Gao Yue.

I have been scolding myself for being a slut at the age of twenty-eight, and now I am not a complete slut.

I can't forget my love for Lin Weiwei, but now I love Gao Yue deeply, and it is not too much to say that such a self is cheap to the bone.

I don't even understand myself, why I am so amorous, why I can't firmly identify one, but I can't give an answer, and I don't have an answer.

Escape is the only way, but can you really escape yourself?

The existence of Xiao Shuai made him have no way to escape, but to endure the inner torment and face Lin Weiwei in great pain.

This eighteen-year-old woman he still likes.

This twenty-eight-year-old woman she still loves.

On the path of the park, Chen Yang pulled Xiao Shuai, who had just woken up from a nap, to hang out. Chen's mother said that let Chen Yang and her son get along more, so that the shadow in the child's heart will quickly dissipate.

The innocent and bright smile on Xiao Shuai's face made Chen Yang temporarily suppress the haze in his heart, he wanted to give the child the warmest smile, instead of letting him see his sad face.

"Dad, can I sleep with you tonight?" Xiao Shuai raised his head, with anticipation on his little face.

Chen Yang squatted down, gently hugged the child in his arms, and kissed the child's face dotingly: "Little handsome, children are not allowed to enter the place where Dad works, and when Dad has time, I will accompany you to the playground to play, okay?"

Xiao Shuai had a little disappointment on his face, and sighed like an adult: "Dad, when will you be able to come home?" Mom has been crying these days, and she hasn't eaten properly for many days. ”

Chen Yang sighed, stood up and pulled the child forward again. He had already called Lin Weiwei and would meet by the small lake in the park.

When there was still some distance from the small lake, Chen Yang and Xiao Shuai had already seen Lin Weiwei standing by the small lake.

Xiao Shuai broke free of Chen Yang's hand, and ran over quickly shouting at his mother.

Lin turned his head slightly and greeted his son with a smile on his face.

The scenery is picturesque, but the people are even more beautiful.

Lin Weiwei was wearing a black sweater, tight white jeans, and low-heeled black leather shoes, very casual dress, but she looked extremely good on her body. The perfect body is revealed, so that any man can't help but look sideways when he sees it.

When he got closer, Chen Yang saw that there were tears on Lin's slightly beautiful face, and he couldn't help but feel a little heartache in his heart.

Lin Weiwei's face was very bad, with a sickly paleness.

Chen Yang frowned and asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Lin smiled faintly: "No, I just didn't sleep well, and my head was a little cloudy." ”

Chen Yang said "um" and said, "It's a little cold, so I'll send you two back." ”

"Good. ”

Lin lowered his head slightly, agreed, and pulled the child forward.

When he arrived downstairs in the community where Lin Weiwei lived, Chen Yang wanted to leave directly, but was stopped by Lin Weiwei.

"Yoko, can you give me some time for me to tell you everything? I'm really miserable, guilty, and regretful, I'm tormented by the old things in my heart every day, and I'm really about to collapse. I want you to know everything that happened before, okay?" Lin pleaded in a low voice as he clutched the window with both hands.

Chen Yang looked at her movements and painful expression, closed his eyes and sighed helplessly, he nodded and turned off the car, got out of the car and followed Lin Weiwei upstairs.

Xiao Shuai was playing with the toys his father bought with joy, he was a little cautious, after all, this was the first toy his father bought for him.

Chen Yang looked at his son's careful movements, feeling a little sad in his heart, he picked up the teacup and drank the tea in the cup in one gulp, and asked Lin Weiwei, who was sitting on the sofa next to him: "Weiwei, you say, I will listen to you here today to finish everything." ”

Lin Weiwei knew that the current self could only let Chen Yang understand everything thoroughly. Because she understands that concealment is not helpful to her now, but will become a burden to her. For the sake of her son, she is willing to bear all the consequences after all the truth is revealed.

Lin Weiwei's face softened, she nodded, and began to organize her thoughts, and after a long time, she began to narrate.

"Everything starts with the psychology of the perfect life. ”

"When I was a freshman, I came across this topic by accident and started researching it. I didn't think I'd be stuck in it, and I couldn't turn back, I just got deeper and deeper. ”

"By the time I started to have terrible thoughts about myself, I realized that I had done irreparable damage to you. The last time I said that I controlled you, it was more accurate than control, but subtle influence. ”

"The perfect life is a concept, an idea, if you want others to accept it, you can only use everything in life to slowly influence, which contains dialogue, actions, thoughts, too much. Only in this way can we truly let the perfect life enter the hearts of each other, take root, and it is difficult to give up this concept. ”

"I influenced you unconsciously, not only did you not know it, but even I didn't feel it at the time, and it slowly brought you into the idea of a perfect life. ”

"By the time I realize it one day, it's too late, and you've been controlled by me with the idea of a perfect life. ”

"In the summer of my sophomore year and junior year, you seemed to notice something, and frantically asked me what I had done to you? At that time, I was really scared, afraid that you would leave me, afraid of losing you, and Mu Cheng kept pestering you to make me very afraid. I was completely panicked and did what I didn't want to do, which was to hypnotize you with the idea of a perfect life. ”

"Don't believe the so-called hypnosis on TV, in fact, most of them are fake, and real hypnosis is very difficult to do. ”

"You have been controlled by the concept of perfect life, but for me, the controller, it is unusually easy to hypnotize you. ”

Lin Weiwei said this, untied the red rope on his wrist, picked up the silver cross hanging on it, put it on the table in front of Chen Yang's eyes, and said, "This is what I used to hypnotize you in the first place." I'm telling you, telling it will make you have a perfect life, because you believe in me, and I will succeed because of it. ”

"Different from general hypnosis, this hypnosis is a two-way mental hypnosis, not only I am hypnotizing you, but the perfect life concept in your own heart is also following my hypnosis to hypnotize you, it will not make you feel any discomfort, but it can exist in the depths of your heart for a long time. ”

"And I, I only need to set a code word for this hypnosis, and I can use it to control you when you violate the concept of perfect life, so that you can't escape from the concept of perfect life. ”

"But the damage of this hypnosis is also huge, extremely terrible, it is a damage to the soul, so terrible that there is no way to cure it. ”