Chapter 166: Uneasy
Zhang Yunjun slowly bent down and touched the bottom of the tree next to him, and really found a key, he saw that the key in his hand was petrified, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.
This once again proves that the picture in his mind is real, not his fantasy, it is a real existence, but he can't think of anything.
He looked up at the ceiling, and he held the key tightly in his hand. My heart was in a mess, and I couldn't calm down for a long time, and the picture turned out to be real, it turned out to be true. What the hell was the reason for that, why they were separated, he couldn't even remember anything for four years.
He let out a long sigh, and the woman with a bright smile in his mind slowly disappeared from his mind.
He came back to his senses with a half-loud sound.
He slowly opened the door, and there was a smell of dust coming from inside. He couldn't help but take a step back.
The door, which had not been opened for four years, was covered with a thick layer of dust, and he coughed violently with his hand, and only after half a sound did he go in, and slowly walked in.
Looking at a somewhat familiar and somewhat unfamiliar place, he couldn't think of anything, but he felt familiar, familiar. It's as if this is the place where he has lived for a long time, and there is a very intimate feeling.
Very intimate, more familiar and intimate than the place where I have lived for four years. What the hell did he lose. How could this be, he asked in his heart. But I couldn't find the answer. Because he couldn't think of anything, his mind went blank.
He doesn't have to look for it, he knows where the light switch is, he doesn't have a light, he knows that there is something there, he knows how to get there.
Even though it was pitch black inside, he knew that the lights were there, and he turned on all the lights as if he were back in his own home.
Looking at the brightly lit living room, what a familiar place it was, he stood in the center, looking at the somewhat warm place, he felt unprecedented warmth, this is the warmth and warmth that he has never felt in four years.
Neither in your own home nor in your own hometown, I don't feel this way. There was only a sense of borrowing, and there was never a sense of belonging, and when he came here, the word home poured into his mind.
This is a home.
His hand gently caressed the tea machine, the sofa, the dining table, and went into the kitchen. He had touched every piece of furniture, and when his hand reached it, it was black and dusty.
The doors of each room were opened, and the lights and windows inside were opened. The study, the guest room, and finally the bedroom.
When he turned on the light in the master bedroom, it was a style he liked to decorate, it was familiar, and he knew that it was his own decoration.
But the decoration inside is not his style, but he doesn't feel it, there is a kind of warmth and warmth, and the corners of his lips are slightly upturned.
It was very feminine, and he knew at a glance that it was not Li Yuanyuan's masterpiece, and in the past four years, he had a little understanding of Li Yuanyuan.
Li Yuanyuan likes to pursue perfection and nobility, and each of her decorations is a famous brand, and the price is high.
All kinds of ornaments here can be seen everywhere on the street, all of which show the casual and lazy nature of the owner, and it is not specially decorated.
You don't have to look at it, this will not be his masterpiece, nor will it be Li Yuanyuan's masterpiece, then it can only be the woman named Lin Xiaoxiao.
He couldn't help but reach out and gently touch Nadoraemon, his heart full of satisfaction and joy.
He wasn't usually interested in these things, but today he thought they were particularly cute. The corners of his lips couldn't help but curl slightly, and the smile on his face showed his mood at the moment.
He touched it unpreparedly, the waves in his heart were surging, he glanced at the bottles on the dressing table, which took up a large area, which were all skin care products that a woman should have, and should be a woman's things.
He opened the closet beside him only halfway, and as he thought, it was full of clothes, a small part of which belonged to him, and half of which were women's clothes, and women's clothes were much more than his.
She knew that it was not Li Yuanyuan's style, because all of Li Yuanyuan's were famous brands, and half of them were stalls, and the prices would not be very high.
His little one gently stroked the dress, his eyes moistening a little. The hand touching the dress shook a little, and his heart was shaking. Although he couldn't think of anything, his heart was throbbing.
He is also a wardrobe of his own clothes now, and her clothes never appear in his closet, just because he has a habit of cleanliness, let alone underwear, and here he and hers are mixed together.
He tilted his head, tears welling up in his eyes. Although he couldn't think of anything, his heart didn't feel a little joy when he saw everything here.
Prove that what Roger said today is true, he is really in love with that woman, so why did that woman leave him, did he really cheat? He didn't believe it.
He didn't believe in such an answer, there must be something wrong there. What kind of person he is, he knows very well, he definitely can't do such a thing as cheating in marriage.
His man could not admit the feeling, but his heart did.
He walked over to the edge of the bed and sat down, his hand gently caressing the bed, which was the bed he had with hers.
He couldn't remember what it would be like for him to be with her, but he knew it wouldn't be like the marriage he was in now. It shows that happiness is better than nothing, but in fact, only you know.
Their marriage was respectful, and a certain part of his body had never been hard, and he thought that there was something wrong with him, so he himself had a desire to press her hard under him from a distance, even if he looked at him from afar. A certain part of his body hardened, he didn't reflect it, he just had to look at the person, just because the object was not her.
He gently pulled the picture cabinet next to the bed, there was a picture frame in it, and his eyes were wide and incredulous.
It was a wedding photo, and he was holding her tightly behind her back, and while her head was slightly raised, he kissed her gently on the cheek.
His face was full of smiles and satisfaction. It's not something that can be done with a computer, he can see at a glance that it's real.
He could see that he was really happy. A smile like this had never appeared in his memory.
His fist clenched tightly, and the smile on it flashed to his eyes, it was a smile he had never had, if he hadn't seen this photo, he wouldn't have known that he still had such a gentle time, and such a doting gaze. If it weren't for the fact that he was exactly the same as the photo above, he would have suspected that none of the people on it were him.
Because in his memory, he had never smiled like this, smiled so silly, was such happiness very his?
His hand caressed the photograph gently, caressing the face gently, but he couldn't remember anything in his mind.
He opened another drawer, only to see that it was full of women's things, and his face was a little red. Quickly closed it and opened the other one, with a document on it, and a pack of condoms, which had been unpacked.
He took out the document next to him with a red face, and put it for four years, the handwriting was already a little mushy, but he still saw it clearly, it was the divorce agreement, his eyes widened, and his fists were clenched tightly.
There is a party on it that has already been signed, with Lin Xiaoxiao written in three big characters, the words are not beautiful, not even neat, the handwriting is a little childish, but his heart is extremely heavy.
He saw that date, it was the same month he had a car accident, if he remembered correctly, his daughter Xiao Huanhuan was born six months later, which means that he really cheated during this time of marriage, and he really betrayed her and his marriage. Xiao Huanhuan is evidence of their cheating.
He grasped his heart with one hand, and there was a twitch there.
He remembered the words of Roger and Lu Junhai just now, his heart was like a knife, throbbing, he actually cheated on her with her best friend and betrayed her, and his own man betrayed her with his best friend. How sad and sad it is. She must have hated them to death.
Even if he couldn't think of anything, he thought that she should have broken his heart at that time, and his heart throbbed. What kind of pain did her thin body endure? There are also two children, what kind of suffering she endured.
He felt sad now, and his heart throbbed at the thought of her thin figure, no matter how much he showed his disbelief, but his people had betrayed her. He already had no face to look at her.
Because for the first time in four years, he felt heartache, and this pain was the first time in four years. There was a pain in my heart.
It was not brought to him by his wife Li Yuanyuan, nor was it brought to him by his family, but by a woman who was just a stranger to him. It's funny to say it, even if it means that there is nothing between him and her, he really won't believe it.
He grabbed the divorce agreement with one hand and the photo with the other, and the whole person was lying on the dusty bed, he didn't feel a little cleanliness, only felt full of throbbing pain and sadness.
He wanted to smell the smell of four years ago, but four years had passed, there was nothing, he couldn't catch anything, and his heart was full of disappointment.
At this time, his mobile phone rang, and he didn't care about the first ring, and when he didn't wait for it to ring, he took it out of his pocket, glanced at the phone number on it, and hung up the phone and turned it off.
With his hands open, he lay flat on the bed that no one had ever been lying on in four years, trying to think about something, but there was nothing, and his mind was blank.
Li Yuanyuan glanced at the mobile phone in her hand and turned it off, which was the first time in four years that such a situation had occurred. She had a bad premonition in her heart, and she was very uneasy.