Chapter 33: Night Talk on the Radio
The two of us walked around the store like a pair of strangers, rarely talking to each other. I was taking a nap in the restaurant, she was reading the boss's newspaper, and her innocent appearance attracted me again, and I walked in front of her and asked, why didn't your boyfriend come to pick you up? She glared at me and said, who told you that I have a boyfriend, why don't you be together if you have a boyfriend. I thought about it right, why does she have a boyfriend who has to share things, maybe she has, she should also break up, otherwise why don't you even make a phone call. Her words once again aroused my compassion.
She was sick and I went to the hospital where she was staying, but I didn't see her. I walked down the street, smoking, sad to think that I would never see her again, but then I thought that her departure might be a relief for me. But once again she came into my world, and I met her again on the street corner, and she was much paler, and her face was full of red spots, and she looked a little scary. She said she was going home for treatment, and I said it was just skin allergies and that a week of rest would be fine. She said she didn't have accommodation and the boss wouldn't let her stay. I asked her to stay with me, and in order to dispel her doubts, I said that I would stay in a restaurant, and she agreed, and I gave her the address, but she did not come, and she was just making a fool of herself.
She came to the restaurant and wanted to work, but the boss saw the red spots on her face and paid her to let her go. She walked out of the restaurant with her bag in her hand, and I felt very sad when I watched her leave, and I walked up to her and asked her what she was going to do. I asked her for her cell phone number and she said she didn't have one, so I gave her my number and said there was anything to contact.
In the days to come, I don't think I'll ever see this girl again, and I don't miss this seeming love very much, after all, I can't judge her truth or falsehood in many of her words. Before the story was over, she came to the restaurant again, her illness was cured, her face was back to her previous pretty, and she said that she was not going home and that she was going to find another job. I took a leave of absence to surf the Internet with her, and it was the first time I had such a good time playing on the Internet. It was getting dark, I went to pay for the internet, and the boss said that it was easy to find a dollar, and I didn't have a coin, so I asked her if she had it. She took out her wallet, there were only more than ten dollars left in the wallet, and she took out a coin and gave it to the boss. I said, "Have you gone to the doctor and used up all your money?" She nodded and said that there was only 15 dollars left. I was very worried about her, and said that you don't even have enough money to stay in a hotel, where are you staying? She said that she was going to live in an Internet café, and I suddenly took pity on this displaced girl and helped him find a hotel, and we sat quietly in the room. I looked at her beautiful face and put my hand on her shoulder, and she didn't push me away. I asked her, don't you really like me a little? She was silent, and I walked out of the room.
The next night, I came to the hotel, she was gone, and I returned to my accommodation disappointed. Suddenly she was downstairs from me, and I was very surprised to ask her to go up and sit down, she said no, she had already found a job, and she would go back later. The two of us walked on the street, she said that the factory needed some documents and some money, she said very vaguely, but I understood that she needed money, and I gave a few hundred yuan to let her work in the factory. I took her hand, she didn't refuse me, and we walked down the silent street, and my heart spasmed. She let go of my hand and said, don't send it, you can go to me, and she gave me the factory address. I joked with her, you are so beautiful, in the dead of night, you are not afraid of meeting a pervert, and she also laughed and said that I am a pervert. She gave me a note with her cell phone number.
I always get messages from her at work, although it is just a few words, but it is enough to warm my heart. I went to look for her at the factory, and the security guard stopped me and asked me what I was doing with her. I met her and she was happy too, and we had a wonderful time. When I went to look for her again, the security guard said that she was gone, and she told the security guard that I was not her boyfriend at all. I was angry and thought she was a liar, but when I thought about it, she never said I was her boyfriend, I was just self-righteous. The guy at the restaurant told me that he saw her at a shopping mall, and she was dressed so beautifully that she almost didn't recognize her. She left me a message saying that she had gone to Shanghai on Monday, but her friend saw her on Tuesday and that I had no love for her. She left me a message asking me to give her the bank card number, and she gave me back the money. She gradually left my world, and the waitress said that she was now at home with her boyfriend, and I had a spasm in my heart, and then there was nothing. ”
After Yun finished telling his story, Li Ting was silent for a while and said, "It's a sad story, haven't you seen her since?"
"Nope. ”
"Do you really like her?" asked Li Ting.
"Well, but she deceived me. ”
"Actually, you don't like her, maybe you just want to try to be in love. ”
"Why do you say that?"
"From the beginning, you didn't plan on courting her, and you wanted to match her with your friend. If you liked her, would you do such a stupid thing?" Yun was silent, and Li Ting asked, "Do you know what you should do first to like someone?"
"I don't know. ”
"Like someone first of all you should trust each other, you don't trust her. From the beginning, you know that there will be no results, so you don't really want to fall in love, but you want to get her love. ”
"But I helped her over and over again, and if I didn't like it, why should I help her? ”
"Don't think that you have helped her, you like her, you are actually helping a suffering person. ”
"Even so, she deceived me many times. ”
"What did she deceive you? She didn't say she was going to send you the money, but you didn't accept it, you want her to be in debt to you for the rest of your life, remember you as a person, right?"
"I had this idea, but she obviously had a boyfriend, but she said no, you said no, you said it was cheating. After Yun finished speaking, Li Ting didn't know how to answer, and the female director walked up to her and whispered in her ear.
"Have you ever thought that the reason why she said this is because she likes you? As a woman, I can feel her thoughts, on the one hand, he has a marriage contract with her boyfriend in his hometown, and on the other hand, she loves you, and in the face of family and public opinion, she chose the former. Li Ting said.
"Then why did she say she went to Shanghai, but went home?"
"She cheated on you, but have you thought about why she cheated on you?"
"You're going to break up with me. Yun said.
"Yes, he didn't want to hurt you, so he chose to separate. ”
"But I've been hurt. ”
"How much did she hurt you?"
"I think it's in the bones, I have insomnia, I drink heavily, I smoke for her, but she doesn't know anything. ”
"No, I think at most into the flesh, you didn't give everything, you already knew the end. ”
"But I loved her dearly. ”
"Yes, that's just once, she also loved you, otherwise she wouldn't have left you a message, held your hand, and surfed the Internet with you, but she was more sensible. There was silence on both ends of the airwaves.
"Did you think she would ever come back?"
"Do you want her back?" asked Li Ting rhetorically.
"When she first left, I really wanted her to come back, but now I don't want to. ”
"yes, don't let her come back, let time heal the wound. ”
"I really lost her, and something unreal. Yun said with a sigh.
"She's lost you, too, and that's her loss. Li Ting said comfortingly.
"Do you think I'm going to forget this love?"
"No, it gives you a taste of love, and maybe that's what you get. Li Ting ended her conversation with Yun and put on a soft music to greet the next listener.