CHAPTER XXXIV

The moon came out tremblingly, like a veil lightly, and it was very shy to close and rest. The clouds were as light as mist, permeating the moon around them, and a few stars shone on the edge of the sky, as if to decorate the borders of the dark curtain. The mountain peaks in the distance, connected as one, hazy and beautiful, below are the lights of thousands of homes, shining quietly and serenely. Li Ting and Su Shan walked out of the Media Building, Zhang Yuhan's car stopped next to them again, they got into the car, and the car came to Deya Cafe. The three of them sipped coffee, and Su Shan said: "When I hosted the night talk show yesterday, there was a girl who fell out of love, and the boy left without saying a word to her, she was very sad and wanted to run away from home to find a boy." ”

"I also get this hotline all the time, and most of them are out of love. Li Ting said.

"The feeling of happiness is all the same, and misfortune has its own misfortune. Men and women who are in love, how can they have time to take care of the radio, those who are out of love, are depressed, and they want to find someone to talk to. Su Shan said.

"Then what do you say?" asked Zhang Yuhan.

"I asked her why the boy broke up with her, and she said there was no reason for it, and the boy disappeared like a human vapor. Su Shan said.

"Yes, the saddest thing is a silent breakup. Li Ting said.

"Boys are irresponsible, if you don't love a girl, why don't you tell her, and leave her with a mutilation, so that she can't let go. ”

"Maybe the boy has a hard time. Li Ting said.

"Then do you want the girl to find the boy?" asked Zhang Yuhan.

"I persuaded her to give up looking, saying that if he loved you, he would come back to you. If you don't come back, it means that he doesn't love you. ”

"If the boy can't come back for the time being, and the girl gives up waiting, wouldn't it be a pity, if I were you, I would support her to find it. Li Ting said.

But when the girl went to great lengths to find him, she still had to break up when she knew the answer, and the girl was not even more sad. Zhang Yuhan said.

"I was wondering why the two of them broke up happily. Su Shan said.

"Happy breakup, I think the breakup must be unhappy, even if you are happy on the surface, you are also painful on the inside. I think there is only good intentions and helplessness to break up, and good intentions are to fulfill each other; helpless breakup is that both parties have come to the end of love, and they are no longer attracted to each other, and being together will only cause more resentment. Li Ting said.

"When I was reading the newspaper yesterday, I saw a couple in their sixties who decided to divorce in order to get a subsidy. Because once they get divorced, they can get double subsidies, Ting, what kind of breakup do you say. Zhang Yuhan looked at Li Ting after speaking. Li Ting didn't know either.

"It can be called a breakup of interests, there is no eternal lover, only eternal interests. Su Shan said.

"Love is holy, interests are dirty, can the two stick together?" Li Ting disagreed.

"So a lot of love nowadays is unholy. Su Shan said. Li Ting seemed to want to refute, but she didn't say anything.

"Okay, the topic of breaking up is too heavy, let's talk about the place you want to go to the most, Su Shan, you come first. Zhang Yuhan said.

The moon came out tremblingly, and the amber crescent moon followed the clouds and mist, and from time to time it was obscured by the clouds, and the stars were sparsely scattered in all corners of the night. The fog shrouded the city like light smoke, the wind kissed Li Ting's face, pressed against her body, curled the ends of her hair, and Li Ting's body was also comfortable with the lightness of the night. When Li Ting got home, she remembered Yunlin again, turned on the computer, Yunlin sent a letter, she read the letter and replied to Yunlin.

Cloud:

Although you have left me, your mind is still there, and it can soothe my lonely heart. I still remember that you once said, we must never give up, we must protect love, I know that you are a boy with dreams, which is why I like you. I will not hold you back, I will wait for your return, like a military wife waiting for the triumph of the soldiers. Sometimes, sitting alone in a cold room, opening the window, and looking at the sky full of stars, like an angel who conveys his heart. You said that you like to sit quietly under the stars in the night, thinking about some people and things, have you thought of me, or some work things. And under such a starry canopy, I always miss you very much.

My work is very busy, and I get a lot of text messages and calls from listeners every day, and some of them have become my friends, and the most common question they ask is, do you have a boyfriend? After a short period of excitement, it is a long silence, maybe I don't like to move, so I like to be quiet, I am very satisfied with the life in front of me, the only regret is that I don't have your company. But I will be brave, because I know that my beloved ones are fighting for our future.

Some people say that longing is a disease, but I would rather contract this disease because I can't stop thinking about you. When I can't sleep at night, I always have to talk a lot to Butterfly Jade and pour out my feelings. Whenever this happens, the butterfly jade blinks as if it can understand, and I think you can hear it too, because no matter how far apart the two butterfly jade are, their thoughts are the same. Yun, you have to take good care of that piece of jade, just like you protect me, promise me.

Yun, you said that you are facing this complex society and disturbing things, and you are a little busy and tired of coping. I know your situation, they don't understand you and I understand, and you want to be recognized and understood. But, cloud, why do you want to live under the demands of others, you are you, and you should not let others make it happen. Let others say it, as long as you think it's right and moral, I will definitely support you. Spill some of your tiredness, make a little more space for yourself, and don't let yourself get tired any longer.

Yun, you are strong on the surface, but I know your weakness, and your weak side is also the truest side of your heart. Don't always suppress it, showing it moderately is also a kind of beauty, not a kind of weakness. Yun, I miss the days in your house, that small lake, that mountain forest, the hut you built in the forest, when you come back, do we repair the hut, those planks are already so worn. When you come back, can you take me to the mountains to dig ginseng, I heard that the hole is going to be very deep, and you can't dig it with a hoe alone. Yes, I still have a lot of things I haven't done, and I have to rely on you to lead me, and of course all this will have to wait for you to come back. Well, I'll be back in the winter, and I don't think that's a lyric. I'm adding, I will cherish myself more without you, and you have to take care of yourself in the days without me.