Every word he said at the age of twenty-eight in the video was replayed over and over again in Chen Yang's heart, and some doubts in his heart became clear, but at the same time, there were also a lot of questions.

Lin Weiwei was actually a perfectionist, which made Chen Yang very surprised. Up to now, the perfectionist in Chen Yang's memory of the twenty-eight-year-old is actually the so-called perfect marriage and love.

Everyone once had this idea of perfection in their hearts to a greater or lesser extent, but in the end it will be broken by reality, and this kind of marriage and love that only exists in fantasy will be shattered.

In the memory of the twenty-eight-year-old, he has an almost paranoid belief in perfectionists, and Chen Yangjue feels that this is a disease, or to be precise, it should be a mental illness.

Chen Yang carefully recalled Lin Weiwei in high school in his heart, but there was nothing to prove that Lin Weiwei was a so-called perfectionist at that time.

The twenty-eight-year-old self knew in his heart that the perfectionist had been controlling his mind, but he couldn't get rid of that control, so he was in pain, and finally came to the psychotherapy center and found Yuan Qiong.

According to himself in the video, he had fallen in love with Gao Yue for several years before coming to J City, but because of the thought control of perfectionists, he fell into infinite pain.

At the age of twenty-eight, he fell in love with Takatotsuki, but was rejected by the perfectionist he believed in, but he didn't know why he became a perfectionist.

It wasn't until the end of the video that the twenty-eight-year-old finally said the answer he had in mind. That is, the reason why he became a perfectionist should be directly related to Lin Weiwei.

So, what did Lin Weiwei do to him in college?

Chen Yang parked the car in the parking space of the community, he lay on the steering wheel and pondered, it seemed that suddenly a terrible feeling came from the bottom of his heart, but he couldn't figure out where this feeling came from.

At this moment, Chen Yang finally understood why there were so few memories of Lin Weiwei in his memory at the age of twenty-eight.

Because he had begun to doubt Lin Weiwei in his heart, and even began to be afraid of her, he actually already had the answer in his heart, that is, Lin Weiwei didn't know how to turn him into a perfectionist.

This is an answer that makes the current Chen Yang a little unacceptable, after all, in his memory, the twenty-eight-year-old self and Lin Weiwei have always loved each other deeply, why would Lin Weiwei do this? But according to the combination of memory and video, only this answer is the most correct.

At this moment, Chen Yang can finally fully understand her pain at the age of twenty-eight, but the person she loves deeply has put him in the most painful situation, and that complex psychological feeling cannot be expressed in words. Chen Yang also fully understands why the twenty-eight-year-old has such a strong sense of guilt for Gao Yue's mother and daughter, it is because he loves their mother and daughter in his heart, but he has been doing things to hurt them involuntarily, what a painful torture it is.

In the video, it was mentioned that he knew Lin Weiwei's contact information from An Ran, and said that he would contact her at night to solve all his doubts and problems.

In other words, the twenty-eight-year-old himself had contact with Lin Weiwei. And after that contact, his temperament changed greatly, and he even went with An Ran to force Gao Yue to divorce.

At this point, Chen Yang finally understood why the twenty-eight-year-old did not unilaterally file for divorce, but instead forced Gao Yue to divorce.

It's a sick mentality, and it's still the weird idea of perfectionists.

The word divorce cannot appear in the marriage of perfectionists, and only by letting the other party file for divorce can they accept it with peace of mind.

Chen Yang determined that the so-called perfectionist is a kind of disease, and it is also an extremely terrible psychological disease.

Chen Yang didn't know what method Lin Weiwei used to make his twenty-eight-year-old self change his temperament, if he wanted to know this answer, he could only ask Lin Weiwei himself, and if he wanted to find Lin Weiwei, he had to find An Ran first.

Chen Yang let out a long sigh, he didn't expect things to turn out like this. What he couldn't figure out was that, according to An Ran, didn't Lin Weiwei still love her twenty-eight-year-old self deeply, why would she let her twenty-eight-year-old self live in such a self-defeating and embarrassed way?

A word suddenly flashed in Chen Yang's mind, new life.

An Ran once said that Lin Weiwei said that when she came back, she would give her twenty-eight-year-old a new life, and she didn't understand the meaning of these words at the time, but now she understands a little.

Lin Weiwei's new life is likely to have something to do with this perfectionist, but Chen Yang can't figure out what she's going to do?

Chen Yang dispelled all the doubts in his heart, he knew in his heart that if he wanted to solve all the doubts, he must find the key to the problem, and Enron was the key to solving all the doubts.

Chen Yang pushed the car door and got out of the car, looked up at the living room window of his house upstairs, the bright light shone from inside, and he walked upstairs with a smile on his face.

Pushing open the door, Gao Yue sat on the sofa as usual and waited for her return, the gentle words and sweet hugs made the haze in Chen Yang's heart dissipate in an instant.

Chen Yang knew in his heart that the crossing he wanted was becoming more and more unstable, and its foundation was being disintegrated little by little, but Chen Yang never dared to believe that he was his twenty-eight-year-old self, and perhaps only by solving all the doubts in his heart could he know the final answer.

Chen Yang knows that everything in front of him is the life he is experiencing, and everything in the past is just the past, and he can trace the past at the age of twenty-eight, but he must not get lost in it.

Gao Yue walked out of the kitchen with food, put it in front of Chen Yang and said, "Don't look at your phone, let's eat quickly." ”

Chen Yang nodded with a smile, put down his phone and said, "I'm really hungry." ”

"The bar will be officially open the day after tomorrow, and you're not going to let everyone know?"

Chen Yang had food in his mouth, shook his head and said vaguely: "Xiaomei and the fat man are busy, so they can't come." Sister Yu didn't know where Xiaojie had gone, and she couldn't be contacted. As for Li Dong alone, he doesn't need to be notified, he will come when he should come. ”

After Chen Yang finished eating, Gao Yue cleaned up, the husband and wife came to the sofa, turned on the computer, and began to watch an agreed movie.

Chen Yang let Gao Yue lie in his arms, and he gently stroked the hair around Gao Yue's ears with his fingers.

Gao Yue raised her hand from time to time to stop Chen Yang, but Chen Yang was tired of it, Gao Yue couldn't help but laugh and said: "Husband, why are you like Meng Meng, my hair is so fun, can you let me watch a movie for a while." ”

Chen Yang kissed Gao Yue's lips and said, "Daughter-in-law, I just found out today that the game played by Meng Meng is really fun." ”

Gao Yue rolled her eyes and sighed, "Alas, how can our family have your pair of living treasures. ”

Chen Yang tightened his arms around Gao Yue and said, "What's the matter, you dislike me and my daughter?"

Gao Yue was already sleepy, shrunk into Chen Yang's arms, closed her eyes and muttered: "How dare I dislike it, you two, it's my heart, my liver, my life, how dare I dislike you." Husband, let me sleep for a while, it's really comfortable. ”

Chen Yang touched Gao Yue's cheek and said with a warm smile: "Good, go to sleep." ”

Looking at Gao Yue's sleeping face, Chen Yang's heart was full of emotion.

Gao Yue's efforts were not in vain, and the twenty-eight-year-old self did fall in love with her at that time.

What will happen in the future, Chen Yang doesn't know, but what he knows is that he doesn't have as many complex psychological thoughts as he had at the age of twenty-eight, and he now has only one goal in mind, that is, to let this family live happily, and he will work hard for it.