112: Have you ever regretted it?

In her short but long twenty years of life, she has seen countless people of all kinds, and she has known many hypocritical people, but there has never been a person like the woman in front of her, who has been so scary and hypocritical and selfish that she has done it to the point of being staggering. Watermark Ad Test Watermark Ad Test

Hearing Lou Yueqing mention Duanmu Xi, Jing Fei's pupils constricted, her face was like winter snow, she clenched her teeth, trembling a little, and her eyes were full of hatred and pity.

In her life, she has done a lot of wrong things, I am sorry for many people, I am most sorry, not only her children, but also the sister who has loved her the most since she was a child, she planned to wait for everything to settle after leaving to tell Duanmu Huanxi that she is alive, but she didn't expect that people are not as good as heaven.

"I really feel sorry for her, she regards you as the most important person in her life, but for you, she is just your dispensable little sister, not worthy of friendship, nor trustworthy, but what about her? She saved me many times at any cost for you, risked her life to find an antidote for me, and almost lost her life several times, for a whole eighteen years, all in order to save me and find Jing Heng, but in the end, her remorse was just a joke, she didn't know that you had been lying to her until she died......

However, when she said this, Lou Yueqing's tone suddenly was a little erratic, and her expression was a little strange.

She really didn't know until she died......

Don't take revenge, don't go back to Liguo......

This was the last sentence Duanmu Hanxi left for her.

Since she was a child, Duanmu Hanxi has never had the idea of not letting her go back to Liguo, but she is very supportive, but just before she died, let her not come back......

She was emotionally uncontrollable and crazy when she met Jing Heng, and the old city lord said that she was stimulated......

An unbelievable thought rose from the bottom of my heart......

Looking at Jing Fei's eyes, they were a little dark and profound, and they were meaningful......

After a while, she suppressed this speculation in her heart, looked at Jing Fei, who was sitting there with her body hanging her head and her face like a dead and lifeless face, and suddenly asked, "I want to ask you a word!"

When Jing Fei heard this, she immediately raised her head and looked at her eagerly: "You...... You ask!"

Lou Yueqing looked at her fixedly and asked, "When you did these things back then, did you ever hesitate and couldn't bear it?"

Jing Fei was stunned and silent.

Lou Yueqing saw her like this, and she couldn't help but smile bitterly: "It seems that no, after all, I think too highly of you!"

She thought that no matter how resentful and ruthless she was, there would always be a time when she couldn't bear it before facing so many innocent people and her own flesh and blood, but it was she who looked down on Jing Fei.

This woman has no heart.

Jing Fei was speechless.

She was sent away by her mother since she was a child, grew up beside her uncle, was taken by her uncle to walk the rivers and lakes, and later when she was a little older, she inherited her mother's Biyue Palace, and her sister, she is not like those outlaws who have nothing, she was born in the palace, has the protection of Biyue Palace, from childhood to adulthood, no one dares to hurt her, Xiao Zhenglin's abandonment almost drove her crazy, and her resentment towards Xiao Zhenglin made her crazy and extreme, at that time, she just wanted revenge, revenge on the man who made her sad and desperate, at any cost, unscrupulous, she had to live in the creed, she couldn't accept any betrayal and abandonment, no matter how Xiao Zhenglin abandoned her in order to marry Tang Hui, or for the throne, or otherwise, it was unforgivable to her.

Therefore, in order to take revenge on Xiao Zhenglin, she didn't care about anything, married him, tortured each other with him, made him never have peace, and made him regret that he abandoned her back then, and at that time, she was tired and wanted to leave him, and wanted to cut off all entanglements with him, but he left her in the palace in that way, and even let her conceive a child again, the resentment that had been silent came to his heart again, he would rather die than let her go, and she did not want to stay in his harem anymore, so there was a series of later incidents of collaborating with the enemy and betraying the country and faking death to leave。

And these two children were forced to conceive when she was about to leave, so she didn't like it, or even disgusted it, so she didn't hesitate or have any patience.

Lou Yueqing asked again: "Then do you regret it? Have you ever regretted everything you did? I said not now, but back then, have you ever regretted even a moment?"

This time, Jing Fei nodded without thinking: "Yes!"

Lou Yueqing raised her eyebrows.

Jing Fei looked at her with tears in her eyes and said in a choked voice: " That was after you were born, when your sister had been sent away, and you were lying next to me, so small, so soft, I was a soft mess, especially uneasy, this is my daughter, there will be no me in the future, in this palace full of crimes, will she be bullied, will she be hurt, I regret it, but I have no choice, at that time your sister has been sent away, the war in the north is over, and the effect of the medicine in my body has begun to attack, if I stay, everything I have done before will be in vain, and everything I have done may also be known, I have no way out, but I can't rest assured that you, so I will entrust you to Jingshu, seal all the internal forces in your body......"

She gave birth to three children, when Jing Heng was born, because of the palace change at that time, she let Hua Wuxin take it away after birth, she didn't even hug it, Xiao Tianhuang too, she was taken away after birth, she didn't even look at it, and Lou Yueqing was the first child she really looked at seriously, and it was also the only one of her three children who had been hugged, looking at this daughter at that time, she suddenly realized that she was a mother, at that moment, how reluctant and regretful she was, only she understood herself, and therefore, regardless of her life, she sealed the internal force in her body, which almost lost her life and was in a coma for 18 years。

Lou Yueqing suddenly laughed, crying and laughing, her eyes were extremely sad, and she didn't know whether she was sad or happy.

Jing Fei looked at her with a smile: "Worry-free......"

Lou Yueqing Huo Ran got up, her face seemed to be trying her best to suppress, she couldn't see any emotion, but the tingling and sadness in her eyes couldn't be hidden, she looked at her for a long time before she turned around and wanted to leave.

Jing Fei hurriedly stopped her: "Worry-free......"

Lou Yueqing paused and said coldly: "Don't worry, I won't kill you, you don't deserve to die in my hands, dirty my hands, people like you, death is the greatest kindness, so, you have to live well, no matter what method you use, you have to live well, it is best to live a long life, because ......" looked back slightly, she smiled meaningfully: "I like to see you live better than dead, if you really feel ashamed of us, don't die so fast, remember!"

After speaking, she no longer looked at Jing Fei's face, turned around, and walked to the door without hesitation.

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