Chapter 165: Memories
Lu Junhai recalled the past deeply, back to the beginning, a few people went to the orchard at a small wedding, and finally returned to City A and still had a good impression of Xiaoxiao at the beginning.
Both of them quietly heard Roger talk about what happened back then. Roger is a good eloquent, he knows a lot, and he speaks in detail.
Lu Junhai listened to what Roger said, and finally added, "Boss, I really regret that I didn't promise her words at the beginning, otherwise she would be mine, you wouldn't have a chance, she wouldn't be so sad and desperate, do you know, my man got together with his best friend, what a sad thing." Lu Junhai punched the ground hard, and his eyes were a little moist.
When Zhang Yunjun heard this, the intermittent fragment surfaced in his mind, and Lu Junhai's sentence sounded in his ears, "I really regret that I didn't promise her at the beginning, and my man got together with the best girlfriend." That's all that goes to my head.
His voice trembled a little, "You mean I was married at the time?" His face turned a little pale, and the cup he was holding in his hand fell to the ground.
Roger nodded, they had secretly seen their marriage certificate at the time, and had made fun of him.
Zhang Yunjun got Roger's reply, the voice in his head, the figure became clearer and clearer, the voice became clearer and clearer, his head hurt more and more, he couldn't help but realize his head, and shrank on the sofa.
"Boss, are you alright?" Although Roger and Lu Junhai were a little drunk, they were very clear.
Both of them have a little regret, they have done too much, it has been five years, there is no need to mention it again, if something happens to the boss, they don't know what to do, then they will regret it for the rest of their lives.
Lu Junhai got up from the ground and kicked Roger, Roger didn't hide, he drank too much and talked too much today. Seeing the boss like this, he regretted it for a while.
"It's okay, old problem. Zhang Yunjun raised his hand to stop the two of them from moving.
"Boss want to take you to the hospital?" asked Roger cautiously.
"Shall I call Li Yuanyuan?" Lu Junhai was about to call.
"No need, I'm fine, this is the aftermath of the car accident, just wait a minute, don't talk about today's incident. Zhang Yunjun said lightly.
His mind is now full of pictures of Lin Xiaoxiao, intermittently, all of them are pictures of their affection, and such pictures have never appeared in Li Yuanyuan's body.
He couldn't figure out how he should have liked this woman very much, and how he could get together with her best friend. His head ached again.
He knows his own character, and he will never be able to do this kind of thing of stepping on two boats with one foot, and he also looks down on such a person the most.
So he didn't believe what the two said at all, he Zhang Yunjun was definitely not such a person. But what's going on in my mind? Plus my brother's attitude today. In fact, his heart has already believed in Jiucheng.
Then he explained that he had already met this woman named Lin Xiaoxiao twice, and every time he saw her, he had a familiar feeling.
But when she saw him, it was as if he were a stranger, and she didn't feel any emotion at all, why! Why she could be so calm, he just couldn't understand.
Li Yuanyuan is also Lin Xiaoxiao's best friend, how could he be with Li Yuanyuan at that time, if he likes someone, he will be good to her wholeheartedly, even if he has no feelings, he will restrain himself, and he will never do such a thing as cheating, he is a very emotional person.
It's like he is with Li Yuanyuan now, even if he doesn't have that hot feeling, he has never thought of cheating, both physically and mentally.
Although he couldn't give her that aspect of sex, his heart never thought of cheating. He is a man and a husband, and he has never shirked his due responsibilities.
He has always been very well positioned, he wants his life to live like this, so plain, everyone says that plain is happiness, and he thinks the same way. But when he met Lin Xiaoxiao that day, his memory slowly appeared with her, and he knew that he was not a cold person, nor a ruthless person, but he also had a hot heart, but the object was not her.
He was surprised not only by this, no matter what kind of teasing Li Yuanyuan had before, he not only found that he had no desire at all, but he was shocked to find that he did not react at all.
He went to a number of doctors for this, and the doctors came to the conclusion that he was asexual. The aftermath of the car accident, otherwise there would be no daughter Xiao Huanhuan, he has always thought so, but until she appeared that day.
He found that he was not a person who had no desires, and he was shocked to find that he was not without a reaction, and every time he saw the girl, his place was hot and hard. As soon as he saw her, his whole body became hot. There is a special feeling of being different.
It's not that there is no response, it's just that the object is not her. What a ridiculous thing that is.
He couldn't figure it out, he asked himself if he was a person who was single-minded about his feelings, he was with this Lin Xiaoxiao but he was with Li Yuanyuan behind her back, he definitely couldn't do such a thing, there must be something wrong there, and he still can't figure it out.
He couldn't remember. He slammed his fist on the tea machine. The glass horse cracked a trail. There was a hint of blood pouring out of his fist, but he didn't care.
Why can't he think of anything, he hates himself a little, why does everyone lie to him? Even his own brother is like this, he wants to know the reason, but he is afraid to know the reason, he doesn't want to hurt anyone.
In these four years, Li Yuanyuan has been with him unconditionally, he is not a cold-blooded and ruthless person, he can only satisfy her in terms of money.
This punch startled Lu Junhai and Roger, and both of them looked at him. Look at the boss whose mood changes constantly.
"Is Boss alright?" asked Roger.
"It's okay, I want to be quiet. ”
He couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart when he remembered the thin figure he had seen, what kind of pain she had endured. There are also a little emotional swings in the face of him. He must have broken her heart.
Thinking of this, his heart throbbed. He grasped his heart with one hand, and slowly leaned back on the sofa, his eyes a little moist. The eyes are full of the figure of the woman Shan Pu, and there are two little guys who jump into the skin.
I felt uncomfortable for a while, drank a glass of wine fiercely, picked up the key on the side, and walked out, and when I went out, I turned my head to look at the two of them.
"It's best not to talk about what happened today, and if anyone asks about anything, just say I'm here to drink with you. After saying that, he didn't care what the two of them thought, and walked outside.
Both of them looked at his lonely back, and both lost their minds and felt sad for a moment, watching that back disappear.
Roger looked at the ceiling, "Isn't it unkind for me to do this." ”
"That's what he deserves, come and let's continue to drink, and if we don't get drunk today, we won't return. The two picked up their cups and touched them.
His heart was also in turmoil, and he was in a bad mood.
When he went out of the door, a cold wind blew, and he was so cold that he shivered, why? Everyone wanted to lie to him? Why on earth?
He got into the car, and drove halfway to where he had been today. Because it was late at night, it was a little quiet in the community, Zhang Yunjun sat quietly in the car, quietly looking at the lights in the distance. Looking up at the floor above, he seemed to know that she was on that floor, staring at the lights on the eighth floor.
The smoke in the car was wafting, and the stars were shining between his fingers, and he didn't know how long it took, until the lights on the eighth floor dimmed, and he extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand.
During this time, his mobile phone rang several times, and he pressed them all, and he had his younger brother and Li Yuanyuan. There are also Roger's, he pressed them all, he just wants to be quiet now.
He looked up at the moon, he punched the steering wheel hard, why he just couldn't remember anything. He turned the car around and drove out quickly.
In fact, even if Lu Junhai and Roger didn't talk about it, he knew that it was his child, because he was very kind to them, and it was a feeling of flesh and blood. Even Xiao Huanhuan didn't have this kind of feeling that he brought him.
I don't know how long it took, Zhang Yunjun didn't go back, but went to Yujingwan.
He moved after being discharged from the hospital four years ago, and if Lu Junhai hadn't talked about it today, he wouldn't have remembered that he still had a house here.
He is now moving to a three-story apartment, which is also a well-known area of City A, where the house is equivalent to the price of gold. There are only a few dozen households in a community, but each household is a person with a head and a face. Either an official or an entrepreneur celebrity.
He parked the car outside the community, got out of the car, and walked into the community by himself, and the security guard did not stop him, as if he knew him, and opened the door when he saw him. She smiled at him, a little surprised.
"Zhang Sheng is back. He hadn't seen the two of them for a long time, and although it was a bit long, he still remembered him because he was very handsome and doted on his daughter-in-law.
Zhang Yunjun nodded, he walked towards the elevator by feeling, and came to the floor where he was, he stood at the door, and a familiar voice floated in his mind, "Junjun, if I don't hide the spare key under the plate at the door, I don't have to wait for you to come back every time." "The laughter was very pleasant.
He really put the key down, looked at the staccato picture, and remembered that there wasn't much to think about.
Jun Yunjun frowned, Jun Jun, these two words appeared in his mind, only his grandmother called him like this, since his grandmother died, he had never heard anyone call him like that.
And this woman called him that, but he thought it was very good, and he was a little in love with that feeling.
It's the sound that comes out of many midnight dreams. The sound that made him feel worried.
He stood there, not knowing how much had passed, until the image did not come to his mind, and he crouched down. Reaching out and touching it, he really found the key.