Chapter 10 The first experience of growing up
It mostly happens on Saturdays and Sundays, because there is only a story when there is nothing to do. That time was still on Saturday, in the afternoon, Wang Lei and I went to Jia Nidao's house to play with them, and on the way out, in the corner of the wall, Jia Nidao took out a few cigarettes and smoked them decently. Because there weren't many cigarettes, he would give a few puffs to another person, and then everyone would take turns to smoke together.
"My dad pulled it down when he left. Jia Rudao said, "Huangguoshu sells for two yuan a box." "When my classmates handed me cigarettes, I was honest, and I was afraid. Still, curiosity prevailed. Suck it and spit it out, I don't feel anything, I just feel choked in my mouth, but I still have to pretend to be it. Wang Lei was reluctant to smoke, Jia Rudao felt that he didn't give him face, but he didn't take Wang Lei well. Wang Lei gave me the feeling that he had been in a state of dissociation and was not very gregarious. And Wang Lei doesn't seem to be afraid of Jia, and he doesn't mess with it. Jia Rudao is like nothing to Wang Lei, as if there is no way.
At home at night, my father's cigarette was on the table and I was thinking about it. After dinner the next day, I saw that the cigarette had not been taken away by my father, so I secretly put it in my own pocket and went out to play. After going out, I can't wait to find a friend to share with. "Butterfly Spring, it's the same money as the yellow fruit tree that I smoked yesterday. The little friend said, "How did you get it?" and "I secretly took my dad's." I said. The little kid is smacking his mouth and smoking, and he is also pretending to be presentable. But I'm very nervous at the moment, what should I do if my father finds out when I go home? I was worried and prayed that my father wouldn't find out, and my father wouldn't find out. At noon, I went home for dinner, and nothing seemed to happen at home, and my father didn't seem to notice that his cigarette was lost. Everything was normal, and my mood calmed down.
Smoking can only be done secretly, and most of them steal cigarettes from home. My friends sometimes steal 1, sometimes steal 2, and occasionally steal half a box and are so excited that they are all kinds of cigarettes. Steal out the cigarette and find a secluded place where everyone snuggles up and smokes together. Later, in order not to be discovered, most of us went to the caves in Beishan to smoke. Smoking in a cave and the excitement of an adventure. Light a small torch and go to some deeper holes, although I am still a little scared when I hold the guts, but when I go to the depths or the innermost part, I am still very proud.
At that time, my family was not wealthy, like me, I never had any pocket money. In the morning, my mother didn't have time to cook, so she asked me to go out to eat dumplings and noodles, and she also counted the money for me. Sometimes my mother would let me take my sister to breakfast because they were all sold in the same amount, and my sister couldn't finish it. Then I would wait for my sister to eat her leftovers after she was full. It seems that every time I go out for breakfast, I don't get enough of it. I told my mother once, and my mother said, "Can't you eat enough for that bowl of dumplings?" and then I didn't dare to say anything, and the most important thing was that I didn't dare to ask my mother for money.
Because I once passed by the garbage heap downstairs and picked up 1 cent next to the garbage heap. Then I started to walk by the garbage dump more often, and I started to walk with my head down more. Luckily, when I found the money, I would buy soda to drink and spicy noodles at the food stall at the school gate, and my mood became beautiful. At that time, a pack of soda 1 sold for money...
As we grow up, we will gradually notice the differences between the children around us, and this difference is mostly caused by different economic conditions. Rich children will show a lot of superiority and show off, and poor children are mostly greedy and envious. There is no way, there are some things that we cannot decide, such as the birth of each person, but everyone has to bear his origin unconditionally.
For children, the first experience is in everyone's pocket money.
In the process of learning and growing, in order to make the students interact with each other and deepen the feelings between the classmates. The head teacher abandons the seating order of a single person in a single row and makes the tables two and two become the same table. There are exactly 15 boys and 15 girls in our class, and Mr. Zhao Xiaoping, who has some bad taste, makes everyone in the class have a table of the opposite sex. Quietly, I heard that it was the meaning of the school leaders. My tablemate's name is Zhao Xiaoman, with two big braided braids hanging down the back of his head, and he loves to smile and has shallow dimples, which is very good-looking. She often wears bib pants and is cute. In the painting class, the teacher asked us to draw a picture of each other's tablemates, and I drew very carefully, and the eyebrows were very similar. She looked at it and smiled. When she painted me, I sat very seriously, and showed me after the painting, she simply turned me into three hairs, and when she painted, she was full of anticipation when she waved her pen seriously, and she was so helpless after seeing it. When she showed it to me, she smiled and said, "You're just a little Sanmao, hahaha." ”
One morning she didn't eat breakfast, when the class was empty, her mother brought her rice, it was chicken soup in a thermos cup, she saw me looking at her in the chicken soup room, she said, "I can't finish drinking, can you drink it?" I was embarrassed to say, "No, I have dinner in the morning." "To be honest, I really want to drink it, I really want to know the taste of that chicken soup, it's quite greedy. I rarely drink chicken soup, and my mother mostly cooks vegetables at home, and the meat is mostly pork, and she only buys a chicken or something during the Chinese New Year.
Because I liked it, I left the portrait I drew for her, burned it secretly outside, and prayed that I could be with her all the time.
Once, my mother took me to a banquet, and on the way there, my mother arranged for me to say, "You must rush to eat the banquet, otherwise it will be eaten up by others soon." I said, "yes, I see." "During the banquet, every time a dish is served, many adults use chopsticks to put it directly into their small plates, they are so fast, I can't eat a few bites of a plate of dishes and then it's gone. I was dumbfounded, but the adults were nothing. Eating about the same, I went out for a walk by myself, and saw Zhao Xiaoman passing by the top of the road at the door, she also saw me, I pretended to be drunk and dizzy, she pointed at me and smiled She leaned forward and closed. Seeing her look, I was so happy. When I went to school the next day, she said that I was so funny. I just looked at her and said.
Students don't play together every Saturday and Sunday, sometimes everyone has something to do or adults have something to do, so they play their own. No one cares, no one knows, and they don't go out on their own without being at home, first around their homes and then farther and farther away. They are also becoming more familiar with the environment. It's a small town, and during my second grade, I changed almost every street and alley. Walking up and down the brick and stone protrusions, jumping between the low walls, coming across some dark little corners, looking curiously, going around the less crowded corners, looking at the surrounding houses, looking at the people around you, looking at the dirty garbage heaps. It's like a little wolf cub exploring the world.