Chapter 155: Explanation
Chen Yang looked at Lin Weiwei with a calm face, and his heart was completely settled at this moment.
My experience is so magical, not long ago, the woman in front of me was still eighteen years old dancing and flying, with a bright smile, youthful years, fantasy and romance like a dream.
However, at this moment, ten years have passed, and the years have changed everything.
The complete memory of the age of twenty-eight made Chen Yang have mixed feelings, from high school to college, every day and every sweet moment with Lin Weiwei were so clear, recalling the past, Chen Yang couldn't help but fall into it.
That beautiful face has changed slightly, she has faded her youthful appearance, and has the unique temperament of a mature woman. She is still beautiful, so unreal, like a dream.
However, she is still Lin Weiwei, and this has not changed.
Lin Weiwei, who always loves to whisper love words in his ear.
Lin Weiwei, who is always shy and only dares to hold his arm when no one is around.
Lin Weiwei, who loves to cry and cries for a long time.
The one who made him feel extremely distressed and loved Lin Weiwei very much.
Chen Yang looked at Lin Weiwei, who didn't say a word and cried silently, the memories of the eighteen-year-old and the twenty-eight-year-old were completely blended together, how many past events came to his heart, Chen Yang could no longer control his emotions, his eyes began to heat up, and he finally shed tears.
When the tears met each other, the two were already crying.
At this moment, she has lost the strangeness after ten years of separation, her memories are intertwined, and there is love but it is difficult to speak.
At this moment, he has no strangeness after seven years of separation, and looking back, love is difficult to open in his heart.
Yes, whether it is an eighteen-year-old or a twenty-eight-year-old self, how can he really be strangers to this woman who was once the most important woman in his life, and how can he erase those memories that are deep in his heart?
Chen Yang wiped the tears from his face, sniffled, and there was a slight smile on his face, revealing a faint smile.
There are too many complex emotions in this smile, some sad, some painful, some emotional, some happy, some ...
Everything is just for her in front of her.
Come back, it's good.
Lin Weiwei has too much hatred in her heart, too much pain, too much grievance, too much helplessness, too much missing, too much sorrow, too much love...
Looking at himself and thinking about it, he who has not seen him for seven years but is like yesterday, the tears that fall, the smiles that are often seen in dreams, make his heart that has not been turbulent for a long time, ripple layer by layer.
Before this moment, my heart was still full of hatred, with too many vicious thoughts, and I wanted to use all means to take back everything that belonged to me. But his tears extinguished the fire of hatred that burned fiercely in his heart. In the face of him who he once loved deeply, it is difficult for him to have any hatred.
Everything is just for him in front of him.
Goodbye, it's good.
"Is his name Xiaoshuai?" Chen Yang calmed down and asked softly.
Lin wiped away the tears on her face slightly, and when she talked about her son, she already had a warm smile on her face: "Didn't you say that in the future, our children will be called Shuai Shuai and girls will be called Meng Meng?"
Chen Yang nodded a little embarrassedly, and then asked, "I only found out that I had Xiaoshuai after I went abroad, right?"
Lin nodded slightly, and said with emotion: "I found out in a few days." ”
Chen Yang sighed and said, "I know it's unfair to the child to say this, but why are you so stupid?"
Lin shook his head slightly, with a miserable expression: "The two of us can't be together, so I thought about letting him accompany me, just like you are by my side." ”
With the memory of being twenty-eight years old, Chen Yang was able to know that he and Lin Weiwei had been together in their junior year, and not long before Lin Weiwei disappeared, the two also rented a small house, which was full of love between the two for many years.
According to the inference of time, it was during that time that Lin Weiwei had a little handsome.
Chen Yang let out a long breath and said, "Is Auntie okay?"
Lin shook his head slightly: "Originally, I wanted my mother to come back with me this time, but her body couldn't withstand a long-distance flight." And there were so many things to face when I came home, I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear it, so I let her stay abroad. ”
Chen Yang tried to stabilize his emotions and asked slowly, "Weiwei, can you tell me why you left without a sound back then?"
Lin gently fiddled with her nails, her white hands trembled slightly, she knew that she still had to face this problem after all.
After a long time, Lin sighed slightly and said, "Yoko, I'm sorry, there is one thing I have been hiding from you, my family has a hereditary blood disease, and my father died because of this disease. Not every generation inherits the disease, at least not one in my grandfather's generation, but my father had it. Even though he had tens of thousands of family fortunes and went to the best hospital in the world, but everything was helpless, he still left. ”
"I thought that this disease would be inherited from one generation to the next, but I didn't expect, I didn't expect that I would develop this disease, and it was acute, and under the circumstances, there was no hope of a cure. ”
Lin Wei began to cry in a low voice, and his voice choked: "I was already desperate at that time, I didn't dare to see you." I was scared to face it, I was completely devastated. I just want to leave, I want to just disappear, I'm so scared of losing you, but I know that the first thing to leave this world is myself. ”
"I don't want you to be sad, I want to disappear so quietly, at least I can leave some memories in your heart. Yoko, I was so disillusioned that I didn't even know what I was thinking. I was afraid of death, I was afraid of losing everything, I didn't have the courage to face this hereditary blood disease, because it was the one that killed my father. I know that I have been sentenced to death, and I have no choice but to leave, and I don't want you to suffer the pain of loss. ”
Chen Yang's whole body was trembling, this biggest mystery that was haunting his heart was finally completely clear at this moment, but it was completely unacceptable to him.
There was already a little anger in Chen Yang's voice: "Weiwei, in your opinion, do you feel that you are very noble, for the sake of your lover, you silently endured all the pain, thinking of finding a quiet place, and left silently." ”
At this moment, Chen Yang completely released everything that he had at the age of twenty-eight, and perhaps he was the twenty-eight-year-old Chen Yang at this moment.
Lin pursed her lips slightly, looking at the anger on Chen Yang's face, she closed her eyes in pain and nodded lightly.
Chen Yang stood up from the sofa and said angrily: "Then have you ever thought about how I should face your disappearance, and I should bear all the pain that your disappearance has brought to me? Why are you so ruthless, why are you so selfish, why do you decide the fate of the two of us by yourself, you tell me, why is this?"
Lin Weiwei couldn't cry anymore, her voice trembled: "Yangzi, I love you, I don't want you... But I can't bear you, it's me who is too selfish, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I... ”
Chen Yang's face was full of pain, and he roared loudly: "You are indeed too selfish, since you already know that your family has such a hereditary blood disease, why did you give birth to Xiaoshuai, do you still want him to bear the pain you have endured?"
Lin stood up slightly, and said with a panicked face: "Yoko, you listen to my explanation, don't be angry, I... ”
"What else do you explain?"
Chen Yang grabbed the teacup and slammed it to the ground, with a "bang", the teacup was already shattered, and the fragments were scattered all over the ground.
The door was pushed open in an instant, Song Yuer pulled Xiaoshuai and walked in, looking at Chen Yang with an angry face and glass shards all over the ground, she said urgently: "Yangzi, what do you have to say, why are you losing your temper so much?"
Xiao Shuai's face changed slightly, he glanced at Chen Yang, and then walked up to Lin Weiwei and gently wiped the tears from Lin Weiwei's face.
When Xiao Shuai turned his head to look at Chen Yang again, the child's eyes were already full of tears, and his voice was choked: "Dad... Dad, don't scold... Scolding Mom, I... I know you don't like me, and I won't ask you to call me dad in the future. ”