Chapter 35: Silence
Sun Feiyan's expression changed after seeing me, and she touched her neckline with her hand and asked, "Jinxuan, you and Fang Yue, are you okay?"
Luo Jinxuan nodded, "It's okay." ”
Sun Feiyan's gaze hit a few back-and-forth between me and Luo Jinxuan, "What's the situation? A few days ago, I was still making a fuss about breaking up, and I refused to see anyone, why did I suddenly reconcile today? Jinxuan, you turned too fast, right?"
Luo Jinxuan smiled slightly, "Let's find a place to eat first, and I'll tell you slowly when you eat." ”
Sun Feiyan nodded and found a small rice noodle shop on the side of the road, "It's here, I haven't eaten rice noodles here for a long time." ”
Luo Jinxuan said: "Yes, when you were in school, you always wanted to come here to eat rice noodles, but unfortunately there was not so much money at that time, only a dozen yuan a day for living expenses, and you can't eat anything else after eating rice noodles, but now it's okay, it doesn't matter if you eat it every day." ”
I went in and looked at this small shop, and it was estimated that the per capita consumption was only 20 yuan, which was very cheap.
From this, we can see the difference between men and women in the treatment of guests, men love face, as long as they have a treat, they like to find a bigger, more high-end restaurant, but women are different, they only look at the mood.
During the meal, Luo Jinxuan talked about what happened today, and Sun Feiyan listened very carefully, until the three of us finished eating the rice noodles, and Luo Jinxuan's narration came to an end.
Sun Feiyan looked at me, "Fang Yue, I didn't expect you to be so persistent, and you really found Jinxuan, no wonder Jinxuan is willing to come back with you." Also, Jinxuan, I can't think of your boss, phew! What boss! Qian Jiangwei is simply a scumbag! He actually started to calculate you a long time ago, I really want to find him as soon as possible, let the police arrest him, and spend his next life in prison!"
I hummed in agreement and said, "We have now started to find out the whereabouts of Qian Jiangwei, and there may be news in a few days."
"Well, I can't spare him!!"
Sun Feiyan looked angry, which made Luo Jinxuan laugh, "Looking at you like this, I don't know what you think Qian Jiangwei did to you." ”
"Okay! Luo Jinxuan, you even made fun of me, I was so worried about you a few days ago, and now I'm okay to leave me aside, heavy sex and light friends!"
Sun Feiyan pretended to be angry, and Luo Jinxuan smiled: "Why do you want to be heavy on sex and ignore friends? I will quickly invite you to eat as soon as I come back, what? Why do you want to eat again?"
"Gotta eat one more! no! two meals!"
I immediately laughed, "Okay! As long as you want to eat, no matter when, Jinxuan and I will invite you!"
"That's pretty much it!"
It was nine o'clock when I came out of the rice noodle shop, Sun Feiyan took a taxi back, and Luo Jinxuan and I rode the tram home.
Clean up, take a shower and sleep.
After so many things, Luo Jinxuan and I finally got back together, smelling the familiar smell on her body, I couldn't help but hold her in my arms.
We've rarely been together since she became secretary, and the breakup has been going on for days, so I've been thinking about it for a long time.
As the saying goes, Xiao Bie is better than being newly married, and when my hands were presumptuous on her, I felt the passion when I fell in love again, and when I turned over, Luo Jinxuan couldn't help but let out an exclamation, which inspired the idea in my heart even more......
I just took a shower and dressed very coolly, and under the contact between the two, Luo Jinxuan's breathing began to become rapid, ready to welcome my arrival.
However, at this critical moment, I suddenly thought of Li Zhenwen, thought of the picture of Luo Jinxuan and Li Zhenwen leaving together, and the indescribable picture of Luo Jinxuan being pressed under Li Zhenwen began to appear in my mind, and my heart was cold, like a bucket of ice water poured from the head!
Luo Jinxuan was still in a state of confusion, waited for a few seconds and didn't see me move, opened her eyes and looked at me, "What's wrong with you?"
I got off her, "It's nothing, suddenly feeling a little tired, go to bed early." ”
Luo Jinxuan was silent, she should be able to feel something.
I lay on the bed and didn't speak, my mind was very messy, maybe Qin Zhiyun was right, I care about Luo Jinxuan, but I care more about Luo Jinxuan's loyalty to me, even if there are some things that I can't help it, I can't get over this hurdle.
The silence lasted for a minute, and Luo Jinxuan spoke, "Fang Yue, you care about that matter very much, right?"
I turned my back to Luo Jinxuan, "No, I'm blaming myself." ”
knew that Luo Jinxuan did it for me at the time, but I still couldn't let it go. I think the plots on TV or novels where you can continue to be with your girlfriend without caring about being cuckolded are fake.
I care about Luo Jinxuan very much, I know very well that I love Luo Jinxuan, but my love can't tolerate this kind of thing.
Luo Jinxuan hugged me from behind, "Fang Yue, we'll always be together, right?"
I hummed, but nothing else responded.
Luo Jinxuan also stopped talking, and the room fell silent again.
This night was very painful, and Li Zhenwen was a thorn in my heart, piercing so deep that I couldn't pull it out.
Luo Jinxuan knew very well what I was thinking, she also didn't speak, and the same thing was stuffed between the two of us, like an insurmountable gap.
Staying up late at night, I couldn't bear the sleepiness and fell asleep slowly, and when I woke up in the morning to find that Luo Jinxuan was gone, I sighed in my heart, she wouldn't be angry with me because of what happened last night, right?
hurriedly got up from the bed, but saw a note left on the table: Fang Yue, I went to work in the company, there is a cooked meal in the kitchen, and I must heat it up before eating.
The note ends with a hand-drawn smiley face.
I felt a warmth in my heart, when we first moved in together, she would write me a note like this almost every day, and then I was busy with work, so I couldn't take care of it, and now I finally saw the note representing our love, and the unhappiness in my heart disappeared in an instant last night, which made me feel sorry for Luo Jinxuan.
In fact, I also know that my loyalty to pursue love too deliberately is problematic, but this concept will not be changed for a while, for the sake of Luo Jinxuan, I am willing to change slowly and accept it slowly, but it will take time.
I believe that when I change this concept, I will definitely be able to devote myself to Luo Jinxuan and use my love to make up for the debt I owed to her during this time.
It's a pity that I was completely attracted by this note at the time, ignoring that Luo Jinxuan didn't have to go to work so early, and even ignored how traumatic my actions last night caused to a hurt woman, especially when she needed a shoulder, I chose to ignore or even dodge.
There are some mistakes that cannot be made, and as long as they are made, there is a price to pay.