The gray sky, the dripping raindrops, the world seems to be covered with a layer of gray, blurring the vision.

Xiaoxiao stood at the door of the Civil Evidence Bureau, and when she came over, she sent a message to Zhang Yunjun again, saying that she was waiting for him at 2 o'clock in the afternoon.

That's where they started and where they should end. He proposed the marriage at the beginning, and now it should be up to her to draw an end.

That's fair. The two do not drag or owe.

Xiaoxiao arrived five minutes early, she held an umbrella and stood at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, well, she came early, Zhang Yunjun had not yet arrived, and the Civil Affairs Bureau had not yet opened.

She stood like a puppet, motionless, and the wind blew, and she didn't notice that she had blown the umbrella aside.

The rain fell on her head and body, and she turned her back up and closed her eyes. A rumbling thunder sounded, and then, a lightning bolt seemed to pierce the sky, and a raindrop the size of a soybean fell from the sky and hit the ground with a loud sound.

Time passed little by little, and people came and went in the Civil Affairs Bureau, but Zhang Yunjun was still not seen.

She looked suspiciously at the people coming and going, some flirting, some holding hands, and some hurrying by. There is no one standing as stupidly as she is.

People went in and out, in and out, and there were too many people to count who went in, and how many people who came out. She wasn't in the mood to count either.

Just numbly looked at the strangers coming and going, and everyone who passed by always looked at her twice. In their eyes, she became an anomaly, a delicacy.

Occasionally, one or two well-meaning people came up to her and persuaded her to take shelter from the rain.

But her eyes were full of the scene with Zhang Yunjun before, and his voice and smile were deeply imprinted in his mind. It's all him. Not and responsive to passers-by.

Passers-by saw that she ignored her, shook their heads, and walked away. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the wind was blowing.

She became a landscape in the rain, passers-by, pointing, and she didn't feel it.

Just thinking about why he hasn't come yet, why hasn't he come yet.

Time passed slowly, and on a white Toyota not far away, there was a man who came early, and the car was filled with white smoke and a pile of cigarette butts.

During this time, he came to the door of her office, which was always closed, and when he came to the room where she lived, the light was also dark. He didn't know what she was doing, whether she was deliberately avoiding him, or what, he just couldn't see her.

He really misses her so much, he wants to see her, why does it feel so difficult.

called her, but I was afraid that she wouldn't answer, and I didn't know what I should say if I answered. sent a message, but he was afraid that she wouldn't reply, so he deleted the words after typing, and he still deleted them after losing. The last word was not sent either.

Every day downstairs in her, he stared at his phone in a daze. Once Lu Junhai said, "There are eight hardships in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, I can't ask for it, I can't let it go." Zhang Yunjun, do you know what you are like now? Except for Nahu, you have accounted for all the other things in these eight sufferings. ”

He has no direction, but he deserves such discomfort.

Seeing her standing quietly in the rain made his heart throb, and he wanted to persuade her to come back. But in what capacity did he persuade him, didn't he do it all by himself?

He thought that if he didn't show up, on such a rainy day, she would be gone, but he didn't expect her to be so subservient. Let the raindrops fall on your body, as if you didn't feel anything.

Standing in the rain, the thin figure, the clothes were about to be soaked, he was reluctant, and called two passers-by to persuade him, but she ignored it. Still standing alone in the wind and rain.

He cursed hatefully at the sky, begging God to hear him and stop the rain.

But God didn't hear him, and the rain got heavier and heavier. The thin figure in the wind, his clothes were all soaked. There is a sign that you may faint at any time.

He still couldn't give up, this was the woman he loved the most, what if she had a cold, without him by her side to take care of him.

He glanced at the time, and if he didn't come today, would he wait until they left work, or would he stand until dark. Keep standing like this.

He punched the steering wheel hard, his muscles bulging, and he cursed twice.

I didn't take the umbrella, opened the car door and strode towards the heavy rain.

Hurriedly rushed to Xiaoyan, pulling Xiaoxiao in the rain to the side of the building.

Xiaoxiao looked at the big hand on his shoulder, and looked at the man's face a little confused, what a familiar face it was, that beard had grown, he was thin, that haggard face. With a sense of anger.

Only then did he show a bitter smile, "You're here, let's go in quickly, they're all about to get off work." ”

Xiaoxiao pulled Zhang Yunjun's sleeve and walked inside. "Xiaoxiao, let's go home and change our clothes, shall we?"

Zhang Yunjun asked in a soft and delicate voice. It didn't match his angry expression. For her, he never used a heavy tone.

Xiaoxiao's head shook like a wave, "No, let's get things done first, right?"

"Shall we not divorce? I beg you?"

"I don't want to bother anymore. Let's get together and disperse. Xiaoxiao looked at the person in front of her and showed a smile, "I'm really tired, I'm afraid I'll die if I suppress it like this." ”

When Zhang Yunjun heard her words, his eyes widened and tears flowed down his face, how could she say this? How could she say the word death so casually. How can he be embarrassed.

There was a tingling in his chest. He did it all by himself. He didn't blame her, it was all his own doing, he deserved it! Tears welled up in his eyes.

looked at Xiao Xiao in front of him and was speechless for a long time. With a hoarse voice, unprecedented exhaustion and pain.

"Okay, let's go in now. ”

Once in this door, they would never matter again, he stood beside her, and there were 10,000 reasons why he did not want to enter this door, but he had to enter.

In the short two or three hours he had just sat in the car, he felt that it was a slow century. He didn't want to use a thousand means to repair this marriage, but he couldn't do it.

He thought that if he didn't go in, she would go back, but he never expected her to do that.

Looking at her soaked clothes, he regretted a little that he hadn't come out sooner. What would she do if she caught a cold. How can he be willing to give up, is he not loving her enough.

Xiaoxiao sorted out her already soaked hair, and broke free of Zhang Yunjun's hand slightly, she was afraid that she would be reluctant to give up this warm embrace. It's better to keep your distance.

It no longer belonged to hers, but to another woman.

Zhang Yunjun saw Xiaoxiao's movements, his heart was sour, she didn't even give him this touch, his pupils dilated, and his eyes were full of bitterness.

He's doing it to himself!

It took less than 10 minutes for the two to get the certificate, but it took more than 20 minutes for the divorce. The staff asked left and again. Xiaoxiao was numb during the whole process, but Zhang Yunjun had a black face, and the more the staff asked, the darker his face became, and he could drip water.

In the end, the staff didn't ask any further, these two people were weirdos. The fast is to hit the form.

Xiaoxiao didn't say a word again during the whole process, and the staff asked to sign it, as if it was a wooden man.

Zhang Yunjun used his own hands to help her brush off the water droplets on her face and her wet hair. The drenched man made his heart ache.

I repeatedly regretted why I didn't come out soon. At the beginning, Xiaoxiao was still a little dismantled. But Zhang Yunjun said in her ear, "Don't move, wipe the water dry, otherwise you will catch a cold easily." ”

"No, I don't. Xiaoxiao wanted to dodge.

"This is our last time. Zhang Yunjun's voice was low and gentle like never before.

The staff looked at the two people in front of him, how could he get divorced with such affection, he still wanted to persuade the two of them, but he saw the man's sharp eyes looking at him. It's as if he's done something heinous.

In fact, Zhang Yunjun was in a very bad mood, didn't these staff see that Xiaoxiao's whole body was soaked, if Xiaoxiao was sick, who would be responsible. Can they afford it?

If you can persuade him to come here, he stared at the staff with a sharp gaze, "Why are you so verbose, if you can't do it, call your leader." Zhang Yunjun said viciously.

The staff was a little angry when they saw him say this, but they still obediently followed the process. Just now, he was sorry for such a handsome guy, and now he wishes they had divorced a long time ago, this woman must not be able to stand his kind of skin.

He changed a notebook with both hands, and when he was leaving, Zhang Yunjun also stared at the staff member fiercely. The superior looked at the staff shivering.

muttered in his heart, this man's gaze was too terrifying. It was the first time he had seen such a gaze.

Xiaoxiao clutched the book tightly with both hands, and from this moment on, they had no contact, and it didn't matter.

It was like a dream between him and her, waking up and going their separate ways.

Zhang Yunjun looked at the silent Xiaoxiao on the side and said, "I'll send you back to me to pack your things?"

"No, that thing, I don't want it. Xiaoxiao said lightly. After a pause, he said, "These things remind me of bad memories." ”

Zhang Yunjun was silent, not knowing how to speak. She's telling the truth.

"It's not easy to take a taxi here, so I'll send you back." This is our last time, just let me send you, didn't you say that it would be good to get together and disperse?" Zhang Yunjun looked at Xiaoxiao with a pleading gaze.

This may really be their last time, Xiaoxiao heard him say this. Still nodded. "Good. ”

There isn't much time to be together, so let yourself enjoy his gentleness.

Seeing Xiaoxiao nodded, Zhang Yunjun's face was like a sunny day, and it was the first time in this time that such a smile was shown. It's like a big boy.

Xiaoxiao misses such a smile.