Chapter 156: Lies
The child's immature words echoed in his ears, and Chen Yang thought that when he first came to this world, Mengmeng also didn't dare to call himself father.
Chen Yang looked at Xiao Shuai standing in front of him, the child was already in tears at the moment, wiping his cheeks with his sleeves from time to time, that sad look should not have appeared on his face at his age.
Chen Yang closed his eyes in pain, he squatted down and gently touched the child's head, and said softly: "Be good, don't cry, I... Father... Dad wasn't scolding Mom. ”
Chen Yang held the child in his arms, listening to the child's soft choking and muttering shouts.
"Dad, Dad, I think about you every day, I think about Dad, I want to have Dad by my side like other children, Dad... ”
Tears blurred his eyes, and the child's voice was like a sharp knife, cutting his heart with a knife, making him extremely painful, and the emotions in his heart that were forcibly suppressed by himself had rushed out of the atrium in an instant.
I thought that I would not accept this inexplicable child at all.
However, the close relatives of flesh and blood, the family affection connected by blood, made their psychological defense line collapse and collapse in an instant.
Yes, he is his own son, a son whom he has not seen for seven years.
Every time my father cried out, he cried out too much longing, and shouted too much pain that he shouldn't have endured at his age.
None of this should have been for him, he was just a child, a seven-year-old, a child of his own.
Chen Yang wiped the tears from the tears on the child's face, looking at the child's immature face, it was difficult for him to have any mood to ask Lin Weiwei the remaining questions.
Chen Yang only has children left in his mind, with the handsome in front of him and the cuteness at home. His head felt dizzy, and the scene in front of him kept shaking.
Chen Yang tried his best to restrain his emotions, and he whispered with tears in his eyes: "Xiaoshuai, you are here to accompany your mother and aunt, and your father is going to do something." ”
Xiao Shuai nodded hard, tears were rolling in his eyes, and he whispered, "Then will Dad still come to see me?"
Chen Yang's body that was about to stand up stopped, looking at the child's expectant expression, Chen Yang nodded and said, "Dad will still come, he will definitely come, you have to listen to Mom obediently." ”
There was his son's shouting behind him, and Lin Wei's heartbroken crying, Chen Yang didn't look back, he didn't dare to look back, his mind was already chaotic, at this moment, he just wanted to find a quiet place, so that his thoughts that were about to explode could be eased a little, so that he could figure everything out.
Chen Yang drove the car, driving aimlessly on the road, and from time to time there would be some people's faces in front of him, including Gao Yue's, Lin Weiwei's, and two poor children.
Chen Yang could feel that he was on the verge of collapse, his heart was full of all kinds of helplessness and entanglement, he parked the car on the side of the road casually, and then got out of the car and walked forward with a confused face. He couldn't even see everything in front of him clearly, everything seemed to be swallowed up by darkness, without direction and without feeling.
Chen Yang slowly took out his mobile phone, pressed one of the numbers, and then lay down on the bench on the side of the road, letting the voice from the mobile phone echo in his ears.
I don't know how to face everything in front of me, I don't know how to accept it, and I don't know how to solve it.
At this moment, Chen Yang was on the verge of collapse, pain occupied his entire body and mind, and his whole soul fell into a deep sleep.
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When Chen Yang woke up, he found himself in a luxuriously decorated room, and he thought about it for a long time, and he didn't know how he got here.
Feeling unusually tired, he struggled to get up and get out of bed, put on his shoes and walked out of the room.
Looking at the somewhat familiar spacious living room in front of him, he understood that this was Mu Cheng's home.
Taking out the mobile phone in his pocket, Chen Yang glanced at the number he dialed at the end, it was indeed Mu Cheng's.
Su Mucheng, who came out of the kitchen, saw Chen Yang standing there in a daze, and asked with a smile, "Brother, are you better?"
Chen Yang smiled back: "You brought me here?"
Su Mucheng said depressedly: "You are really dead asleep, you can't wake up." I was so scared that I quickly went to the doctor and said that you are a little unconscious, just sleep well, and they helped me send you here. ”
"Thank you, girl. ”
"And what are you thanking me for, are you hungry, can you eat something first?"
Chen Yang shook his head and sat on the sofa, wiped his face with his hand and said, "How did you find me?"
Su Mucheng pouted and said, "You called me and didn't speak, so I called my sister, and then my sister asked Gao Yue and said that you went to find the woman, so I followed the road to find it, and then I saw your car and you lying on the roadside bench." ”
Chen Yang smiled bitterly: "Brother is bothering you again." ”
"Who made you my brother?" Su Mucheng looked helpless, and teased with a smile: "Let's talk about it, what stimulated you from that woman, she actually made you unconscious." Brother, your mental endurance is really getting worse and worse. ”
Chen Yang took the water handed over by Su Mucheng, took a sip and said, "Our sister told you everything about Lin Weiwei, right?"
Su Mucheng nodded with a resentful expression, but her expression was a little mischievous: "Brother, your sister and I have no chance at all now." In the past, a high moon was enough for me, but now that your real girlfriend is on the stage, and she is also carrying your family's dragon species, your sister's heart has been shattered into powder. ”
Chen Yang said helplessly: "Girl, don't make fun of your brother, okay, my brother is almost annoyed." ”
Su Mucheng looked at Chen Yang's distressed appearance, his expression was a little solemn, but he thought in his heart: "Brother, in fact, my heart has already been broken, but for you, I can only make a little effort to put it together again." ”
At this moment, Su Mucheng felt a little calm in his heart. The complicated situation in front of her will not cause any harm to her who has been put down at the moment. She is glad that she let go in time, and now she can talk to her brother with peace of mind. Su Mucheng understands that true love does not have to be obtained, it only needs to be silently guarded in her heart.
Su Mucheng smiled: "Brother, I really didn't expect that this woman would come back suddenly, and she also brought a child of yours, it's really a good show, once the show starts, this woman will never be absent." ”
Chen Yang knew that Mu Cheng had too deep a grudge against Weiwei, so she never called Weiwei's name, and always replaced it with the word woman.
"Tell me, what actually stimulated you like this?"
Su Mucheng wanted to know that Chen Yang also had the heart to confide, and now only this sister could listen to the distress in his heart.
Chen Yang sighed and said slowly, and Su Mucheng listened carefully.
More than ten minutes later, Chen Yang finally finished speaking, and Su Mucheng was already puzzled at the moment.
She knew that Lin Weiwei's father died of a strange blood disease, but she had never heard of such a hereditary disease in their family before. And according to Lin Weiwei, when she found out about her illness, she had already reached the most serious moment, could this be true?
And at the most critical moment, Chen Yang was unable to talk to Lin Weiwei, why did he give birth to the child even though he knew that he was sick, isn't this prolonging his own pain? And for the child, this is also an extremely irresponsible decision.
Su Mucheng thought again of the email address that he found not long ago, why did Lin Weiwei use the email address of the psychiatric treatment center?
Could it be that Lin Weiwei was lying? Then why did she lie? In this situation, is there still a need to lie? What good will lies do to her now?
There seemed to be too many questions in all this, which made Su Mucheng fall into deep contemplation.