115: Alive

Yes, she is less than twenty-one years old, a woman's most gorgeous and beautiful age, and these twenty years are just the ordinary years of her life, no matter how painful the past was, now it is over, it is precisely because she lived too tired and painful in the past, she should live better in the future, so as not to live in this world.

But......

She used to live so hard, in order to live at the expense of practicing herself, turning herself into what she is now, she thought it was all over, she was not the orphan girl with unknown origin and unknown background, her existence was not meaningless, she thought that Tang Hui ruined her, but in the end, everything she experienced in the past was all contributed to by her biological mother, and her half of her life became a joke to the letter, and now in the end, she didn't know what the meaning of living in the world was......

Finally, her calm expression moved slightly, the corners of her pale lips twitched slightly, a touch of bitterness overflowed from the corners of her eyes, she moved her lips, and said in a weak and weak voice: "I have nothing, I am alive...... And what can you do?"

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she wrinkled her eyebrows and shouted: "Nonsense, why don't you have anything? Don't you still have a sister? We were forced to separate at birth, and now we finally recognize each other, but we have missed twenty years of companionship, we have not made up for the regret of never being together in the past twenty years, and we have not gotten along well like other sisters, do you really have the heart to abandon your sister?"

Xiao Tianhuang's expression moved slightly, her eyes were moist, the corners of her eyes on both sides, tears slipped down, soaking into her sideburns, she looked at Lou Yueqing with some emotion, her lips trembled slightly: "Sister......"

Lou Yueqing looked at Xiao Tianhuang with tears in her eyes, and said with tears in her eyes: "Huang'er, just treat it as my sister begging you, is it okay to live well? Sister finally recognized you, do you know how happy I was when I knew that you were my sister? I haven't hurt you well, I haven't compensated you well, you said you don't know what you can do in life, but what if it's for me?

They are the closest twin sisters in the world, if there were no conspiracies, they would have grown up together, and like other sisters, they would be inseparable no matter what they do, and they would not have gone through so many twists and turns like now, nor would there be sisters killing each other, and they would not have left regrets that they could not make up for in their lives.

Xiao Tianhuang was a little moved, looked at Lou Yueqing in a daze, pursed her pale lips, her eyes were gloomy, and she said in a dumb voice: "There are so many people by your side, even if you don't have me, you won't be alone......"

Yes, although their sisters are all ill-fated, but compared to what she has now, her sister has too much, at least Lou Yueqing's side, there are so many people who care about her being good to her, and she has nothing, what's the point of living like this......

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she immediately wrung her eyebrows and said: "No matter how many people there are around me, they are not you, you are my own sister, no one can replace you, do you understand?"

Xiao Tianhuang was stunned, and then murmured: "But sister, I'm so tired......"

In this life, she has never been so desperate as now, she has never had a bad time, and she has also had the idea of living, for this reason, she diligently pursues the law of survival, bows down in front of Tang Hui to do a small observation, and tries her best to disguise her nature in front of others, endure disgusting to do the things she hates, even if she is afraid of inferiority in her heart, she also wears a mask to deal with everyone, just because she knows that only by living, it is possible to do other things, and one day she can kill those who destroy her.

But now, all of her long-cherished wishes have become a joke.

There is nothing more desperate than being born a joke, the past is unbearable, the road ahead is confused, she doesn't know what she can do in life, she has been in a conspiracy for twenty years, in order to live, she has trampled on herself like this, has mutilated others, has also killed innocents, thought that everything she did was worth it, but now, there is no meaning!

Only death is her greatest liberation and redemption.

Lou Yueqing heard this, her heart was slightly suffocated, and she opened her mouth, but she didn't know how to persuade her, and after a while, she pursed her lips and said: "But are you really willing to die like this? Didn't you say before that your life's wish is to sword Tang Hui? Now that she is not dead, the Tang family is not dead, how can you die?"

When Xiao Tianhuang heard this, his face was stunned: "Tang Hui ......"

Lou Yueqing said earnestly: "Your mood sister can understand, but Huang'er, you have to understand, no matter what you have experienced in the past, it is now over, we didn't know anything before, and we can't help ourselves, so no matter what we have endured, we admit it, but because we lived a miserable life before, we want to live better now, don't you want a life that is completely different from the past?" There will be no one who can control you and hurt you, and there is no need to live in fear day and night, there will be no nightmares, there will be no more conspiracies, you can do whatever you want every day, but if you die like this now, there is really nothing, the ants are still stealing, you have paid so much price for living all these years, you should understand that it is not easy to live, are you really willing to give yourself a life that you endured in humiliation? Huang'er, you can die, whether it is an unexpected natural disaster, whether it is birth, old age, sickness or death, it doesn't matter, but suicide is a cowardly person's desperate practice, this should not be done by you!"

When Xiao Tianhuang heard this, she suddenly lost her mind, I don't know if she was thinking about what Lou Yueqing said, but no matter what, she listened to it.

Yes, she paid such a big price in order to live, when life was better than death before, she didn't think about death, at that time she had nothing except the obsession with hatred, but now the fear is no more, she can live how she wants, she is not alone, the more others don't want her to live well, she should live well, just like that, she is really unwilling......

Seeing that her eyes were shaken, and her face was no longer sad and desperate, the marriage immediately said almost pleadingly: "Huang'er, what do you want, what you want to do, as long as you say it, my sister can promise you, even if you really ask for nothing, please live well even if it is for me, don't give up, okay?"

Xiao Tianhuang listened to Lou Yueqing's words of pleading, turned her eyes to look at her, her eyes were slightly condensed, she was very moved, and after a long time, she whispered to Lou Yueqing: "I want to leave here, leave Liguo!"

She didn't want anything, she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to leave this place that was full of sin for her, and never to come back to this place for eternity, not to see those people again.

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she looked stunned, and then immediately smiled, with joy that she hadn't seen for a long time between her eyebrows, and said busily: "Okay, my sister will take you out of here, and I will accompany you wherever you want to go, but ......" She paused, a little embarrassed: "You shouldn't be bumpy now, so when you get better, we'll leave here immediately, okay?"

Xiao Tianhuang didn't even have the strength to sit up now, and he knew what his situation was now, so he nodded: "Okay......"

Lou Yueqing hadn't had such a relaxed smile for a long time, Xiao Tianhuang had eliminated the idea of seeking death, how could she not be happy.