116: Tang Hui's past, infatuated with the wrong payment

Soon Xiao Tinghuang's medicine and food were sent to the kitchen, Lou Yueqing tossed for more than half an hour, Xiao Tianhuang finished eating and drinking the medicine, went to sleep, and ordered the maid to guard on the side, and she walked out of Xiao Tianhuang's room.

Standing under the corridor and looking up at the blue sky, Lou Yueqing's face was in a trance, and her eyes were dark and uncertain.

Xiao Tianhuang looks like this, it will take about half a month to recover, and half a month is not long, she should also take care of everything here, and the grievances that should be settled should be settled......

On the second day, Lou Yueqing entered the palace.

went directly to Weiyang Palace to see Tang Hui.

Seeing her, Tang Hui was a little surprised, and the look of surprise was fleeting, as if it was expected.

Lou Yueqing walked into Weiyang Palace, walked directly to the couch and sat down, Tang Hui instructed the palace people to prepare tea, and then walked over slowly, walking slowly and calmly, with a dignified and graceful posture, sitting opposite Lou Yueqing.

After sitting down, Tang Hui smiled faintly: "I knew that you would come back to see me, as expected, it seems that you already have a plan in mind?"

Lou Yueqing didn't go around in circles, she looked at Tang Hui with heavy eyes and pursed her lips and said: "I will leave Liguo with Huang'er in half a month, and I want to see your sincerity in this half month!"

Tang Hui raised her eyebrows and looked at Lou Yueqing, but she didn't speak.

Lou Yueqing knew what she meant, and said lightly: "I can promise you that as long as I live, Xiao Yihuai and Xiao Yisui will be safe for the rest of their lives!"

In fact, even if Tang Hui doesn't say it, she won't want Xiao Yihuai and Xiao Yisui's lives, but whether she wants their lives or not is a different matter, when Tang Hui and the Tang family no longer exist, they will definitely struggle in the royal family, Xiao Zhenglin may not really poison his son, but the next emperor is difficult to say, if nothing else, that person will be Jing Heng, and whether Jing Heng can tolerate these two brothers, no one knows, except for Jing Heng, no one else will necessarily let them go, Tang Hui and the Tang family are equal to their brothers' life, and in the royal family, without support, it is equivalent to a dead end๏ผ

What Tang Hui wants is that when the two brothers are in crisis in the future, she can protect them, and only she can save them.

Tang Hui may not be a loving mother, but after all, she did not tarnish her mother's identity.

Tang Hui smiled very rarely, as if the boulder that had been pressing on her heart for many years had disappeared, and she murmured softly: "In this way, I will be relieved......"

Lou Yueqing looked at Tang Hui and suddenly spoke: "Actually, there is one thing I don't understand!"

"What's the matter?"

Lou Yueqing asked a little puzzled: "Why don't you let me let the Tang family go?" You should know that once this matter starts, the Tang family will be doomed, and at least they will be beheaded all over the house, and at worst they will destroy the nine clans, don't you care?"

She really can't understand this, it is normal for Tang Hui to want to keep her own flesh and blood, but she is the daughter of the Tang family, but she seems to care about the survival of the Tang family, no matter who it is, no matter how cold and hard-hearted she is, it is impossible to really care about her family, but Tang Hui's approach is incredible.

Tang Hui has been this queen for more than ten years, and she seems to be honored and has unlimited power, but when she thinks about it, she finds that she has never sought any benefits for the family, and the prosperity of the Tang family has been accumulated in the past hundred years, and it has nothing to do with her, but the existence of the Tang family has added icing on the cake to her.

Tang Hui was silent for a moment, and then suddenly smiled lightly: "The most stupid thing in this world is nothing more than knowing the result but still taking great pains to change everything, the Tang family has stood in the court of Liguo for nearly a hundred years, once in the court with one hand to cover the sky and the power of the government and the opposition, and even coerce the emperor, the truth that prosperity must decline, my grandfather doesn't understand, my father doesn't understand, even my eldest brother can't see through, even if I give everything to protect the Tang family this time, how many years can they live? Your Majesty will not allow it, the new emperor will hate it, and after all, they will not be able to escape death!"

What's more, she can't have both, if she wants to keep her son, she must make what she does public, and everything she does, most of the Tang family knows, and they can't even get out of it, it is impossible to stay out of it, moreover, even if the Tang family is not involved in this matter, she is the daughter of the Tang family, everything she does is closely related to the rise and fall of the Tang family, and it is inevitable to be implicated.

Even if there is no this time, when Xiao Zhenglin dies and the new emperor ascends the throne, the result will be the same.

So, leave it to fate.

Lou Yueqing was noncommittal, but her opinion of Tang Hui changed one by one.

In fact, if it weren't for these grievances, she would like Tang Hui's character very much, fair and fair, never pretentious, Tang Hui may not be a good person to her, but she prefers the former as a frank villain and a hypocritical good person.

Tang Hui suddenly turned her head, looked at Lou Yueqing with soft eyes, a shallow smile in her eyes, and said softly: "Actually, when you were young, this palace liked you very much, you were a very smart child, and you were never timid, eccentric, even when you were mischievous, you were very likable, no matter who she smiled at everyone so sincerely, her eyes were not full of calculations like other children, but you didn't like me very much, and even hated me......"

Lou Yueqing listened, and couldn't help but be in a trance, when she was a child, she ......

Indeed, she has disliked Tang Hui very much since she was sensible, although no one told her that Jing Fei was killed by Tang Hui, but there are too many people in the palace, even if she doesn't dare to tell her in person, she will find a way to let her know, so she has heard a lot of gossip in the palace, plus her father and mother did not let her contact Tang Hui, and her father and mother did not hide their disgust for Tang Hui, she naturally couldn't like Tang Hui, and she never gave Tang Hui a good face.

Tang Hui smiled faintly, looked at the front of her in a daze, her thoughts drifted, and she said softly: " I also once had a daughter, I like her very much, but she died in my arms a few days after she was born, her death is the biggest regret of my life, if my daughter did not die, she should be the same as you, smart and bold, likable, I will definitely protect her well, accompany her to grow up slowly, watch her marry a lover who will treat her sincerely, and will not let her be like me, wrong to pay her sincerity, and bury her life willfully for a while......"

A woman can't make mistakes, especially someone like her, once she does something wrong, she will never have a chance to start over again, because no one will give her the opportunity to start over.

Lou Yueqing listened to Tang Hui's narration, did not interrupt, nor did she have any impatience, she just listened quietly, never expressed her position, but what she was thinking in her heart, only she knew.

As the saying goes, no one is born evil.

For a woman, watching her child die in front of her, although she has never experienced that kind of pain, she can understand it, and Tang Hui's daughter was killed by Jing Fei, and her daughter died and her son was weak, which is a devastating blow to a mother, so everything Tang Hui did was not really a crime, if it was her, maybe she would have done more crazy than Tang Hui, but Tang Hui hurt her and the people she cared about, in this matter, there is no reason to talk about it.

What's more, just as she killed hundreds of thousands of people in the north for her selfishness, she can't forgive Tang Hui for killing hundreds of thousands of innocent people in the north for her own selfish grudges.

She felt sorry for Tang Hui, but she just felt pity.

Tang Hui smiled faintly, with a trace of tears in her eyes, revealing a smile that she didn't know if she was lonely or sad, and said softly: " When I was thirteen years old, I saw His Majesty in the palace, I admired him, when he repelled Rong Di's great victory and returned to the palace to see him, I entered the palace to ask my aunt to say goodbye, I saw him on the palace corridor, he was so majestic and heroic, even if he was wearing armor, he looked gentle and elegant, and he smiled so elegantly and warmly, not like those generals who fought on the battlefield were full of anger, just a glimpse, I carved him deeply into my heart, but I also knew that I was destined to be impossible with him, I was the daughter of the Tang family, my cousin was the prince, and he was hostile, when my grandfather forced the first emperor to degrade his wife to a concubine and set up his aunt as the queen, Rong Guifei became a concubine, and he also fell from a prince to a concubine, with my aunt and cousin, and even the entire Tang clan has long been endless, so I have been hiding this heart in the bottom of my heart, no one has ever known that there is a person living in my heart, and I never wanted to marry him, at the age of sixteen, I reached the age of marriage, my father hoped that I could be the same mother as my aunt, and when my cousin ascended the throne, he set me up, but my aunt did not want me to follow in her footsteps, hoping that I could marry a person with a heart, and I did not have to become a political victim in the palace like her, so I always looked for a man who could be worthy of me, so my marriage was delayed again and again, in order to hide from the quiet, I went to Cheng'en Temple to live, and the peach blossoms were in full bloom that dayI was standing under the peach tree, it was drizzling, and suddenly a person was standing behind me with an umbrella, blocking the rain that should have fallen on me, and I looked back, and I could no longer linger that warm and gentle smile......"

Maybe for Xiao Zhenglin, she is just a chess piece for him to balance the Tang family and the prince, for her, he has always had only hypocrisy, but he didn't know that she paid a deep affection to him, and when he looked back, it was ten thousand years.

Even now, after his heart is gone, he is reluctant, but in his heart, there is no place for her after all.

Lou Yueqing heard it in her ears, although her face was silent, she couldn't help sighing in her heart, sighing, such a false relationship ruined a woman's life from Shaohua to old age......

If Tang Hui hadn't married Xiao Zhenglin back then, then her life should have been happy, even if the person she married was not the one she loved in her heart, but whether it was because of her beauty or because of her family background, she would definitely not treat her badly.

Once upon a time, the woman in front of me, who seemed to be honorable and luxurious, but had experienced vicissitudes in her bones, was also like an ordinary woman, demure and gentle, in the quiet cardamom years, sitting in the boudoir and looking forward to the future and her husband's Qin Se harmonious and white-headed old together, but in the end, everything was just an empty dream.

Lou Yueqing didn't say anything, stood up and left Weiyang Palace.

Tang Hui looked at her departing back, she didn't look away for a long time, I don't know how long it took, she retracted her gaze, and the moment she blinked, tears slipped down......

Raising her hand and stroking the tears on her face, she looked at it, suddenly eating and laughing, but her eyes were full of bitterness......

How many years have you not shed a tear......

After Lou Yueqing left Weiyang Palace, she walked to the palace road to Changxin Palace, feeling very heavy.

Walking to the door of the Changxin Palace, she took away the troubles in her heart and walked into the Changxin Hall as usual.

The imperial concubine has been thinking about her very much these days, but she is bent on Xiao Tianhuang, and the imperial concubine can't get out of the palace, so she can only rely on Xiao Yike to run back and forth to deliver news, but she can't help but worry if she can't see her with her own eyes.

Seeing her standing in front of her unharmed, although her face was a little haggard, there was no big problem, which was a relief.

Then he asked, "Is your sister okay?"

Lou Yueqing replied with a smile: "Don't worry about the concubine, she's fine!"

When the imperial concubine heard this, she didn't ask much, but she couldn't hide her pain and helplessness in her eyes, and sighed: "It's hard for her......"

Lou Yueqing looked at the imperial concubine and said in a low voice: "She is now in discouragement, although she has eliminated the idea of seeking death, but she does not want to continue to stay here, I plan to take her back to Chu when she is well, away from this place of right and wrong." โ€

When the imperial concubine heard this, she nodded, and said earnestly: "It should be like this, there are too many unbearable pasts for her here, and it's good ......to leave."

After a pause, she looked at Lou Yueqing with some reluctance, frowned and said, "It's just that you are leaving, I'm afraid I don't know when you will come back......

She is also distressed about Xiao Tianhuang, more of a sigh, but to Lou Yueqing, she loves Lou Yueqing as a daughter from the bottom of her heart, and now Lou Yueqing has married a wife, and her husband is still the king of Chu, she has roots in Chu again, although the two countries are adjacent, but the two capitals are far away, Lou Yueqing goes, I don't know when I will be able to come back......

Even if I can come back often, I can't see each other twice in three days like now.

Lou Yueqing couldn't help laughing when she heard this, and said softly: "If the mother concubine wants to be worry-free, let the second brother send a message to Chu State, and I will come back to see the mother concubine when I receive the letter, is this good?"

When the imperial concubine heard this, she couldn't help laughing, poked her nose, and teased: "How can the concubine want to see you every day?"

Lou Yueqing immediately wilted, she can't say that she comes back every day......

Seeing that she pretended to be dead and didn't say anything, the imperial concubine couldn't help but be happy, and glanced at her angrily: "Look at you, stupid ......"

Lou Yueqing touched her nose and smiled......

After staying in Changxin Hall for more than half an hour, the mother and daughter were tired of talking about themselves, gossiping about homely, and from beginning to end, no one mentioned Jing Fei.

Because she was not worried about Xiao Tianhuang, Lou Yueqing did not stay in the palace for too long, and after leaving the Changxin Palace, she went to the Qianyuan Palace to ask for peace, and left after not staying too long.

It's just that he was about to leave the palace and was stopped on the palace road.

Lou Yueqing looked at the eldest princess who was coming towards her, that is, her half-sister Xiao Yurao, Xiao Yijing's half-sister.

has been back for so long, although I have seen Xiao Yurao a few times, but it is the first time that I have met alone like this.

Looking at the sincere smile on Xiao Yurao's face, Lou Yueqing couldn't help but raise her eyebrows.