Zhao Xiaozi's face was indeed full of confidence, but if Professor Xing was more careful, he would definitely be able to see her weakness. However, who made Professor Xing care about it, he didn't find Zhao Xiaozi's confidence at all.

The best way to end a topic is to stir up another. So Zhao Xiaozi immediately spoke: "Professor Xing, if you really don't feel at ease, take the CCMD-3 (a scale for testing mental status, the full name is the Chinese Classification and Diagnostic Criteria for Mental Disorders) to test me, or DSM-IV.-TR or ICD-10 (both of which are foreign disease classification manuals) can also be used." ”

Professor Xing shook his head: "You are too familiar with these scales to test whether you have a problem at all." ”

"So you also admit that I have absolute control over my second personality, so don't worry!"

Professor Xing's expression was a little complicated, he looked at Zhao Xiaozi, and his big finger unconsciously rubbed his index finger, which was a small movement that Professor Xing often had when he was stumped.

Zhao Xiaozi didn't urge when he saw this, Professor Xing really needed time to think, his situation has almost only appeared in movies, and it has basically not appeared in the real psychiatric world, maybe there is, but it has never been discovered.

After all, like not everyone has a roommate who is observant and studies psychology like Zhao Xiaozi.

After a long time, Professor Xing raised his head as if he had just woken up from a dream: "Xiaozi, you go back first, and I'll think about it later." ”

Zhao Xiaozi smiled: "Okay, you don't have to worry too much. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me, you also have Gao Shan's contact information, and you can ask her, after all, she is more objective. ”

Professor Xing nodded indiscriminately and motioned for Zhao Xiaozi to go first, while he sat in the hypnosis room in silence.

Zhao Xiaozi stopped for a moment, finally gently closed the door and went home.

When Gao Shan saw Zhao Xiaozi coming back, he was a little apprehensive: "That, Xiaozi...... Professor Xing told you all, right?"

Zhao Xiaozi nodded, and then deliberately lowered her face: "I didn't expect that the person I trusted the most would have so many movements behind his back." ”

Gao Shan was startled, put down the book in his hand, and walked over in three or two steps: "Xiaozi, you listen to my explanation, I'm not ...... I'm not sure if there's something wrong with you, Professor Xing is not an outsider, and he is a professional, so I told him. ”

"Hmph, speaking of which, you still told others about my situation behind my back. Do you know that Peng Peng also told Xue Fei about my every move, which is why I was so badly harmed by Xue Fei, and now you want to follow in her footsteps?"

Gao Shan hammered his head with remorse: "No, Xiaozi, I know you are very taboo about this, I really have no malice, I just ...... I just ......"

Gao Shan was a little anxious, she finally came out of the original shadow, Zhao Xiaozi was her first real friend, and she didn't want to lose.

Seeing Gao Shan's depressed face, Zhao Xiaozi couldn't help but chuckle.

Gao Shan's heart was slightly relaxed, and he hesitated: "Xiaozi...... You ......"

Zhao Xiaozi smiled and snorted heavily: "Who made you find out that I have a problem and didn't ask me first, but told Professor Xing directly? He is old and has high blood pressure, and I am fine, and I make him worry about ......"

Seeing Zhao Xiaozi's eyes rolling, it really didn't look like she was angry, but there were some girls who were petty, Gao Shan asked suspiciously, "It's okay?"

Zhao Xiaozi nodded: "It's really fine, I know you want to say that I have a second personality, that's right, I do have a second personality......"

Gao Shan was a little confused: "Is that okay?"

"Although I have a second personality, do you think there is anything else abnormal about me? Has my second personality affected my life? Has it affected other people's lives?"

Seeing Gao Shan shaking his head a little dazedly, Zhao Xiaozi continued: "Since nothing has an impact, it's okay, think about those patients who have been diagnosed with mental illness, most of them can't control their behavior before they are diagnosed as sick, but what do you think about me?"

Gao Shan nodded again, as if he understood, but his expression was still a little dazed.

Zhao Xiaozi smiled: "What are you going to eat tonight?" ”

……

On the other side, Professor Xing held back in the hypnosis room for a long time, and finally took out a somewhat yellowed photo from his wallet, and he gently stroked the person above with his somewhat dry hand, and said to himself: "Wife...... There's another person in the same situation as you......"

I don't know how long Professor Xing stayed in the hypnosis room, but when he called Zhao Xiaozi to the office the next day, Zhao Xiaozi almost didn't dare to recognize the haggard old man in front of him.

Professor Xing has the nobility of a literati, and naturally he also has the stubbornness of a literati, and from the point of view of appearance, he is always well-dressed and meticulous.

But at this time, Professor Xing's hair was in a mess, obviously rubbed by himself, his face seemed to have not been washed, his eyes were deep-set, the wrinkles between his eyebrows and eyes became more and more obvious, and the whole person seemed to have been drained of half of his spirit.

Zhao Xiaozi couldn't help but shout Professor Xing, full of concern.

"Xiaozi, here...... Wait a minute, I'll clean up. ”

Zhao Xiaozi nodded, watched Professor Xing take out a small comb from his bag, comb his hair one by one, and didn't know where to take out a handkerchief and wet it and apply it to his face, before sitting down steadily.

Zhao Xiaozi was silent, waiting for Professor Xing to organize the language.

Professor Xing was silent for a moment before taking a deep breath and telling a story, about his wife, to be exact.

Professor Xing's wife is called "He Hua", and it is precisely because of this that Zhao Xiaozi once suspected that she was hypnotized to be related to Professor Xing, only to find out later that everything was Xue Fei's trick, the purpose of which was to disturb Zhao Xiaozi's sight.

Like the results found by Zhao Xiaozi, Professor Xing's wife "He Hua" is also a leader in the field of psychology. Especially in hypnosis, her research height was even ranked among the top in the world for a time, but she was such an excellent talent, and it was not easy in the historical environment at that time.

Ten years ago, when it came to psychology, most people were completely blindsided, and the remaining small number of people immediately associated psychology with theology.

Only a small number of people vaguely know that everyone has some mental problems, but it is like a mouth ulcer, and it hurts to hurt themselves, and a very small number of people can't bear the pain, or they will seek medical attention for other reasons.

Ten years ago, people who also suffered from mental illness were generally locked up at home, but now, most of them choose to be sent to the hospital for treatment.

Psychology, to put it bluntly, is just a science that helps clients to overcome difficulties when they have mental problems, but have not yet developed into mental illnesses.

Hypnosis is only one method of psychotherapy, but this method has made "Hehua" famous in the academic community.

She used countless facts to prove the positive effect of hypnosis on psychotherapy, and as Professor Xing, who was like-minded with "Hehua", he naturally came together with her and became a couple of human dependents.

The change occurred in the third year of their marriage, when the two had no children and were under great pressure. There was just an opportunity to go abroad, and "Hehua" chose to go abroad for a period of study.

Professor Xing is also supportive. But no one expected that after "Hehua" returned to China, he would devote himself to studying hypnosis.

As mentioned earlier, hypnosis is only a method of psychotherapy, and it is not a complete systematic science.

But "Hehua" wants hypnosis to carry it forward. She began to study the effects of hypnosis on healthy people, and the first experimenter was herself.

She first videotaped herself as a hypnotist, and then watched her own video as a hypnotized person, and in this way, it went on for half a year.

Until one day, "Hehua" told Professor Xing that she had another person in her mind.

At that time, psychological science was not as developed as it is now, and people's research on psychiatry and psychology was not very in-depth, Professor Xing only said that "Hehua" had hallucinations and psychological problems, and did not know that she had a second personality at that time.

"Hehua" has always behaved relatively normally, only occasionally behaving not quite like the usual "Hehua", but it will not take long to recover.

At that time, "Hehua" happened to be pregnant, and the whole family stared at her belly, not noticing that her difference was different from the so-called moodiness during pregnancy.

Until "Hehua" left a letter and ran away, saying that she didn't know who she was, so she wanted to find the answer, and she would come back when she found the answer.

At that time, "Hehua" was already six months pregnant, and the whole family was crazy to look for her. Professor Xing also regretted that she should have discovered the difference between "Hehua" a long time ago, and at that time she would suddenly ask who she was at that time.

Later, it was already a month later when everyone had the news of "Hehua", and it was found on the railroad tracks, with a corpse and two lives, and in the belly was the boy that the whole family longed for.

This is the end of the story, Professor Xing has been living alone for so many years, without relatives and children, thinking about it, he must hate himself very much, regretting that he did not find out his wife's abnormality earlier, causing his wife and son to lose their lives in vain, so he thought about using the rest of his life to atone for his sins.

According to Professor Xing's description, his wife "He Hua" is supposed to be the main personality and the second personality has been confused, and she has lost herself, so she wants to find herself.

"Later, I watched the hypnotic videos she recorded herself, and I guessed correctly, she kept implying that she was someone else, but unfortunately I destroyed them all in a fit of rage. Otherwise......" Professor Xing said here, and stopped.

Zhao Xiaozi knew what Professor Xing meant, and he thought that if the video was still there, he might be able to find out the key to his wife's loss of self.

"I'm sorry, Professor Xing, for making you think of these past events......"

Professor Xing shook his head: "Over the years, people who know about this matter have passed away one after another, and I am the only one who is still alive. ”

Zhao Xiaozi nodded, probably understanding why Professor Xing was telling him about the past.