Chapter 168: Schizophrenia
Wang Kenan's sudden marriage proposal did not wake up Zhao Xiaozi, who was intoxicated by the beautiful scenery, but a strange cry from Yangzi woke Zhao Xiaozi from a state of intoxication.
"Oh, I'll go, propose!" Yoko's voice was loud, even louder when everyone was immersed in the beautiful scenery. For a while, everyone looked at it curiously.
"Say us?" Zhao Xiaozi confirmed to Yoko.
"Yes, Brother Wang proposed to you just now! You didn't hear it!" Yangzi was a little incredible, he was farther away than Zhao Xiaozi, and he heard it.
Wang Kenan was also suddenly awakened, thinking of the facts that made him feel like a fish in his throat, he felt bitter in his heart, and smiled on his face: "It's okay, it's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't hear it, it's not formal this time, next time I will prepare a ring and flowers and propose to you." ”
Zhao Xiaozi showed a frightened expression at this time: "I'm scared to death, I thought you really proposed...... Oh, you see, the sun has risen when you interrupt me. ”
Wang Kenan raised his hand and stroked Zhao Xiaozi's soft hair, and also looked at the sun that had revealed its full face, this light was too dazzling, making people want to cry.
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After watching the sunrise, everyone has pulled themselves out of the beautiful scenery, it is already more than six o'clock at this time, the hotel will start to provide breakfast at half past six, and it is natural to go back and taste the luxurious buffet breakfast of the four-star hotel!
Faced with a variety of breads and pastries, milk with different fat contents, freshly ground and brewed coffee, various fruits and nuts, and a variety of fried eggs, boiled eggs, and poached eggs of different ripeness, Yoko finally sighed: "God, give me another stomach!"
Zhao Xiaozi smiled, pointed to the other side and said, "Look, there are still over there, I guess you have to let God give you two more stomachs." ”
Yangzi looked at it, it turned out that there was a Chinese breakfast, freshly fried fritters, crispy and delicious, freshly ground soybean milk, full of fragrant, steaming soup dumplings, shrimp dumplings, and reasonable pancakes and fruits, by the way, there are all kinds of noodles over there, all made on the spot.
Luo Cheng looked satisfied: "It seems that this hotel is not just a four-star hotel, maybe it is striving for a five-star rating, I have lived in so many five-star hotels before and I have not had such a rich breakfast choice." ”
Luo Cheng just said it in passing, and naturally he didn't notice the gloom of the high mountains.
Also heartless and heartless is Zhao Xiaozi, who just ate a little barbecue last night, although he added a little snack in the middle of the night, it was not as good as a serious meal, and when he saw such a hearty breakfast, he took the lead to get two small cakes that looked the best and two small soup dumplings.
Well, take a bite of sweet and a bite of salty, so as to live up to so many delicacies.
Wang Kenan shook his head, doted on Zhao Xiaozi to sandwich a one-sided fried egg, and took a cup of soy milk to her before picking his breakfast. It's as if the morning proposal never happened.
Gao Shan was a little unsavory, and when everyone was full and talked about which one was delicious, she didn't speak.
Luo Cheng found out later, gently stroked her hand, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Gao Shan shook his head: "Oh, it's nothing, I suddenly thought of something...... and Luo Cheng looked at each other for two or three seconds before Gao Shan spoke: "That, how did Zhang Li's matter be handled?"
Luo Cheng was a little surprised, he didn't know why Gao Shan thought of Zhang Li, he actually had his own plans, even if it wasn't for Zhao Xiaozi, just to help Dai resolutely vent his evil anger, Zhang Li would never let it go.
But women are easy to be soft-hearted, and their plans are too vicious, so don't tell them, save trouble.
"Leave it to us and we'll tell you when the time comes. ”
Gao Shan nodded, she was only using this matter to divert attention, and she didn't bother with the real answer.
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It's Wednesday, and it's been two days since the last perfect end of the cuckoo viewing trip. Professor Xing decided to explain the truth to Zhao Xiaozi today.
At first, Zhao Xiaozi only thought that Professor Xing was routinely inspecting her recent studies, but it was not until she was taken to the hypnotic room where Xue Fei hypnotized Zhao Xiaozi that she realized that things might be different from what she thought.
"Professor...... This is ......," Zhao Xiaozi asked.
"Xiaozi, you sit. Professor Xing did not answer Zhao Xiaozi's words immediately, but pointed to the half-old sofa recliner and motioned for Zhao Xiaozi to sit down.
Zhao Xiaozi naturally rejected the chair, so she just pretended not to see Professor Xing's hint and sat on the other side.
"Professor, why did you call me here?"
Professor Xing nodded, his face was not very good-looking, he had no way to show ease in front of his students, nor could he show his heavy worries on his face, so he could only look at Zhao Xiaozi solemnly.
"I always thought that you were hypnotized by Xue Fei before, because he kept denying it, and I didn't pay too much attention to it. Now it seems that I was wrong, and I always thought that he was just asking for it, and he was a little unwilling. ”
Zhao Xiaozi didn't know why Professor Xing wanted to mention this matter, but she had always had a good intuition, especially at this time, so she said, "Professor Xing, if you have anything to say, just say it, I'...... It's okay. ”
Professor Xing said in his heart that Zhao Xiaozi might also realize that something was wrong with him, and secretly sighed and finally said what he and Gao Shan had discovered: "Before this coma, you had become another person. ”
Zhao Xiaozi suddenly felt that something was wrong, and when He Hua came out, she always needed to discuss with herself to get permission or take the initiative to let her come out, so that she could control this body.
How could he control his body without knowing it? Thinking that Hehua is always good at standing on the moral high ground and criticizing himself, Zhao Xiaozi has a faint guess in his heart, but this guess is unconfirmed and it is not easy to show it.
Seeing that Zhao Xiaozi didn't speak, Professor Xing further explained: "We suspect that you have bred a second personality, and this personality is precisely because you were hypnotized by Xue Fei. ”
"You mean Hehua. ”
"You don't seem surprised, it seems that you know it yourself?" Professor Xing looked puzzled.
Zhao Xiaozi thought for a while, and saw that Professor Xing really cared about herself, so she finally nodded after a little thought.
"I've always known that Hehua existed, and we've always gotten along well, and sometimes I'll get her out when I meet people and things I don't want to deal with. ”
Zhao Xiaozi said easily, but Professor Xing was shocked: "You have always known about her existence?"
Zhao Xiaozi bowed.
"However, you yourself are studying psychology, and you should know that your situation already belongs to the category of schizophrenia, and it belongs to the category of very serious. Professor Xing was even more puzzled.
"Yes, from an outsider's point of view, I do have severe schizophrenia, because I am not only hallucinating, but also very serious delusions, and there is even a part of my brain that is independent of my main personality that is dedicated to storing such fantasies. ”
Zhao Xiaozi said that the head was the Tao, Professor Xing had never let go of his brows since just now, and his mind was full of questions at this time: "Since you know...... But...... Ay...... So what do you think?"
Seeing that Professor Xing was genuinely thinking about himself, Zhao Xiaozi's face softened even more: "Professor, don't worry, yes, judging from the symptoms, I do have a problem, but so far, except for you and Gao Shan, who gets along with me day and night, who has found out that I have a problem?"
"You should know that many people look normal at first, but in the end, ......" Professor Xing didn't say the next words, he didn't dare to say it, so he sighed heavily.
"It's true that there are many psychopaths like that, but I'm not. Zhao Xiaozi said firmly, and Professor Xing calmed down a little and listened to Zhao Xiaozi continue.
"The kind of situation you're talking about is that they don't even know that something is wrong. Slowly, it has caused many disorders of perception, thinking, emotion and behavior, as well as disharmony of mental activities. But I know exactly what I'm facing.
I know that I have developed a second personality, which is relatively independent in my cognition, with her own unique personality and attitude, but because this personality is my imagination, I have an innate control over her.
As you said, I have a talent for psychology, and when this talent is reflected here, it means that I have a clear grasp of my own fantasies. ”
Professor Xing was a little dumbfounded, and a little incredulous.
Zhao Xiaozi's performance was too unexpected for him, he thought that Zhao Xiaozi would at least be scared after knowing that he might suffer from schizophrenia, after all, psychology students are really taboo in this regard.
But I didn't expect Zhao Xiaozi to be a little scared at all, but calmly unbelievable. Professor Xing looked at Zhao Xiaozi scrutinically.
Zhao Xiaozi let Professor Xing look at it, and said with a smile: "Professor, you don't have to worry so much, I am indeed Zhao Xiaozi now, as for Hehua's ......" Zhao Xiaozi paused here when he said, Hehua didn't know why, it seemed to have disappeared from his mind, maybe it wasn't gone, but he couldn't sense it for the time being.
But naturally Professor Xing couldn't let Professor Xing know about this, since she had already said that she could completely control her fantasies, she couldn't say anything about not being able to find Hehua, so as not to worry Professor Xing.
"As for Hehua, it's okay if you want to meet her, but she seems to be scared by you and doesn't dare to come out. ”
Zhao Xiaozi smiled when she said this, and shrugged her shoulders, her face was also full of confidence.
Professor Xing couldn't help but believe half of her words. But he still felt that something was wrong, he specially rushed to deal with his work, just to cooperate with Zhao Xiaozi to cure her illness as soon as possible, how could he say it in her mouth, and there was nothing at all?