You are the only perseverance and watchfulness I have in this life

When I met Ziwei, Tianbai was fifteen years old, the rebellious age who wore washed white jeans and dyed yellow hair and walked around the streets with cigarettes in his mouth. The chaotic thoughts in my heart are growing like weeds, I want to be an old boy, I want to enter the underworld, I want to take in my little brother... At that time, these were all the dreams of Tianbai.

Until Tianbai encountered crape myrtle.

On that day, Tianbai threw his schoolbag on the bed as usual. Just as Tianbai turned around and was about to leave this home that he had always called no warmth, he heard his father roar with anger: "You come back for me, don't you know that relatives have come to the house?"

What bullshit relatives, they are all guys who can't hit with eight poles. Although I thought so in my heart, I had to turn my head and walk back to my father lazily.

"This is a distant relative of our family, you have to call it uncle according to generation. This is your uncle's sister Ziwei, who will live in our house from now on. ”

Tianbai raised his head, just as he met Ziwei's dark eyes, Tianbai's head was dizzy, and he subconsciously blocked it with his hand, feeling as if something had fallen into those dark eyes.

A few days later, the little gangsters in the neighborhood knew that there was a beautiful girl in the Tianbai family.

Tianbai, in the future, I will have to wait for your sister Ziwei to come back after school, if you find yourself coming back one day, get out and don't want to eat.

Tianbai's words to his father are basically the wind in his ears, but when school is out that day, Tianbai walks far away in order to avoid suspicion, and when Ziwei's figure disappears around the corner of the street, Tianbai hears a dull crash sound not far away, and Tianbai subconsciously rushes over like a monkey.

The few thugs who knocked Ziwei down were smiling ambiguously around Ziwei, and without thinking about it, Tianbai pulled out the steel pipe from his schoolbag and rushed over like a real crazy boy slashing people.

Please stop crying and come over and help me wrap up. Tianbai lazily took a cigarette in his mouth and said to Ziwei, who was crying.

Tianbai's head was knocked open by a thug with a brick, and blood was rapidly gushing outward. And when the little gangsters saw Tianbai, who looked like crazy, they all shouted a few times in amusement and dispersed.

Right.. I'm sorry, Ziwei sobbed and said, it's all me. I'm not good, let you get hurt. I know you hate me, so you won't have to. Leave me alone.

Tianbai raised his head lazily: "Miss, do you think I'm here to save you? Do I know you very well? I've long seen that a few of them are not pleasing to the eye, and I will find a chance to beat them without you, okay, don't cry, I'm not dead, hurry up and help me wrap up." ”

Tianbai, who wrapped her head in a towel, refused to go home with Ziwei, and threatened Ziwei not to tell her family about it, otherwise she would find thugs to rob Ziwei every day in the future. As a result, that night, Tianbai didn't even eat after the stitches, and was scolded for a stinky meal.

"Don't you know that if you want to wash off the blood, you have to soak it in cold water? My white shirt!" Ziwei curled up in a ball in the white scolding, silently shedding tears. When Tianbai cursed for the third minute, when he inadvertently saw Ziwei's aggrieved eyes full of tears, Tianbai suddenly closed his mouth. He just gasped heavily, and walked into the house.

A few minutes later, a towel was thrown in Ziwei's face. "Forget it, don't cry, wipe your face first, my dad is often away from home on business trips, I still expect you to cook for me, this towel is new, I haven't used it." I'll take you with me when I go to school in the future. ”

Looking at Ziwei standing there with a ripple, Tianbai's face turned red. Facing Tianbai, who had never run away from several fierce gangsters, he fled for the first time.

After that, Tianbai really waited for Ziwei to get out of school together every day. It's really hard for Tianbai, because crape myrtle is four years older than Tianbai, and Tianbai repeats a grade for a year because she didn't study well since she was a child, so in fact, crape myrtle and Tianbai are in two different school years in junior high school and high school. The high school ends a full two hours later than the middle school. At that time, Tianbai often let Ziwei repeat grades for four years in a row, and then be the same age as herself, so that it was convenient to pick up and drop off. And Ziwei, who has gradually become familiar with Tianbai, has discovered that Tianbai is actually a boy who gets along very well, and the two of them began to talk and laugh gradually.

After school that day, Tianbai kicked forward violently with crape myrtle, and when Tianbai complained that crape myrtle had gained weight, a classmate rode quickly next to Tianbai, and asked in his mouth, Tianbai, send your girlfriend home?

Looking at the white and white face of the sky, Ziwei's big eyes were full of curiosity.

That's the case, Tianbai coughed dryly and said, There are too many gangsters nearby, so I'll say to the outside world that you're my girlfriend, so that not many people dare to beat your idea, after all. After all, you're a little too pretty, and a lot of people think about you。。。。。。 Ziwei snickered.

This kind of time lasted for about a year, and every day Tianbai pedaled hard to send Ziwei to school, and during this year, Tianbai was honorably injured twice because of protecting Ziwei, and his head and body were left three permanent marks by the thugs with bricks and large knives. The one on his chest almost killed Tianbai, but fortunately, Tianbai miraculously survived, and successfully fought back just after being discharged from the hospital. After that, no one had the idea of fighting crape myrtle at all. Because everyone feels that when Tianbai protects crape myrtle, he is more like a man in ancient Spain: when two people fall in love with a girl at the same time, there will be an endless duel between the two people, and the one who survives will have love. So who else is willing to provoke Tianbai, a madman?

In summer, Tianbai likes to lie on the bamboo mat in the small courtyard and quietly watch the stars in the sky slowly fall asleep. Ziwei will cover Tianbai with a quilt like her sister, and Ziwei often secretly and gently caresses the deep scar on Tianbai's chest when Tianbai sleeps like a dead pig, which is the first man in her life to protect her like this. So for Tianbai, Ziwei always has an indescribable feeling in her heart. But once, Tianbai didn't know why he suddenly woke up, the excitement and commotion of being gently caressed by the opposite sex made Tianbai sit up all of a sudden, and what was even more ridiculous was Ziwei, who turned around and ran into the house in a hurry, for a girl who had received formal education since she was a child and had no contact with any opposite sex, there was nothing more embarrassing than this. But because she was in a hurry, Ziwei actually hit the door frame hard, and then fainted.

When Ziwei woke up, she fainted again because of Tianbai's words. Tianbai sat beside Ziwei and smiled evilly, and then said, "Just now, when you fainted, I also touched your whole body, and now we are even." ”

The relationship between Tianbai and Ziwei has become delicate and complicated in such and such small things. Tianbai will become irritable because Ziwei is talking to others, and Ziwei will also become sour because she sees Tianbai walking with other girls. After more than a year of getting along, crape myrtle has become more and more attached to Tianbai, and Tianbai will be happy because of crape myrtle's happiness and happy because of crape myrtle's happiness.

The originally rebellious Tianbai changed back to the appearance of a student little by little under the silent influence of crape myrtle, her hair was black, there was no trace of a steel pipe and a knife in her schoolbag, even if she smoked, she would smoke secretly, and after smoking, she would chew a piece of gum to confuse crape myrtle. And Ziwei lives happily every day under Tianbai's care, helping Tianbai and Tianbai's father cook, washing Tianbai's clothes, sometimes secretly helping Tianbai do homework, and being held by Tianbai to jump out of the fence to skip school and play video games, and often sit on the back seat of Tianbai's bicycle and fly a big kite. These are all things that Ziwei has never done with boys before. Of course, there is also the opening of Tianbai's mouth every day to check whether there are any traces of smoking.

On Sunday, while crape myrtle went out to take a bath, Tianbai lay down on the bamboo chair very comfortably, lit a cigarette, and squinted comfortably in the smoke. And at this moment, the door outside suddenly sounded the sound of turning, Tianbai hurriedly threw the cigarette butt on the room, and after a heavy puff of smoke came out of his mouth, he pretended to be casual and sat on the chair in a daze.

"Really, the water went out on Sunday. ”

After Ziwei came in, she looked at Tianbai suspiciously: "Are you smoking?"

"No, I haven't smoked in a long time. Tianbai pretended to be very innocent.

"Hmph, really? Your face is red when you lie, why are you red?"

"Anti-cold applied wax. No.. No, it's too hot, I'm hot. Tianbai was nervous, and casually said the Peking Opera fragment.

"Okay, you're lying to me now! You open my mouth for me, I'll smell it!" Ziwei didn't realize that her tone was completely a tricky little woman's strong tone talking to her man.

Tianbai covered his mouth tightly, and a series of pig-killing howls came out of his mouth. Ziwei knelt on the bamboo chair with one leg, and with both hands forcefully broke Tianbai's hand covering her mouth, at this moment, Tianbai shook hard, her body lost her balance and lay on the bamboo chair, and Ziwei, who had just forcefully pulled away Tianbai's hand, also pressed on Tianbai's body, and her lips happened to be attached to Tianbai's mouth.

After many years, both of them admitted that the unintentional kiss was indeed the first kiss of the two people, and the most angry was Ziwei, who had fantasized about countless romantic scenes The first kiss ended so inexplicably. And the most proud is Tianbai, who once fantasized about kissing crape myrtle in countless ways, actually kissed crape myrtle so inexplicably.

Time is like a thief with long legs, and in a blink of an eye, the college entrance examination will make two people separate. Tianbai drooped his head all day long, looking listless. The two children who have been together for more than a year can't help but feel inexplicably sentimental when they are about to face separation. And behind Ziwei's daily smile, there is also a deep sadness. This separation may be the eternal separation of two people.

However, time does not stand still for anyone. Ziwei was admitted to a university in Beijing as she wished, and on the day the admission letter came down, Ziwei hid in her room and cried all day, making the people who came to celebrate confused.

And for the whole summer, Tianbai didn't play like crazy like before, but didn't even go home at all. Crape Myrtle often stood under the dim street lamp at the corner of the street and looked anxiously into the distance, but every time, there was nothing but the darkening night in the distance.

Just the day before Ziwei went to Beijing to report, Tianbai ran back with a stubble on her face. However, Tianbai's father had long been accustomed to Tianbai's disappearance, and after scolding a few words, he walked into the house. Tianbai covered Ziwei's mouth, looked at Ziwei's tearful inquiring eyes, and Tianbai said softly: "You wait for me, wait for me to find you." ”

On the day Ziwei left, Tianbai did not appear on the platform. Dad came back and said to Tianbai that Ziwei was still looking back and looking back when the train was far away. Only Tianbai knew that Ziwei was leaving with regrets, but Tianbai had to hurry, because Tianbai had a plan that was even crazier than ever.

He's going to spend two years chasing four years. It was a dream he had never thought of!

Tianbai's academic performance skyrocketed. Even Tianbai's father was invited by the teacher to introduce how he changed Tianbai from a repeater, from a bad boy who only knows how to fight and skip class every day, into a prodigy who can jump two levels in a row and directly take the college entrance examination this year! That is a miracle that this school has never had!

Only Tianbai knew that he was for Ziwei, for the Ziwei who was four years older than him and was waiting for him in college.

I haven't seen her for two years, and when Tianbai appeared in front of Ziwei with the smell of sunshine and the eyes of a little mature man, Ziwei bit her lower lip fiercely so that she didn't let herself cry.

Two years, the one who used to have a lazy smile and the one who used to protect himself really took two years to come here, and any woman will be moved by this.

However, when Tianbai hugged crape myrtle with a smile, he clearly felt crape myrtle's resistance and stiffness. Following Ziwei's eyes, Tianbai saw another tall and handsome figure walking towards Ziwei. The instinct of the old boy who had been abandoned for several years was instantly multiplied again, and Tianbai rushed to that figure desperately like an enraged lion and a warrior who fought bravely for the girl he loved.

Under Ziwei's pleading, her boyfriend didn't take the matter to the Academic Affairs Office, otherwise Tianbai would probably be severely punished on the first day of school. It's just that there is sadness in Tianbai's eyes that is difficult to hide. Tianbai, who once thought that nothing would change, and Tianbai, who once relied on this relationship as the driving force, found that the feelings for Ziwei that had always supported him did not get any response from Ziwei.

Why? Tianbai looked at the red-eyed crape myrtle and asked eagerly.

What do you want me to do? We are relatives.

"That's just an excuse, you know, we're not related by blood, my dad and yours are sworn brothers!"

"But, I thought you were joking. Crape Myrtle pleaded palely.

"Just kidding? What promise I made to you is false? I like you for real, and so do the hard work I studied. Do you know how much I have suffered in the past two years to stand in front of you? Do you know how much I have changed for you? Do you know that I am standing here today just so that I can be with you in the future?" Ziwei suddenly remembered those beautiful and simple times, how Tianbai protected herself, how she pretended not to care but was secretly jealous, how she took herself to play crazy all over the street, and how she waited for her to get out of school under the dim street lamp...

For a moment, Ziwei's eyes were full of tenderness. But only for a moment.

"Tianbai, you know what? It's not that I don't like you, but I really don't have faith, I can't gamble my whole life with a young promise, I can't afford to lose. We're four years apart, you know what that is? When you graduate from college, I'm already a woman with wrinkles at the corners of my eyes, and I can't afford to lose, I really can't afford to lose. You forgot about me!" Turning around, Ziwei ran out crying.

"I was born before I was born, I am old when you were born, I hate you for being late, you hate me for being born early。。。。。。 ”

Tianbai smiled, it turned out that Ziwei's heart had not changed. As long as Ziwei's feelings are still there, she must wait until the day she turns back.

Since then, every day downstairs in the girls' dormitory, there will be a boy with a guitar on his back and singing sad songs affectionately. With the fragrance of cloves wafting into everyone's hearts, the girls were guessing, which girl would make a boy so affectionate? At ten o'clock, when the bedroom was out and waiting, Ziwei's mobile phone would ring on time. But many times, crape myrtle would hang up, leaving the guitar outside the window to be hoarse in disappointment in an instant.

Gradually, the entire No. 1 girls' dormitory knew that the person who sang love songs downstairs every day was called Tianbai, and his song was sung to Ziwei on the third floor. At first, there was speculation as to why crape myrtle refused to be white. And Tianbai and his guitar have gradually become a beautiful scenery in the school. Many boys even confessed to their beloved girls with Tianbai's moving singing voice and beautiful guitar, and for a while, the first building became the budding place of school love, and many couples would sit hand in hand on a bench at night to listen to Tianbai sing.

And the fifth window on the third floor, which Tianbai had been looking forward to, was never opened. Even after Ziwei's roommates turned against each other and walked towards Tianbai, Ziwei still didn't open the window, which was tightly closed like the door of Ziwei's heart.

Another day, when Tianbai had been singing rain or shine for a whole year, the strings of that night finally broke due to the long time of playing.

"Ziwei!" Tianbai shouted loudly. The school suddenly fell silent, and many couples looked at Tianbai quietly, watching whether Tianbai, who was holding a guitar with broken strings, and tears in his eyes, chose to continue or give up.

"I know you still like me, no one here knows what kind of bad boy I used to be, it was you who got me to where I am today, because I love you, I can desperately jump two levels to come to this school. There was a low commotion from the crowd, and the windows of Building One were almost all open, revealing a few heads from within, silently watching the sky.

"You're four years older than me, but do we have to separate because of this? Didn't you tell me you were going to marry a man who loved you and you loved him? Why did you give up just because of that?"

"I love you, you know, I'm willing to do anything for you, and if I lose you, what's the point of me standing here today?"

"I've been singing for a whole year, and every day when I sing, I think about the time we spent together. Ziwei, let go of those worldly things and give me a chance to love you, okay?" Several girls have shed tears of emotion for Tianbai's affectionate confession.

Tianbai took a deep breath, looked at Ziwei in despair and muttered, "It's been a year, it's been a whole year." Don't you still want to accept me?" Suddenly, Tianbai shouted loudly, "You say that the person I love rejects me just because she is older than me, do you think I should continue to chase her?"

The entire No. 1 dormitory was boiling.

"Of course you should, you're so happy together, why give up?"

"Age is not a problem, what matters is whether you still feel it, and if you have, you should not give up. ”

"Ziwei, be brave, there may be no one in this world who loves you more than him, why do you have to torture yourself like this?"

"Is it just because of age? we can all vouch for Tianbai, he is a person who truly loves you!"

A large number of voices came and went, as if everyone's eyes and words were surging. Everyone shouted Ziwei's name loudly, and everyone was encouraging Tianbai in one way or another. And the last voice said: "Tianbai, ask Ziwei for another chance!"

Tianbai took a deep breath and shouted loudly: "Ziwei, give me a chance to take care of you for the rest of your life, okay, let me love you like before!"

The crowd was silent, and all eyes fell on the fifth closed window on the third floor, and everyone waited for the moment when the window opened, but the window was still quietly asleep, with no sign of opening.

Tianbai shook his head and lowered his head to prevent others from seeing his tears fall. Then he said softly: "It's okay, Ziwei, tomorrow, I will continue to pursue you, not today, I have a next time." ”

As soon as the words fell, he heard people's exclamations, Tianbai raised his head, Ziwei was rushing towards him with tears on her face, and her two red lips kissed Tianbai tightly. Only this time, the kiss was so deep and so passionate.