Liu Tiantian was dumbfounded, she remembered that when she was competitive, Liu Haohao still criticized her, why did she become the place she admired the most?

"It's better to have the courage to express what you like and what you don't like, than to keep everything in your heart, and don't force yourself to do things you don't like, or force yourself to give up what you like. Many things have to be fought for by ourselves, stuffy in our hearts, don't say anything, others don't know what you think, really when you don't take everything to heart, everything is willing to give up to others. Liu looked at Liu Xue carefully, "It's right to worry about other people's feelings, but you have to remember that there is no one in this world who loves yourself more than you." ”

This is very awkward, Liu Tiantian held his head and thought about it for a while before coming back to his senses.

"But eldest sister, I think you love us very much. Liu Xiangxiang, who poked the ant nest, suddenly interjected, "When you went to catch up with the polder, you brought us delicious food and fun, but you didn't bring anything for yourself." ”

"That's because I'm not as interested in them as you are, and when I come back with something, your smiling face makes me feel happy and satisfied, and this satisfaction is far better than eating and having fun myself, and it makes me happy, after all, it's for my own sake. ”

Liu Xiangxiang doesn't quite understand how there are people in the world who take pleasure in fulfilling others.

"That's not the point, what I want you to know is that although I love you, I love myself more, I won't sell myself cheaply in order to marry a daughter-in-law, and I won't sacrifice my own rights and interests for this family, I hope you can do the same, sacrifice yourself for others, not as great as you think. ”

Liu Haohao's words were too cold, and they were not small for the three children who had long received selfless dedication and selfless dedication to education.

"People only live for one life, every life is unique, no one is born great, people should dedicate themselves, no one is born low, should pay for a lifetime. Love yourself, treat yourself well, and fight for what you want, so that you can be worthy of what you have come to this world. ”

Liu Xuexue was silent, but Liu Xuexue knew that she didn't listen to these words, Liu Xuexue was able to say that she was unwilling to marry today, which was already her courage to express her greatest progress, and before that, even if Liu Changsheng and they wanted to sell her to Taikang County, she would not say a word.

"Eldest sister, why don't you fight for it? You have a place in college, as well as a place in our elementary school, they all said that it should be yours, but they were all snatched away...... Liu Tiantian said strangely, "I think if you really want to fight, you will definitely be able to fight for it." ”

"If I really want to fight, of course there is a way, but the problem is that I don't want to fight, I know what I really want and what I can give up, so I don't have to blush at everything and fight for it. There will be gains and losses in all things, and there will be gains and losses in all things. In today's university, big professors like Mr. Li have been sent to places like ours, what really useful knowledge can be learned in it? There is also the quota for the regularization, the life of Mr. Zhao's family is indeed too hard, this money is a charcoal in the snow for their family, it can only be regarded as the icing on the cake for me, and you know that I have never been willing to be a rural primary school teacher for the rest of my life. I believe that I will have better opportunities worth fighting for, and I don't value these two opportunities, so I don't fight, don't you think I have a better chance now?"

"Do you mean the opportunity to go to the Commune?"

"The Commune was just a transition. She thought about it confidently, "If you want to know what opportunities you really need to strive for, you have to take a long-term view, don't just look at the dime or two in front of you all day long, the more you pay attention to the small profits at the moment, what you will lose is a big pie." ”

"Take a long-term view?" Liu Tiantian was still a little dazed, "How to put it?"

"You think about your future, what you want to do in the future, do you want to get married in the countryside as early as possible and have children, or do you ......?"

"I want to go to the city, so I want to study hard!" replied Liu Tiantian.

"What are you going to do in the city?"

Liu Tiantian shook his head with wide eyes, "I didn't think about it." ”

"Then think about it, think about what you will look like in 10 years, 20 years, 30 years, think about what kind of person you want to become, think about what the world will become, and think more about what you will look like. ”

"Thirty years from now?" Liu Shangxiang interjected with interest, "By that time we will definitely be able to eat enough!

"Thirty years later, our production team will definitely have tractors, and then we won't have to work so hard to get into the field......"

"Thirty years from now, our family should be able to use electric lights, and when we read books, we won't be smoked by oil lamps. Liu Xuexue said yearningly.

Liu Haohao was a little speechless, poverty limits people's imagination, several children already feel that they think beautifully, but the reality is more beautiful, their wishes may be realized within ten years.

"Teacher Liu, I happen to have your letter!" Liu Haohao As soon as they came down the mountain, they bumped into the postman Xiao Chen Fengchen who came over with the letter, "Your big eye production team belongs to you with the most letters." ”

"I'm so sorry for your hard work. Taking the envelope, Liu Hao thanked him with some surprise.

"It's not hard, it's not hard, I'm just kidding. Xiao Chen was also a little embarrassed.

"It must be my brother-in-law's letter," Liu Tian quipped, "and see what is written."

"I know it's my brother-in-law's letter, and you still come to me, don't be ashamed!" Liu Hao doesn't need to speak, on this kind of issue, Liu Xuexue has always been very strict with Liu Tiantian.

Zhuang Lijun is a serious person, he never says anything in his letters, and there is nothing unpleasant about those serious accounts, but she doesn't know why she doesn't want to show his letters to others in her selfish heart, even if she is the closest brother and sister.

Calculate the time, it's time to reply to Zhuang Lijun, although Zhuang Lijun has no chance to come out in the barracks, but almost every week there are letters sent over, but this month is busy with double robbery, she went home and washed and went to bed to dream of Zhou Gong, where is the energy to reply to the letter, I already owe three letters of debt, and I have to pay them back today.

"Eldest sister, what are you laughing at?" Liu Tiantian blinked and looked at her curiously.

"Am I smiling?" Liu Hao touched his face, feeling a little incredible.

Is there anything funny?

"yes, it's a weird laugh. ”

"You must be mistaken. Liu Haohao really smiled, "Your eldest sister and I should be as warm as a spring breeze even if I laugh, how can I smile strangely?"

Liu Tiantian was speechless, eldest sister, is it really good for you to boast like this?