Lou Yueqing heard this, silent, Rong Zhi saw that she didn't speak, and felt a little panicked, however, just when he wanted to speak, she suddenly pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, her eyes showing bitterness: "What can I blame you? These things have nothing to do with you, and the misfortune of me and my sister is not caused by you, you just hide me to protect me, if it was before, I would definitely blame you, because I don't like to be concealed and deceived, but now ......" paused, she shook her head lightly, and said quietly: "No!"

During this time, she tried her best not to let Xiao Tinghuang know what happened back then, every time Xiao Tinghuang asked, she prevaricated in the past, at that time, she really understood the painstaking efforts of her father and mother to hide from her at any cost, maybe this approach is not right, but it is indeed the best way to protect the people they care about under such a cruel truth. Watermark Ad Test Watermark Ad Test

It's a pity that it's all in vain after all.

What should come, will come!

When Rong Zhi heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief, looked at her with great pity in his eyes, stood up, walked to her side, hugged her into his arms, and said nothing.

He didn't know what to say or do to make her feel better, and he wasn't good at comforting, so he could only be by her side silently.

He knew, what she needed, was just that he could be by her side.

Lou Yueqing let him hold her, her face leaned on his waist, she was silent and didn't speak, but in her heart, she was extremely comfortable and steady.

At this time, the Shadow Dream, who was guarding the door, came in.

Seeing them snuggling together for a quiet time, his eyes immediately drooped, but he still walked over.

As soon as he came in, Lou Yueqing pushed Rong Zhi away slightly, and Rong Zhi also sat silently aside.

Shen Shu spoke: "Lord, princess, Prince Jingheng is here!"

The two of them were stunned for a moment, and then, Rong Zhi's eyes were slightly darker, and Lou Yueqing's face was condensed.

After a while, just when they all thought that Lou Yueqing would refuse to see Jing Heng, Lou Yueqing spoke: "Let him come in!"

Mingshu was ordered to withdraw, and soon, Jing Heng walked into the courtyard gate and walked this way.

Walk up the stairs and enter the pavilion.

Lou Yueqing ate in the pavilion.

Jing Heng's expression was not very good, a little haggard, a little gloomy, looking at Lou Yueqing's eyes, it was very complicated.

Compared with Jing Heng's obscure and haggard face, although Lou Yueqing's face was pale and weak, she was very calm, and her face and eyes were not wavering.

The brother and sister looked at each other, but neither spoke.

Rong Zhi's hand under the table reached out to Lou Yueqing and stroked the back of her hand, Lou Yueqing came back to her senses and turned her gaze to him.

Rong Zhi said lightly: "I'll go to the study first, you can talk!"

tone, slightly consultative.

Lou Yueqing thought for a while, her chin bowed, and the corners of her mouth pulled lightly: "Go!"

Only then did Rong Zhi stand up, glanced at Jing Heng meaningfully, and turned to leave.

Seeing his figure leave, Lou Yueqing retracted her gaze and looked at Jing Heng: "Sit down!"

Jing Heng's expression moved slightly, and he sat down in response.

After sitting down, the two were silent, he looked at her, she lowered her eyes, and after a while, Jing Heng asked softly, "You...... Is it okay? But what's uncomfortable?"

She pursed her lips slightly and replied lightly, "No!"

Jing Heng frowned, looked at her, and was silent again.

He knew she must not want to see him now.

These days, because of Xiao Tianhuang and Mo Li's treatment and recuperation, their relationship has been better, although she has always refused to recognize him, but she no longer speaks ill of each other, and is no longer indifferent, but after these two days of Jing Fei's affairs, between their brothers and sisters, it seems that they have returned to the past, and they are not even as good as before, strange, alienated, obviously they are close relatives by blood, but they must be cautious and cautious when they speak unfamiliarly.

She is no longer willing to even speak ill of her, only alienated and cold.

After a long silence, she raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes were still calm and dull, and she spoke, "Is there something wrong with you?"

Jing Heng was stunned, touching the coldness on her face, her face was gloomy, and she said softly: "I...... I just don't worry about you, I want to come and see you!"

When Lou Yueqing heard this, her eyes narrowed slightly, lowered her eyes, and said lightly: "In this case, now that you have seen me, I am fine, I don't need you to worry, you can go!"

Jing Heng's face froze, but he didn't know what to say.

He is not good at words, before her, no one has dared to treat him like this, if it was someone else, he would have stopped paying attention to it a long time ago, but she is not someone else, she is a sister.

He didn't want to hurt her, but yesterday's maintenance of Jing Fei and his obstruction of her hurt her after all, and also ruined the already not deep brother-sister friendship between them, but he didn't regret it, if he did it again, he would do the same, even if he knew what he did, she would never forgive him again.

Seeing that he was motionless, Lou Yueqing raised her eyes and frowned: "You still have something?"

Jing Heng hesitated for a moment, but still said in a low voice: "Mother...... I want to see you!"

When the words fell, Lou Yueqing's face suddenly turned cold, and looking at Jing Heng's eyes, she became more and more indifferent.

Jing Heng thought that she would be angry, and she was ready to be viciously spoken of by her, but she opened her mouth expressionlessly.

"Get out!"

Jing Heng was stunned.

Her face was very calm, and her voice was calmer than her face: "I don't want to be angry with you now, and I don't have the strength to toss, so you'd better leave immediately, otherwise I can't guarantee that I won't be like yesterday, you shouldn't know yet, if I have another attack at this time, I will die!"

When Jing Heng heard this, his face changed slightly, a little pale, looking at her serious and calm appearance, he could only stand up after all, looked at her with a complicated expression, and said, "You have a good rest, just because I didn't say what I said just now!"

With that, he turned around and staggered away.

Lou Yueqing watched his figure disappear at the gate of the courtyard, her eyes moved slightly, and she quickly fell silent, hearing a slight footstep coming, she retracted her gaze and looked behind her.

I saw Rong Zhi coming.

Obviously, he didn't really leave just now, but let them talk alone, so he just avoided it.

He walked over and stood beside her, his hand resting lightly on her shoulder, but did not speak.

She noticed that he was silently reassured, the corners of her mouth pulled slightly, she raised her hand, and stroked his hand on her shoulder, and he wrapped her hand in the palm of his hand with his backhand, without force, but made her feel at ease.

After being silent for a long time, she suddenly spoke softly: "Rong Zhi!"

"Hmm!"

She said faintly: "I really want to kill her, I especially want to ......"

I wanted to kill yesterday, maybe because I was too angry and lost my mind when I learned about it rashly, but now that she has calmed down and sobered up, she still has killing intent towards her.

She's really damned!

When Rong Zhi heard this, his eyes moved slightly, and he was silent.

She looked dazed and muttered with a wry smile: "They all say that I am wrong like this, but I want to know what is right and what is wrong for them......

Seeing her like this, Rong Zhi wrinkled his eyebrows slightly and spoke: "Don't worry!"

Lou Yueqing raised her eyes and looked at him.

Rong Zhi sat next to her and asked very seriously, "Have you ever thought that if she dies, your heart will be better?"

When Lou Yueqing heard this, she was silent.

Rong Zhi looked at her softly, and said very patiently: "She used to be the deepest attachment in your heart, you have always regarded her as a belief all these years, and now you want to kill her, in addition to the fact that she has killed too many innocent people, there is another point, that is, what she did subverted your belief in her for twenty years, you can't accept it, it means that you care, since you care, even if she dies, you won't be happy, her life, can't pay off many sins, why do you bother?"

Up to now, killing a Jing Fei can't save her sins, compared to the people who died back then, her life is too insignificant.

And once she is killed, Lou Yueqing will bear the stain of killing her mother, even if she is not known, she will not be happy, the three of them will not be able to get out of the pain that Jing Fei brought to them for the rest of their lives.

After all, it's the mother.

Hearing this, Lou Yueqing's face was stunned, and she did not refute Rong Zhi's words.

Rong Zhi said, although she is not very willing to admit it, but there is no way to refute, Rong Zhi is the person who knows her best, and what she can see through is the fact that she can't see through herself, her anger, in addition to Jing Fei doing such a heinous thing, there is also a point that the former Jing Fei is too beautiful in her mind, beautiful without a trace of flaw, is the softness in her heart that no one can compare, is her belief in survival, now the truth is revealed, her twenty years of obsession and attachment, it seems to have become a big joke, such a blow, she doesn't know what emotions to face except anger。

Rong Zhi saw that she was silent, and knew that she listened to his words, thought about it, and said: "I don't want you to kill her, she can die, it doesn't matter whose hands she dies, or she dies of illness and accidents, it doesn't matter, but she can't die in your hands, not to mention whether it violates the way of heaven, the most important thing is that I don't want your hands to be stained with your own mother's blood, it's not good to say, your hands shouldn't be tainted by her blood!"

What Jing Fei did, even he, as a man who had killed countless people and killed decisively, couldn't help but feel embarrassed, even if Jing Fei was her mother, Rong Zhi didn't despise what Jing Fei did, saying that the heart and intestines were all lifted, he just didn't want Jing Fei's blood to dirty her way forward and become a sin in her life and a stain for a lifetime.

She can hate or deny it, but she must not kill Jing Fei with her own hands, that is not what she should do.

When Lou Yueqing heard this, her eyes moved slightly, and then she raised her eyes to look at Rong Zhi, and grinned: "You're right, death is in my hands...... She doesn't deserve it!"

It's just that if you don't kill her, you will definitely not make her feel better!

Some debts, owed, will eventually have to be repaid!

Death is the greatest tolerance for a person with deep sin, when a person dies, everything is over, no matter whether it is pain or happiness when he is alive, the moment he closes his eyes, it is liberation, and she does not deserve to be liberated!

When Rong Zhi heard her words, he knew that she had already figured it out, so he didn't say anything more.

After eating, Lou Yueqing saw that Xiao Tianhuang didn't wake up, so she went directly to Qinglixuan.

Her arrival surprised Jing Heng.

Lou Yueqing looked at him lightly, didn't say a word, and went directly up the stairs.

Rong Zhi didn't come with her, and what supported her was the little girl who had been serving her for the past few days.

Seeing that she went upstairs without saying a word, Jing Heng immediately followed.

In Jing Fei's room, Jing Fei sat on the bed, leaning on soft pillows, Hua Wuxin sat aside, the two seemed to be talking something, hearing footsteps coming from the door, the two looked over and saw Lou Yueqing, which made the two of them look surprised.

Jing Fei was still leaning on the soft pillow and had no energy, but when she saw Lou Yueqing, she sat up and looked at Lou Yueqing with eager and complicated eyes, her lips trembling.

"Worry-free ......"

Hua Wuxin stood up and looked at Lou Yueqing who came and frowned subconsciously.

Lou Yueqing stood on the edge of the bed, looking at Jing Fei quietly, her face expressionless, and her eyes were indifferent.

It's like looking at an inconsequential person, there is no murderous aura of yesterday, there is no disgust and anger the day before yesterday, there is only bottomless indifference.

Such indifference, combined with her already pale complexion, is particularly intimidating.

glanced at Jing Fei, and then said lightly: "You all go out!"

These words were said to Jing Heng, and they were also said to Hua Wuxin.

However, after yesterday, they were not worried that she and Jing Fei were alone, and when she approached just now, Hua Wuxin made a vigilant posture, for fear that she would be unfavorable to Jing Fei.

Therefore, as if she didn't say anything, neither of them had any intention of going out.

Lou Yueqing saw that they had no intention of going out, frowned, and didn't say anything more, turning around to leave.

Jing Fei saw that she turned around and left without hesitation, her face was anxious, and Jing Heng grabbed her arm when Lou Yueqing walked past him, frowned and said: "Worry-free......"

Lou Yueqing turned her head slightly, her eyes stopped on her imprisoned arm, and she was a little impatient: "Let go!"

Jing Heng pursed his lips and looked at her with some pleading eyes.

Seeing him like this, Lou Yueqing frowned unhappily, and said lightly: "Since you are afraid that I will not be good for her, don't come to me in the future, I don't have so much energy to waste on her!"

When Jing Heng heard this, his face froze, and he wanted to explain, but he couldn't explain it.

He was indeed afraid that Lou Yueqing would be unfavorable to Jing Fei, and her angry and crazy appearance yesterday made him remember it vividly.

Lou Yueqing sneered, broke free of Jing Heng's shackles, and was about to walk to the door.

Jing Fei's weak voice came, with a hint of trembling, almost pleading: "Don't go......"

Lou Yueqing retracted the footsteps she lifted, turned her head, and looked at her lightly.

Jing Fei saw her stop, her face was overjoyed, and she hurriedly said to Hua Wuxin and Jing Heng: "Wuxin, Heng'er, you ...... Get out!" "Grandma......"

Seeing that Hua Wuxin looked uneasy, the corners of her pale lips pulled slightly, and she said softly: "Don't worry, she won't do anything to me!"

Hua Wuxin was still a little worried, but seeing that Lou Yueqing did not have a trace of killing intent, she had no choice but to nod and walk out with Jing Heng.

Lou Yueqing looked sideways at the little girl who was holding her beside her, and said lightly, "You should also step down!"

"Yes!"

The door was pulled shut from the outside, and only the mother and daughter were left in the room.

Lou Yueqing didn't seem to notice Jing Fei's eager and excited eyes, so she stepped forward and pulled the stool that Fang Hua was sitting on slightly before sitting down.

After that, he raised his eyes to look at her, and his eyes were still so indifferent.

"You want to see me, what do you want to say to me?"

Lou Yueqing's straightforward inquiry caught Jing Fei off guard, and she struggled for a long time before lowering her eyes and whispering, "I...... I'm sorry for you, and your sister!"

Lou Yueqing heard this, but she smiled, and the meaning of the smile was unknown.

Although she laughed out loud, the same gasping sound made Jing Fei look at her suspiciously, puzzled: "What are you laughing at?"

Lou Yueqing didn't answer her, but asked expressionlessly: "You came to me just to say this nonsense?"

Jing Fei's face froze, and she didn't know how to answer.

Lou Yueqing looked at her, and suddenly said very seriously: "Do you know about Huang'er who committed suicide by cutting her wrists last night?"

Hearing her words, Jing Fei's face suddenly changed: "You...... What do you say?"

The voice trembled, panicked, incredulous, apparently unaware.

Lou Yueqing looked at her with a shocked and worried face, and didn't care, and suddenly said unhurriedly: " You may not know, you don't know what you did back then, what price I paid for me and her, I was a young man who suffered a catastrophe and died, and I was exiled for 14 years, infected with cold poison, and fell into a sickness, maybe for the rest of my life, I may have to suffer from cold poison and illness, but I am lucky compared to Huang'er, at least I was not born to live in darkness and fear like her, abused, imprisoned, and I don't need to be reduced to a pawn to live like someone else, I have the same nightmare every day, I live in fear every day, I don't know who I am, I don't know what I live for, in order to live, can only wear a mask to face the people around her, in order to protect herself, she does not hesitate to practice herself, suffer humiliation, and make herself dirty, just to live as she thinks Tang Hui wants to see!"

When she said this, Jing Fei's face turned pale inch by inch, her pupils constricted, and her whole person was trembling, she was shocked, distressed and embarrassed, and guilty and self-blamed.

In fact, she didn't know a lot, Hua Wuxin only told her that when Xiao Tinghuang was sent away, she accidentally fell into the hands of Tang Hui, Tang Hui planned a conspiracy in order to take revenge, and when Lou Yueqing was six years old, she changed the two children, Lou Yueqing disappeared and went to the people, and was adopted by the Lou family of the Ningguo Mansion of Chu Guo by coincidence, and her health was not good, and Xiao Tinghuang, who replaced Lou Yueqing as the princess of Changle, has been controlled by Tang Hui......

Knowing this, she was already ashamed and blamed herself, but she didn't expect that Hua Wuxin just avoided the important and told her this, in fact, what they experienced was a hundred times more serious than what she knew.

What did she do to destroy her two daughters to this point......

Jing Fei's heart was suffocated in pain as if it had been cut by a thousand knives, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say half a word tremblingly.

Lou Yueqing looked at her like this, didn't make waves, and said lightly: "I'm telling you this, just to tell you that your sentence of sorry is insignificant to us, even if you apologize for your sins with death, you can't redeem me and Huang'er's broken life, so don't pretend to be guilty and blame me in front of me, because your fake appearance makes me feel extremely disgusting!"

Hearing Lou Yueqing's heart-wrenching words, Jing Fei's heart seemed to be shattered, she was in pain, she couldn't speak, and it was difficult to breathe.

Lou Yueqing said again: "I used to think that Tang Hui must be the most vicious woman in the world, these years, I hate her to the core, and I can't wait to break her body into thousands of pieces and scatter her bones, but now I understand that no matter how ruthless Tang Hui is, she is not as good as your femme fatale, at least her humanity still exists, and she has always protected her children in her own way, even if she hates you and resents her father very much, she has not killed me and Huang'er, but what about you? Tiger poison still doesn't eat children, but you are not as good as a beast!"

When she said these words, her tone was very calm and gentle, but these words made Jing Fei ashamed and painful unable to say half a word.

Seeing Jing Fei's face full of tears, biting her pale lips, the whole person trembled, but she couldn't say half a word, she couldn't say anything guilty, and there was no way to refute it, only silence.

Lou Yueqing said lightly: "Do you remember your junior sister?" That is, my master Duanmu Xixi, since you died, she has been living in pain and self-blame, she regrets every day, regrets that she didn't come back in time to save you, hates herself for not persuading you not to marry your father, I really don't understand, is it that she doesn't know people clearly, or you are too good at pretending, she doesn't understand what kind of person you are until she dies, and she feels guilty about you until she dies, because she feels ashamed of you, she has been protecting me for so many years, treating me as her own, she regards you as the most important person, but what about you? You deceived her like a fool, Jing Fei, I have never seen a hypocrite like you!"