Is Chen Yang dreaming?

Obviously, judging from his expression, this dream was definitely not a sweet dream, or rather a nightmare.

What is he saying?

Let yourself save him, Chen Yang wants to kill him?

Isn't he Chen Yang? What does he mean by what he said? He wants to kill himself?

In the middle of the night, Chen Yang's dream words made Lin Weiwei's heart feel cold, and she couldn't help but be a little afraid, she didn't think about it anymore, the fear in her heart made her body tremble a little.

Chen Yang's expression had returned to normal, and Lin Weiwei gently pushed Chen Yang's arm: "Yangzi, wake up." ”

Chen Yang felt that there was movement, opened his eyes and hurriedly sat up, rubbed his sleepy eyes and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Weiwei, I fell asleep." ”

Lin said softly: "It's okay, Yoko, can you accompany me to the bathroom, I'm a little scared." ”

Chen Yang smiled, got out of bed and put on his shoes, and walked out of the door of the ward with Lin Weiwei.

Even though ten years have passed, some things still can't be changed, such as Lin Weiwei's timid personality.

After returning to the ward, Lin Weiwei still lay next to Xiao Shuai, while Chen Yang was holding a book and watching by the light of the bedside lamp.

Lin frowned slightly, and she suddenly thought of some questions.

For a moment just now, the conversation with Chen Yang on the phone three years ago came to her mind, and the dream words that Chen Yang said today were very similar to Chen Yang's tone and expression at that time.

I have always had doubts in my heart, that is, I feel that the current Chen Yang is completely different from the previous Chen Yang.

Although he and Chen Yang have been separated for seven years, he believes that the essence of a person cannot be easily changed, but the current Chen Yang is completely different from the Chen Yang he knows.

I really want to know what happened to Chen Yang all these years, and how he was freed from the control of his perfect life.

Also, what he said in his dream just now, he always felt that something was wrong in it, but at this time, he couldn't think of what was wrong.

His thoughts were a little confused, and Lin couldn't help but have a headache, and shook his head to make his thinking clearer.

Chen Yang asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Lin said "ah" slightly: "It's nothing." ”

"You sleep, I'll just keep Xiao Shuai, and I'll take his temperature in a while. ”

Lin smiled faintly and said, "I can't sleep either, let's talk about talking, right?"

"Okay. ”

Before coming to the hospital, Chen Yang had a little worry in his heart, he didn't know how to get along with the current Lin Weiwei, but after a few simple words, Chen Yang found that although ten years have passed, she is still the eighteen-year-old Lin Weiwei, and it seems that nothing has changed, which makes Chen Yang's heart a lot more stable.

Although Chen Yang was still a little confused, the worries in his heart had disappeared.

"Yoko, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you today. ”

Chen Yang smiled and said, "It's okay, it's really my fault, you should lose your temper." ”

Lin sighed slightly, there was a sad look on her beautiful face, and after a long time, she spoke: "Yangzi, in those seven years, to be honest, I thought about leaving this world many times, but every time it was Xiaoshuai who gave me the courage to live. For me, Xiaoshuai is not just my child, he is my spiritual pillar, and the only light in the darkness. Yoko, can you understand?"

Chen Yang nodded and said, "I can understand." ”

"Yoko, I think you must be wondering why I became a doctor of psychology, right?"

Chen Yang put down the book, sat cross-legged and said, "Weiwei, to be honest, I'm really curious, didn't you say that you have been living in a psychiatric treatment center, why did you become a doctor of psychology?"

Lin Wei smiled, there was infinite emotion on her soft face, she seemed to be looking back on the past, and only slowly spoke after a long time.

"My father had a close friend named Brooks, and with his help, I became a Ph.D. in psychology at a university. Of course, my Ph.D. is not just a showmanship, but also a real talent. As for why I say that, I'll explain it to you later. ”

"Yoko, there is no cure for a perfect life, this is the conclusion reached by many psychologists after months of painstaking research. The human spiritual world is the most complex thing, it has endless changes, and the degree of complexity is incomparable to the world's top computers. ”

"However, the perfect life is the ability to easily control our mental world, in other words, the perfect life is much more powerful than our state-of-the-art computers. ”

Chen Yang frowned and said, "That Weiwei, you?"

"I know what you're trying to ask, how I'm doing, right?"

Chen Yang nodded, but was silent.

"Yoko, I can tell you that even after seven years of treatment, I am not 100% recovered. ”

Chen Yang looked puzzled, but he didn't ask again, waiting for Lin Weiwei to continue.

"Brooks is an accomplished expert in the field of psychology in the world, and after studying the topic of the perfect life in detail, he came up with a different treatment plan for me. ”

"The name of this treatment is self-treatment. ”

Chen Yang was puzzled: "Self-treatment?"

"Yes, self-medicated. Brooks, himself a psychology professor at a local university, began one-on-one psychology instruction with me. ”

He said to me, since the perfect life cannot be completely cured with the help of external forces, then why don't we try another way, that is, let me have the ability to control the perfect life. I had a strong knowledge of psychology and then I used what I had learned to start self-healing. ”

Although Chen Yang was very confused, he still understood a little, and he asked: "That is to say, after you have learned a lot of psychological knowledge, then you will start to treat yourself psychologically, right?"

Lin Weiwei replied: "The simple understanding is indeed like this. ”

Chen Yang exhaled, he was a little depressed.

He believes what Lin Weiwei says now, because she has no reason to weave lies anymore, but Chen Yang just feels that everything she says is too mysterious, even more mysterious than some TV series.

Of course, this so-called perfect life is powerful, it can make people feel frightened and frightened, and it can control people's mental world, but can it really be so powerful and terrifying?

Chen Yang doesn't know anything about psychology, but the film and television dramas he has watched are indeed very mysterious, but will it really be as Lin Weiwei said?

It was precisely because of this that I finally had the opportunity to slowly start to break free from the control of the perfect life, but in the end I found that despite all the external help and my own efforts, although I had broken free from the control, the perfect life had left an indelible mark on my heart. This imprint is like a seed, and if you give it the right soil, it will take root and sprout again. ”

Speaking of this, Lin Weiwei was already in tears, and she choked up: "Despite this, I am really very fortunate that I can now walk out of the psychiatric treatment center and see my son and you, I have nothing else to ask for in this life." ”

Chen Yang looked at the crying Lin Weiwei, he wanted to give her some comfort, but he didn't know what to do.

At this moment, Chen Yang swallowed the words he originally wanted to say to Lin Weiwei back into his stomach again.

Yes, she has gone through too much pain before she has to return, but now she wants to give her the cruelest reality, she really can't do it, she can't do it.