Chen Yang listened to Lin Weiwei's narration quietly, although his heart was shocked at the moment, and he also had a strong question, but he didn't want to interrupt Lin Weiwei's narration, because he was eager to know everything that had happened before. Perhaps, after knowing all this, you will be able to find some reasons for what is happening to you.

Lin Weiwei's expression was very calm, and her mood did not change in any way because of her own narration. Her state of mind is calm at this moment, facing the man she loves deeply, she wants to say all the torture and pain she has experienced, because only the man in front of her is the person who understands her the most in the world.

"Yoko, you know, my father is an expert in psychology, and my mother is my father's assistant, so naturally I still know a little bit about psychology. She noticed my anomaly and got information from my room about the perfect life, which she quietly copied and gave to my father's former colleague. ”

"When she found out that I was doing such dangerous research, she immediately sent me to the psychotherapy center where my father's colleague worked. ”

"At that time, I was completely controlled by the concept of perfectionism, and I couldn't accept everything they said, they said that perfectionism was a terrible idea, or a kind of spiritual opium, a poison for the soul, a very terrible existence. ”

But at the time, I thought they were blaspheming the holiest perfectionism in my heart. I frantically fought with them, I tried to escape, but they found out what I was trying to do. At my mother's behest, they locked me up as a mental patient. ”

Or rather, I was already mentally ill from the moment I started getting into the idea of perfectionism. ”

"But all my father's colleagues couldn't do anything about me, and their psychotherapy didn't do anything for me. ”

"My mother didn't dare to tell you everything, after all, we had graduated at that time, and what awaited us was a happy marriage, and she was afraid that you would not be able to bear it, so she hid it. ”

"But this kind of thing cannot be hidden for a long time, and my mother had to take me to my father's colleagues abroad for the sake of me and for you. There are better psychologists out there, and there is also the most comprehensive history of psychological treatment. ”

"When I got there, I realized that perfectionism had just begun to torture me. ”

Lin Weiwei said this, and closed her eyes with a painful expression, her brows furrowed tightly, as if she was recalling the memories that made her unbearable.

Chen Yang's heart has been beating violently, or he was shocked by everything that Lin Weiwei said in his mouth, which really made him a little difficult to accept, and even now, he has not fully understood everything that Lin Weiwei has said so far.

But Chen Yang can feel how terrible Lin Weiwei's perfectionist concept is, it is completely like a devil, which makes people feel a little creepy when they hear it.

Based on all his understanding, Mu Cheng's guess, as well as Yuan Qiong's information, and finally his own analysis. Combined with all this, I have guessed that perfectionism should be a mental illness, but I didn't expect it to be such a terrible thing, or that it can control people's souls in an illusory way, how terrifying is this?

It is like a demon, controlling the human soul, making people deeply trapped in it, painful, and even used by it to become a pathogen that spreads it.

It's just horrible.

Chen Yang smiled bitterly twice, raised his hand and put it on Lin Weiwei's shoulder and said, "Weiwei, if you don't want to continue, let's stop here today, and then we will continue to talk about it later." ”

Lin shook his head slightly, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Yoko, thank you, I'm fine." I don't want to delay it any longer, I want to give you an explanation, and I'll tell you everything today. ”

Chen Yang nodded helplessly, and looked at Lin Weiwei, whose face was even paler, with some concern.

After easing his emotions for a long time, Lin Weiwei spoke again.

"I was taken to a psychiatric center in San Francisco by my mother, and although I resisted, I knew that if I refused, my mother would tell you everything. I'm afraid you know, and I'm even more afraid of losing you because of it. I can only choose to accept and obey all their arrangements. ”

"Just as I was about to start my treatment, I found out I was pregnant. I was a little ecstatic, and I wanted to use this to blackmail my mother into letting me go back to China, or to get in touch with you, but I was refused. My mother was told by the psychologist there that I was a very terrible being who would bewitch everyone who came near me. ”

"I was completely cut off from all contact with the outside world, and I could only conceive our child and live alone in a psychiatric center. ”

Lin Weiwei's tears were already all over her face, her body was trembling violently, and she couldn't cry: "Yoko, I was completely desperate at that time, I thought about death, if I die, I can have no pain, if I die, I can be completely liberated, and when I die, I can no longer be controlled by the damn perfectionist concept in my heart." ”

"But I thought of you, of the children, of the good life we had once fantasized about together. But I destroyed it with my own hands, and I ... ”

Lin Weiwei's mood fluctuated too much at this moment, with a desperate expression, Chen Yang couldn't help but hold Lin Weiwei's hands. Her hands were so cold that they were shaking violently.

Xiao Shuai heard his mother's cry, stood up and ran over, and when he saw his mother crying, Xiao Shuai's eyes were instantly filled with tears.

"Mom doesn't cry, mom doesn't cry. The child choked up and raised his little hand to wipe his mother's tears, but his face was already full of tears.

Chen Yang wiped away the tears in his eyes, he gently took the child into his arms, grabbed Lin Weiwei's hand tightly and comforted softly: "Okay, it's okay, Weiwei, it's all over." ”

At this moment, what can Chen Yang do with this place and this scene?

He could only show all the care of a man to comfort this woman who was in pain and heartbroken.

Seven years, seven full years, she stayed in a psychiatric center for seven years.

How much torture and pain she endured, Chen Yang could feel it without thinking about it.

Looking at the mother and son crying bitterly in front of him, Chen Yang's heart became even more hesitant.

Or until this moment, Chen Yang finally understood that if it weren't for the fact that he wanted to figure out what was going on with him now, in fact, he didn't want to know what happened to Lin Weiwei before.

Why should you know?

Isn't it enough for her to be able to come back safely with Xiaoshuai at this moment?

Isn't that the best outcome?

Now Chen Yang's heart is like a mess. I know that I love Gao Yue now, but I can't control my eighteen-year-old love, and I can't suppress my love at the age of twenty-eight.

Chen Yang really hated himself very much at this moment, why should he let these two women be sad for himself at the same time.

And at the age of twenty-eight, he left himself with this unsolvable problem, where should he go.

He and Gao Yue now have a happy family, but because of Lin Weiwei's appearance, the family has fallen into a crisis.

Chen Yang didn't dare to let his heart waver, because that was the only thing he could rely on now.