What is a relationship?

When it doesn't matter, we often say that for such a thing as feelings, a man has to pick up and put it down. However, when you are really in it, in the face of the feelings that you have treated wholeheartedly, there are few people who can really let go in their hearts. The so-called letting go is actually just a hypocritical mask and reason that we are looking for ourselves.

The real society has made us more and more realistic, treating feelings, marriage, and love, and we have begun to measure them with material things from the perspective of reality, but we have never really asked ourselves, are these really what we want? Or are we disturbed by too many external factors, which affect our own judgment, and finally have to follow the public, abandon the best heart, and become a member of the vast number of beings. And we can deliberately hypnotize ourselves for the simplest reasons, everyone is like this, why do I need to be maverick?

Chen Yang didn't realize that he had fallen into an emotional puzzle, and this puzzle was precisely set up by himself, and no one could really know how he should break the puzzle he had set up.

He is an adult man on the outside, but on the inside he is only eighteen years old, and he does not have the courage to be ruthless and decisive in dealing with emotional problems, but only indecisive and constant questioning, and the courage given to him by that complete heart.

Chen Yang really wanted to make it clear to Lin Weiwei that he wanted to return to his normal life as soon as possible, instead of letting himself live in helplessness and entanglement every day, but every time for various reasons, it was difficult for him to speak.

Is Chen Yang's performance affectionate?

Apparently not.

Whether it was Gao Yue Mucheng or Lin Weiwei, what Chen Yang had to face was their scarred hearts, how could he continue to sprinkle salt on their wounds?

Chen Yang had no way to deceive himself, but he also didn't want any of them to be hurt again, which was the most difficult part for him.

Mu Cheng there, Chen Yang chose to escape, but Mu Cheng chose to quit himself, although it seemed to be a good ending, but Chen Yang knew very well that Mu Cheng's abandonment was to liberate himself.

Lin Weiwei is here, maybe Chen Yang didn't understand until now that even if Xiaoshuai didn't appear, he and Lin Weiwei would not be able to make a clean decision as he thought at the beginning.

Helplessly, Chen Yang is eroding all the time, but he has to hold everything up and move forward step by step with difficulty, because life has to go on, and the sun will rise tomorrow as usual.

Chen Yang didn't know when he fell asleep, all he remembered was Lin Weiwei who had been talking about foreign affairs. When he opened his eyes, he saw Lin Weiwei holding Xiaoshuai, and the mother and son were sleeping peacefully.

Chen Yang took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, at 6:40 in the morning, he looked out the window, and the sky was already a little bright. Chen Yang got out of bed cautiously and walked out of the ward to the hospital cafeteria.

After the doctor checked the room, and then the nurse came to give the little guy an infusion, Chen Yang opened the thermos bucket and handed it to Lin Weiwei and said, "Weiwei, you have dinner with the child, I have to go to the bar today, the landlord just called and said that he had something to do with me." ”

Lin nodded slightly, "um" raised his head to look at Chen Yang, and asked expectantly, "Yangzi, will you come again tonight?"

Lin Weiwei's question attracted Xiao Shuai's attention, and the child also asked, "Dad, will you come again tonight?"

The expectant look on the faces of the mother and son gave Chen Yang no reason to refuse, he nodded, showed a warm smile and said, "I'll come over when I'm done." ”

In the child's happy laughter, Chen Yang dragged a little heavy steps out of the ward, at this moment, his heart was already extremely uncomfortable.

I have the courage to face everything, but there is no way to solve the problem, I will only let myself always wander in helplessness and entanglement, but I can't find the final answer.

Chen Yang always thinks that he can't find any solution to the things that make him embarrassed now. If he were to face all this at the age of twenty-eight, would he have a solution?

But Chen Yang suddenly understood, because he had a feeling that instead of choosing to face all this at the age of twenty-eight, his choice was to escape.

After going through too many things, although Chen Yang looked down on the choice of the twenty-eight-year-old, he also understood it in his heart.

If possible, Chen Yang really wanted to escape all this, but his heart refused, and his eighteen-year-old heart would not allow him to do so.

Since Chen Yang came to this world, the eighteen-year-old heart is the most solid support for him to move forward, and it will always guide him when Chen Yang's fighting spirit is lost, so that he will not lose himself.

It is not so much that the memory shackles of the twenty-eight-year-old gave Chen Yang the ability to bear everything, but that it was the eighteen-year-old heart that gave Chen Yang the courage to face everything.

Chen Yang is very grateful for his heart, and he will always maintain this heart.

Because of the traffic jam on the road, it was already ten o'clock in the morning when Chen Yang arrived at the café, and to Chen Yang's surprise, not only the landlord was there, but all the employees of the bar were also in the café.

The atmosphere in the café was a little weird, and there was a slight haze on everyone's faces, which made Chen Yang have a bad premonition in his heart.

After everyone sat down, the landlord spoke: "Yangzi, there is news from the demolition and relocation office, saying that there is a big project to be carried out, and our street will be demolished tomorrow, and we must move out before twelve o'clock tomorrow night." ”

Chen Yang let out an "ah", opened his mouth wide, and said with a shocked face: "Didn't you say that it would be demolished after the New Year, why is it so sudden?"

The landlord said helplessly: "I also just received a notice, and we ordinary people can't call the shots for this kind of thing." I will call you as soon as possible on the issue of compensation, and I will inform you today. I also brought the words, so I left first. ”

After sending off the landlord, Chen Yang sat back in his place, his face confused, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

"Brother Yang, Brother Yang... ”

Xiaomei's shout brought Chen Yang back to reality, he looked at the faces of the employees around him, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I'm sorry everyone, I don't have anything I can do." ”

The small café was filled with helplessness and sighs, but everyone knew in their hearts that this was an unchangeable fact.

Chen Yang forced himself to cheer up for the first time, and then called Gao Yue and asked Gao Yue to come to the store to settle the wages of the employees. Then he found a moving company to temporarily move the items to his sister's warehouse. Things were done one by one, and Chen Yang temporarily put all his thoughts on coping with the demolition.

Although there are still ten days left until the end of this month, Chen Yang explained that Gao Yue made up the salary of each employee for a full month, and each person also gave some bonuses as a year-end bonus.

At dinner, Chen Yang invited all the employees to have a meal, and everyone was not in a good mood and drank a lot of wine. Chen Yang also drank a lot, but at this moment he was unusually sober.

After sending everyone away, Chen Yang returned to the front of the store alone, he stared at the two stores, gently touching the door of the bar with his hand, he had too many complicated emotions in his heart.

Chen Yang didn't know why, he was so uncomfortable at this moment in his heart, and his tears couldn't stop falling.

The cold wind was cold, and Chen Yang sat in front of the two stores where he was about to disappear, but he was already crying like a fool. Force.

Don't be confused for three years

The next chapter is late, and I have something to go out in the afternoon.