【92z】 Men are human too!

No matter how powerful a man is, he also has the softest place in his heart.

Walking all the way through the dazed city, hungry, sleeping in the open, blowing in the wind and sun, and the pain on the body, no one can understand it at all.

It's not other people's care that I usually meet, and all I have to bear is disgust and white eyes and disgusted eyes, of course, there will be some kind-hearted people, and occasionally give a piece of bread or something, that should be a rare delicacy.

More than a year, I have traveled too many places, experienced too much pain, and even despair.

Now that I can finally have someone to care, that moment of impulsiveness even makes me feel like I want to cry out loud.

But I gritted my teeth, I didn't cry, I couldn't cry, I carried it so many times, it's not worth crying anymore.

Xin Yi, who was driving in front, just watched quietly, pursed his mouth slightly, and the expression on his face looked very weird.

"You two, were you a couple before?" Xin Yi suddenly said without a head.

Couples? I'm full of weirdness.

As for Xiaoying's face, it instantly turned red, and she suddenly let go of me, with an embarrassed face: "Dead girl, what kind of tongue are you chewing, who are the couple?"

"But you're all hugging each other. Xin Yi tilted his head and asked innocently.

"We are friends...... Well, friend. Xiao Ying nodded vigorously and said, but a strange taste involuntarily emerged in her heart.

"Boyfriend and girlfriend are friends too. Xin Yi muttered quietly, but because he was afraid of the eldest sister's hair, he didn't dare to say it out loud.

But the relationship between the two people is really very strange, or chaotic.

Looking at the appearance of the two people, although the man's memory is disordered, he obviously remembers Xiaoying, but many things have been forgotten.

And Xiaoying's appearance looks even more suspicious, it is the first time she has seen Xiaoying do this to men, usually those men don't say hugs, even if they shake hands, Xiaoying will go to the sink to wash for a long time.

For those men, they don't pretend to be at all.

Couple, the two are definitely a couple, it's just that the eldest sister is thin-skinned and embarrassed to admit it.

Xiaoying didn't know the messy thoughts in Xin Yi's heart, so she was silent for a while, and began to tell what she had experienced.

During this period of time, Xiaoying's life was also very difficult, although it was said that she was promoted, but she was often transferred, and she had no opportunity and time to make friends at all, and she was always lonely.

Moreover, every place is very dangerous, and I almost died several times.

As she spoke, Xiaoying felt very aggrieved, she obviously didn't do anything wrong, but she was unwilling to cooperate with those people to do that kind of fake performance, and it was really unreasonable to suffer this kind of punishment and suffer this kind of disaster.

It's just that kind of grievance, usually Xiaoying hides in the depths of her heart, and never says it, even in the face of the above order, Xiaoying is silent and quietly accepts it.

But now, when facing this man, the weakness in Xiaoying's heart seems to have all emerged at this time.

In front of this man, he can show the softest side of his heart without any scruples.

I just listened quietly, occasionally sighing, this woman's life is also very unsatisfactory.

After a long time, Xiaoying wiped her tears, and then thought of something, and the expression on her face suddenly turned pale: "By the way, you...... Who knows anything that is still alive, how many people did you know before?"

"You're the only one who knows, right?" I said, after a moment's thought.

This sentence made Xiaoying's heart chuckle suddenly, and she didn't know what it was like in her heart.

Is it joy, or excitement, or some other emotion? Xiaoying didn't know what was going on in her heart.

Only one person knows, doesn't that mean that even Liu Ruyan and the others don't know, if they don't tell anyone the news...... In that case, wouldn't he be ...... After all, he was the only person he remembered so far.

This thought just came to mind in her heart, and Xiaoying's face couldn't help but have a touch of ruddy.

In fact, Xiaoying is also not a small child, she was twenty-four years old three years ago, and now she is twenty-seven, and her father is also urging herself all day long to get married quickly, find a good man to marry, and then be safe and stable, don't do this business, it's too dangerous.

Xiaoying also knows that how long a woman can last in this line of work, there will always be times when she can't hold on.

But I know it, but I just don't want to, Xiaoying doesn't know what's going on, whenever the idea of getting married comes to mind, what comes to mind is the figure of this man.

This figure, like a nightmare, has always been with Xiaoying, and it has never been able to get rid of it.

I've tried to contact two boys before, but in the end, because the impression of this figure in my mind is too deep, I can only give up every time.

Later, Xiaoying simply didn't want to wait until she could completely forget the shadow of this man, and then start again.

Xiaoying doesn't know why, this person's shadow will leave such a deep impression in her heart.

So Xiaoying can only desperately devote all her attention to work, and use the intense work to numb herself.

But I didn't think about it, just when I felt that I thought of this man less and less, this man suddenly appeared in front of me again.

And this time, that shadow also became extraordinarily clear, as if it was imprinted there, and it could not be erased no matter what.

Xiaoying's face looked very strange, and a very malicious thought kept breeding in the depths of her heart.

If he doesn't tell anyone about this, this man can stay with him in a grand manner, and as long as he moves to another small city, he may not meet those people in his life.

In women's hearts, there is a strong desire for exclusivity, and it is really impossible to blame Xiaoying in this regard.

Xiaoying didn't know why this man would have such a strong impact on herself, was it when they met for the first time, or when this man blocked Liu Zhongbao's knife for himself in the alleyway, or when this man rescued his father later?

Or just now, when I thought I was going to die, it was this man who suddenly appeared and brought him a sense of security?

Or, when this man is separated from his lover, that kind of affection is even more throbbing?

Every woman wants to have a vigorous love, and they all want to have a powerful prince charming who can pamper herself as a princess, even if it is Xiaoying.

It's just that before, this man didn't belong to himself.

But now, perhaps...... This man will be his own forever.

Once such a thought appeared in her mind, she couldn't control it anymore, but on the other hand, in Xiaoying's mind, she couldn't help but think of Liu Ruyan's women, the sad appearance of those women when they were separated, and they endured the pain when taking pictures, revealing their most beautiful smiles......

Those memories made Xiaoying feel like a constant stinging pain somewhere in her chest.

I am thinking and suffering, so what about Liu Ruyan and them, Liu Ruyan will definitely be even more painful.

Isn't it too selfish to do it yourself?

Love is inherently selfish, and everyone has the right to pursue their own love, isn't it?

All kinds of thoughts in my mind are constantly flickering, and heaven and man are at war.

A large amount of sweat involuntarily appeared on his face, and he was pale.

"Hey, what's wrong with you, is the wound painful? I'm going to the hospital right away, hold on a little longer. I noticed Xiaoying's painful expression and said quickly.

Xiaoying's body suddenly trembled violently, and suddenly raised her head, the expression on her face was actually a little sad.

"I'm fine, I'll ask you something......

"You...... Do you remember Liu Ruyan?" [Just love Chinese]