Chapter 192: Twenty-eight-year-old Chen Yang
Have we ever seriously thought that our current self is really our truest self?
In real life, there are too many external factors affecting us, so that we have to wear layers of camouflage masks on the surface. Over time, when we want to get rid of these masks, we find that they have merged with us and can no longer be peeled off.
So, where did your most authentic self go?
The answer is that our truest self exists in our hearts, in the spiritual world.
Su Jing left, she was in a hurry, and there was even a slight panic on her expression, which Li Dong had never seen since he had known her for so long.
Li Dong drank the coffee in the cup with a depressed face, and a little worry appeared on his face inexplicably, he couldn't know what Su Jing's so-called trouble was, but it obviously wouldn't be a good thing.
Su Jing, who left the café, sat in the car for a long time and couldn't calm his flustered thoughts, he was a little at a loss, and now this situation was completely unexpected.
No one will know that for Chen Yang, Gao Yue and Mengmeng are not only his wife and daughter, but also the last barrier of his spiritual world, and the disappearance of this barrier means that Chen Yang has to face his truest self.
Su Jing exhaled deeply, dispelling the panic in her heart, she took out her mobile phone, dialed a number and put it to her ear.
After a long time, the phone was finally connected, and an old man's somewhat hoarse voice came from the receiver of the mobile phone.
"Xiao Jing, what's wrong?"
Su Jing said urgently: "Teacher, I'm sorry, there are some emergencies, I have to contact you." ”
The old man's voice came again: "Xiao Jing, as a psychologist, whether it is work or life, your emotions must not be disturbed too much by the outside world, and the change of emotions will make you lose most of your judgment, understand?"
Su Jing sighed lightly and said, "I'm sorry, teacher, I understand." She eased her mood, and then said softly: "Teacher, Chen Yang's wife and daughter have gone abroad, and it is estimated that they will not return until the end of the year." ”
Next, Su Jing told Chen Yang everything that happened recently in detail.
When Su Jing's words fell, the old man let out a "huh", and only after a long time did the voice come.
"This is something that will happen sooner or later, although it is indeed a little early now, but there is no need to panic, after all, Chen Yang has to face everything after all. ”
Su Jing was puzzled: "Teacher, but is he ready? ”
The old man pondered for a while and said, "Chen Yang is an extremely smart person, you should know this, otherwise there would not be such a new situation as now." While we try to delay the arrival of this moment, it will come sooner or later. The future is unpredictable, and you should understand that the only thing he can rely on now is himself. What will happen in the end is also known only to him. From this moment on, there was no one left to help him. ”
Su Jing's face was a little ugly, but she still nodded and said, "I understand, teacher." ”
The old man said again: "Didn't you say last time that you had already met Chen Yang? I think he will go looking for you next, and when the time comes, you can tell the truth what you know, and as for me to meet him, I have other arrangements." ”
"Okay, teacher. ”
Su Jing hung up the phone, but the thoughts in her heart couldn't be calmed down.
Looking at the crowd of traffic outside the window, Su Jing became a little confused, and she muttered to herself: "Rely on himself, can Chen Yang really do it? What will happen next? What will happen to Chen Yang in the end?"
On Chen Yang's way home, Chen's mother called and said that he was going to dinner, Chen Yang said that he was a little uncomfortable, and then went home directly.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, but he felt unusually tired, and his mental state seemed to have reached a critical point.
After returning home, Chen Yang didn't eat lunch, and went to bed to rest, and after a while, he had already fallen asleep.
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Dream.
Is it a dream?
Chen Yang can be sure that he is in a dream now, the scene in front of him is very familiar, and he once again returned to the small rental house where he used to live with Gao Yue and his daughter.
For here, Chen Yang has an inexplicable emotional existence, because everything he came to this world started from here.
Although he knew that he was dreaming, Chen Yang felt that it was unusually real, and he began to have some doubts.
Suddenly, Chen Yang, who had no reason, felt a little more nervous in his heart, and his gaze stayed on the door leading to the living room.
It seemed that a voice was calling him to open the door and go to the living room, the sound was intermittent and very indistinct.
This dream is indeed very strange, because although I am in a dream, I don't realize that I am dreaming.
Chen Yang stood up and walked towards the bedroom door, when he grabbed the doorknob with his hand, his heart was inexplicably a little more afraid, although his hand trembled slightly, he still tried his best to open the door.
After the sound of "click", Chen Yang opened the bedroom door and walked out.
The next scene that appeared in front of him made Chen Yang stand in place stunned.
It was a huge iron cage that took up almost all of the small living room. What shocked Chen Yang was that there was actually a person in this iron cage, and this person was himself.
Chen Yang was a little dazed, but he tried his best to control and keep himself awake, and he carefully looked at himself in the iron cage.
Chen Yang in the iron cage stood in the center of the iron cage in a large shape, his limbs were fixed by thick iron chains, and there was no room for movement.
He was dressed in a dirty suit, his head hung down, and his messy hair completely obscured his face.
Chen Yang seemed to suddenly realize something, because he found that he didn't see his face in the iron cage clearly at all, but he was already sure that it was him, why was this?
In a trance, Chen Yang already understood that the self in the iron cage was not himself, he was the twenty-eight-year-old self who disappeared.
No matter how Chen Yang came to this world, he always wondered where his twenty-eight-year-old self had gone, but the sudden appearance of the twenty-eight-year-old today gave him the final answer.
This is my own dream, and the dream is the existence of the spiritual world, so it also shows that the twenty-eight-year-old self has always existed in his own spiritual world?
Why did he appear in his spiritual world in this way?
How do you interpret the scene in front of you?
Is it captivity?
Why did he imprison himself here?
At this moment, Chen Yang had forgotten his fear, he tried to get close to his twenty-eight-year-old self, and slowly moved forward.
Suddenly, Chen Yang found that his twenty-eight-year-old body had actually moved, and his head was slowly rising.
Chen Yang held his breath and stared at the twenty-eight year old in the iron cage, the face that appeared in front of him was exactly the same as him, with an extremely hideous expression, as if he was enduring great pain, but his eyes were closed.
Chen Yang could feel his heart beating violently, and he wanted to open his mouth to make a sound, but he found that he couldn't do it at all.
Just as Chen Yang wanted to move his body again, Chen Yang in the iron cage suddenly opened his eyes, which were a pair of blood-red eyes, without the whites and pupils, and some were only as red as blood.
Everyone who writes wants to write the story they want to write, and I am no exception. Maybe many people want me to write this book as the kind of inspirational success, so that the eighteen-year-old Chen Yang can slowly move towards success.