Chapter 11: Growing and Experiencing Again

In my memory, my father was either at work or sleeping at home. I was more with my mother, including when I was taking a bath, I was taken by my mother to take a bath in the women's bathhouse. When I was older, I suddenly realized that I was different from the people in the women's bathhouse, and I was so uncomfortable looking at them that way I looked at me. When my mother wanted to take me to the bath with her again, I strongly asked my mother not to be with her again. The idea of gender was born, and I was a boy. My mother couldn't screw me, so I asked my father to take me there, and the men's bathhouse had a lot of big pools where I could soak and play in the water, which was much more fun than the women's bathhouse. The women's bathhouse is full of showers, and you can't open your eyes when the water is on your head. And my father doesn't rub my body with a bath towel like my mother does. The first time, when I came back from the bath, my mother rubbed my arm and counted it down to my father, and said, "Look at what you washed, the mud didn't come off." "I didn't feel it, and my father was speechless.

My father didn't have that much time to take me every time, and the male workers in the mining area didn't need money to go to the bathhouse, so I went casually, and when I knew the place, I went by myself. It's a lot more free to go by yourself, you can play as much as you want in it, soak in the big pool and swim in the water, and it will take a long time to swim.

Once, when I came out of washing, I happened to see my father, who was with a few of his co-workers, and their clothes were very black, as black as coal, and their faces were also black and as black as coal. When my father spoke, his exposed teeth were particularly white. I was actually a little afraid of my father, and my face was serious with more exhaustion. I don't want to be alone with my father, and the atmosphere is completely different from when I am with my mother.

Compared to me, my sister likes to be with my father very much, and I like to let my father hold him, and my father prefers to play with my sister.

When I was living in a cave, my father asked me, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" and I said, "I want to be a merchant." "Okay, being a businessman?" said my father with a look of disdain. After going to school and knowing more, I think maybe my father wants me to become an official in the future. Or, like other children, they aspire to be scientists and engineers in the future.

After moving, my father asked me about my studies in an after-dinner period. As for the grades, it's okay, in the past, both math and Chinese were around 90 points, and math was better. But when it came to the rankings, my father was a little disappointed. My father said, "I work hard, so you can learn this." "I don't know how to say it.

When I was a year or two, my self-consciousness was poor, and my mother would often watch me do my homework. I wrote Chinese characters in the Tianzi grid notebook, and when my mother watched me, I wrote very carefully and seriously. My mother didn't go to school and didn't know how to read, so I wrote squarely and squarely, but my mother always felt bad. Once, maybe my mother was not in a good mood, and when I finished writing a few lines, my mother didn't look good and tore them up for me, and I wrote a few lines that my mother didn't look good at, and said, "What are you writing this? "Then tear it up for me and let me rewrite it. This is the case several times. In the end, I was also in the middle of the can't stand it, and when I wrote again, I squeezed the Chinese characters together, and my mother actually said that it was beautiful, and I was speechless. In this way, I finished my homework, and although I was no longer scolded by my mother at home, and I passed the test at my mother, I thought that tomorrow, the teacher would definitely talk about me. But what to do, I can't make sense with my mother, and my mother won't listen to me.

Before the second-grade midterm exam, I was with my parents and talked about studying, and my mother said to my father expectantly: "I don't know what Long can do in this exam." "His studies are mediocre, and the exams are just like that, what else can he do." Father said. "What if he does well?" said to his father. "After the exam, my father was silent and said, "I don't expect him to be the first in the exam, if he is admitted to the top three in the class, I will buy him a soccer ball." "Hear me, Long, study hard, get into the top three, and your dad will buy you a soccer ball." My mother turned to look at me and smiled. I watched my parents laugh and didn't speak, but I had this thing in my heart, the top three, football.

I thought to myself, maybe my father was talking and playing, after all, I was just a child. But I still hope for it in my heart. As a result, I was extra active in studying that winter, I was extra serious in class, and I wrote my homework very well. The midterm exam is finally here, and I answered the exam very seriously. I handed in the test papers, and after the exam, I was looking forward to it. After the midterm exams, it's time for winter break. During that winter vacation, we didn't go back to our hometown for the New Year, and I was like a free-range sheep during the holiday, and I went out to play after dinner. There are not many homework during the winter vacation, so the school issued a book on winter vacation homework before the holiday, and I believe everyone has had it. My mother didn't urge me to do my homework quickly, which gave me a lot of freedom, and I wasn't in a hurry to write my homework during the winter vacation, and I always felt that there was still a lot of time for the vacation.

The winter was cold and the creeks were frozen. When I lived in the cave, there were several fish ponds on the side of the road to school, and the fish ponds were also covered with thick ice. I don't know if the owner of the fish pond has returned to his hometown for the New Year or if he doesn't want the fish pond at a loss, no one is watching the fish pond. When I went there, there were a lot of people on top of the fish pond, and the people with the thick ice didn't have anything to do on it. A lot of people skate on it, and a lot of people have rocks or hammers and don't know what they're doing on it. Looking at it curiously, it turned out that through the ice, I could see that there were many fish under the ice, because it was too cold and the water temperature was too low, and the fish were not moving. Use a stone or hammer to find the spot and break the ice to easily reach the fish beneath the ice. Some people got a lot.

When I got home, I told my mother that a lot of people were smashing fish when I skated on the pond. When my father heard about it, he said, "The owner may not have taken care of it these days, and he definitely doesn't want to know it." The mother said, "Don't fall down if you skate on it, you will freeze to death if you fall." The mother also said: "Don't go in the future, slowly the weather will be warmer, the ice will be crispy, easy to have accidents, too dangerous." ”

I don't dare to go ice skating when I hear that there is danger, and besides, for me, trembling on the ice in the fish pond is far from being interesting to go to the stream, cross the creek, and climb the mountain.

You can eat a lot better during the New Year, stewed chicken and fish, and some things that you don't usually eat, and my mother will get some. I like to eat my mother's stewed chicken the most, the taste is very beautiful, and my mother's stewed chicken is very bad, and every time I eat chicken, I feel very happy. During the Chinese New Year, my parents took my sister and me to visit the villager's house, and the adults would give the children 10 yuan per person, and they gave it to my sister and me, and the parents also gave their children. If the other party is a child, the mother will often give it to the other person20. In my opinion, it's as if adults are changing, and no one wants anyone to suffer. On the way back, my mother would ask for the money and say, "Mother will give you the money." "I know in my heart that if you take me, I won't have it, but what can I do. Now think about it, when I grow up to the present, how much money did you take from me, mother, you never gave it to me anyway, hahahaha...